procrastinations.

2006-05-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : Jewellry - Passion

my chemistry test is S.C.R.E.W.E.D again.
there goes my E.
choong's gna come after me. again.

i hope i didn't fail my bio too tragically.

can't wait for this wkend's cip. it sounds pretty exciting already (:

off to do the remaining tutorials. arghh.

2006-05-06T00:35:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : staind - everything changes

I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you I suppose
'Cos the wounds never heal.

But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel.

my 2.4km run was a goner. improvement but still no A. sighh. thinking if i should re-run. shall make su run with me. we shall get our As. haha.

anyway, today was ODAC exco rally for the j1s. heard some pretty good and not-so-good speeches. casted my votes and, i'm hoping the current exco will allocate appropriate positions to the six with the highest no. of votes. i'd hate to see ODAC crumble under lousy leadership, like it did. tsk.

on a random note, i think ophir might actually turn out to be quite fun, but since im missing ophir goodness, or lack thereof, i might as well make use of my vesak weekend to mug for the dreaded chem test. again! arghh. i hate the mjc chemistry department alrdy!

here comes the weekend! time to memorise my bio skill A sample report and regurgitate everyth on tuesday. god bless my soul.

every man wears a mask.
beneath this mask is yet another mask.
how many facades does one actually have?
the world is getting more complex.
i feel detached from everything.

happy 18th birthday mandyy!!! (:
loadsa love <33

2006-05-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : parachute band - complete

bio test was... unnerving. i hope i'll get at least an E. i dont wna see ms wang after school!! i have hardly enough time to finish my chem hmwk alrdy laaa! i think the teachers are driving us nuts. now i understand why lee fang lan [sec 3&4 stupid ss teacher] told us a lvls is the worst phase of our lives.

anyway, i cleared my five stations with five As! know what? i finally got an A for sit and reach tks to aidil's leniency and somebody teaching me to uhm, cheat. LOL. and i finally took less than 11 secs to complete my shuttle run! and i jumped slightly above 2m for sbj (: (: (: but i don't see how i'm gna get my ironwoman award bcos my 2.4km is definitely not A-grade-worthy! awww. nvm, i'll just run as fast as my legs can carry me on friday!! joanne, let's be ironwomen and boast to shauna! LOL.

odac's dreaded PT session tmr again. oh wells, i hope i dont have to run 9 rounds AGAIN. javier's a little MORE out of his mind these days. i wna conserve energy for my final 2.4km run on friday!

i actually think i'll miss odac sessions when i step down. all the silly activities we had this 1.5yrs:
- annual odac camp 2005. met the bunch of hysterical seniors.
- the ophir climb, whr 8 ppl spent like an hr in my 4-man tent gossipping in the middle of the night.
- the ECO challenge, whr i got to swim, walk, run and cycle. really tested my limits.
- x*blaze Camp 2006 @ ubin. despite the rain and mosquitoes, the camp was relatively fine. of cos, it'd have been better w/o the blood-sucking monsters! haha.
- xpose 2006. camping outside the chain of seafood restaurants at an unearthly hour, waiting for meteor shower (which NEVER came, btw), slping at macs and singing our hearts out at macritchie.

ahh. i guess in times of suffering, thr's bound to be a share of joy too (:

So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will walk on Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in You

p/s. anyone for youth svc @ plmc this saturday, 1930hrs? haha.

2006-05-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : 98degrees - always you and i

i think oldies are the best kind of music around. i totally dig the music of the 80's and 90's. they are THE classics!

bio test is tmr. im so screwed. i know i ought to be studying but i just can't bring myself to. guess im gna go read some tys qsns after this and keep my fingers crossed that at least one qsn will come up tmr. haha.

my 5 stns for napfa's also tmr. my sit and reach is so gone case, as usual. hope the rest will get an A! i wna jump beyond 2m again! tsk. tmr's a tuesday, my favourite day. but i dread this wk. it's a busy busy wk with bio test and napfa tmr, chem test and 2.4km run on friday. ah. so doomed. after this wk, next wk is another 4-day wk!! ((:

anyway, the A Lvls timetable sucks la. i only end on the 23rd nov. like 6 more mths to freedom ):

2006-04-29T01:21:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: evan&jaron - crazy for this girl

guess what? S206 came in 2nd for caesar's challenge!!! now i have another plaque to add to my prize collection! haha. im so proud of everyone who took part! we rock man! the medicine ball was so hilarious, and so was passing the benches. LOL. also, well done to yinhong and shimin for their awesome performance today! i love the little "kallang wave" that hongry did to us when she was receiving her prize. so silly.

dinner at tm was crazy and so was the photo sticker session. i still think we look spastically beautiful! can't wait to have it so i can oogle at it when im free and, roll on the floor whilst laughing hysterically. hahaha.

anyway, nxt wk's a hectic week. bio test and napfa on tuesday. 2.4km run and chem test on friday. im hoping i'll have loadsa energy to run on friday. i wna get my A!! and im aiming high for my standing broad jump. tsk.

Would you look at her as she looks at me
She's got me thinkin' about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl
Yeah, I'm crazy for this girl

2006-04-25T23:42:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: devics - song for a sleeping girl

call me an escapist, but i'd rather live in self-denial at times. i'm at a state whr i just cant care less abt everyth ard me.

i can't wait to change my phone and, get out of school. i'm quite sick of facing the teachers everyday and listening to them say the same old things over and over again. utter spoilers for the day.

i'm so gna enjoy every single day of my well-deserved 8-mth break aft the A's. for now, it's time to mug for chem and bio tests next wk. taxing chapters for both subjects. wish me luck. esp bio.

anyway, i heard that zhiyang a.k.a. campus superstar will be at mjc's music extraordinaire. how interesting. maybe i'd pay that 2bucks to get my ears tortured after all. haha.

i miss having pure chocolate at sgoon gardens' coffee bean and just staring out of the window blankly.

2006-04-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : bright eyes - nothing gets crossed out

everything's finally over. it'd better be, otherwise i dno what will happen the next time round. thank god. he answers prayers (:

no PT tmr for odac. post-camp reflections for j2s. yayness. can get to slack. hahaha.

anyways, i so need to replenish my stationery supplies from muji sometime soon. i just cant find the time. and with expose this wkend, i think i'll be stoned by sunday. i better bring smth to do at ECP. i hope joanne and i will be located near cheers/7-11. i need constant supply of food! LOL.

goodnight. im feeling happier today (:

2006-04-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: stars - calendar girl

everything's a mess now.

i hate me.
the world hates me.

i wish i was back to the secondary school days where all that worried me was being caught for short skirts, low socks and shirts not tucked in.

someone invent a time-travel gadget, pls. i can barely take it anymore.

2006-04-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: scissors for lefty - next to argyle

strangely, i feel unreasonably calm amidst all the action taking place.
i have a really awful feeling about tonight. screw those !#$%$# people.

anyways, i'm pretty excited about tmr's class outing. finally getting some time to unwind and relax. glutton's bay, here S206 come!

i hope life gets back on track soon.

2006-04-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: the killers - replaceable

odac camp @ pulau ubin almost killed me. no, actually it was the mosquitoes that withdrawed so much blood from me i thought i was gna suffer from excessive blood loss! haha. i have a total of abt 60 mosquito bites on my arms and legs, plus the fact that i'm sunburnt, im really suffering alot here. and i've never went without a bath in a day. this time, it was in TWO days. holy crap. i felt so sticky and icky and everything. got back and washed my hair twice. haha!

anyway, my group, cyclops, rocks. the ppl were really awesome. the 2 girls had quite a high lvl of perseverance. proud of them! (: the guys were pretty much good too. they hardly complained when given so much load. awesome! no wonder we won the "BEST GROUP AWARD"!!! yayness. totally didn't expect that. neither did i expect joanne to clinch the "BEST GRP LEADER AWARD". HAHAHAHA! joanne, you must roll in mud! you lost the bet! LOL. but my hamper was waaayyy better than her pathetic 6 ferrero rochers. hehh.

guess i should be going to sch tmr. im so worn out. i dno if i'll be able to survive. double GP tmr somemore. plus tuition till late. oh dear. im so gna die tmr. and my itch is gna get the better of me. im so gna scratch, complain and get irritated. LOL. wish me luck tmr. i hope i'll survive school.

got some photos from javier.
here's how some of us looked w/o 2days' worth of bathtime [actually, we still look very clean] :

[left to right]: su ; priscila ; me ; gladys ; joanne ; cheryl

and here's one of me in a very unglam position:

outdoor cooking. my gdness, i looked DAMN burnt.

alright, that's all for now. im so gna hit straight to dreamland the moment my head touches the fluffy pillow and comfy bed with the aircon on and radio playing. ahhhh. i havent had such comfort for two nights alrdy. i seriously wonder hw i survived OBS. LOL! alrighty, goodnight people! seeya'll tmr! ((:

2006-04-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: lee hom - kiss goodbye

assumption is the mother of all screw-ups. i've proven that statement made by mr eric lee.

2006 isn't a good yr. i sense more trouble brewing. this 18th yr of my life is gna be the most memorable one. i think i should just pack all that rubbish within me and send it away. i dont wna think abt anyth now. i wish i could just migrate to somewhere far far far far away with all my friends. okay, i'm dreaming.

ahh. the power of parents. make you feel safe and protected from everyth out there. to a certain extent. i think parent's letters rock. i wouldn't know how i'd survive w/o them. hurhur.

2006-04-02T23:20:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: dean - jie tuo

ahhhhh. how can teresa win? hahaha. okay, i expected her to, but geraldine sang really well last night. judges were biased. they just preferred the more feminine one. argh. unfairness! i'm so happy zhiyang won her overall! hehh.

i have the sudden urge to go kbox. any takers? LOL! oh, i also have the sudden urge to visit sgoon gardens' coffee bean again. heh heh.

2006-04-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: new found glory - my friends over you

reg4 outing [ finally! ] @ TM to celebrate Fatin's 17th birthday today. had the usual nonsensical fun and made loadsa noise wherever we went. turn-up rate was not too bad today. LOL!

here are some random pics tkn today:

ahhh. Fatin's a Hot Chick. haha.

the cake was too irresistable for fatin. haha. i dno what was i doing then.

jieying and i. i like this pic ((:

the gang present today.

the last group shot of the day. regulusFOUR rocks (:

campus superstar finals on tomorrow. i hope geraldine wins. i think she's oozes attitude and her personality shines. her voice is pretty unique too. ahhhh. i hope she wins. at least win teresa? LOL.

2006-04-01T00:48:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: the raveonettes - ode to L.A.

i feel like im being thrown in a rubbish compacter. filthy, unwanted, under high pressure and, crushed.

i hope things will brighten up in weeks to come.

im looking forward to the annual odac camp nxt wk, but at the same time, i feel a little forced. oh wells. i pity those poor souls who are alrdy surviving the jungle tonight for the recce. you poor things. i'll slp in the comfort of my bed tonight. haha.

today's odac training was a waste of time. the most useful thing i did today was probably listening attentively to shaz brief us on the odac camp. imagine that!

ahhh crap. i want the whole episode to end NOW.

god save us.

2006-03-29T21:03:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: rooster - deep and meaningless

bah! what a joke.

life's becoming a melodrama cum joke to me. sometimes, i cant differentiate between what's real and what's not. i wake up from a dream thinking that parts of it are real, and i live reality hoping that some [ or most ] of it is a nightmare.

i cant take it that i get scolded for trying so hard at smth. hello, is it like MY FAULT? at least i tried, right? wasn't that the key thing that teachers ALWAYS told their students? to "put in your bestest effort"?

i think it's really true that jc life brings out the worse of everyone. everyone starts looking terrible due to sleep deprivation, their complexion becomes awful, they tend to erupt more easily and yada yadaa. well, im like that. don't worry, i'll be fine aft everything's over. i hope.

for now, i just want the current issue to be over. get those ppl off my back and resume my carefree life as per normal. thankyouverymuch.

2006-03-28T23:24:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: jay chou - hei she mao yi

i studied for chem and yet i failed. AGAIN. dammit. it's either me or my screwed-up brain. either way, i guess it's still me. urgh. i hope i passed bio and math.

i swear im never going to forgive the person who sold me out. screw that person. made my life hell. like THANKS. you better not be who im suspecting. if you are, im DEAD DISAPPOINTED in you and i'd never want to see you again. what a "friend".

on a lighter note, i passed gp. not very well, but still a pass.

tmr's a short day. no odac. total yayness. havent gone home so early for sucha long time now. only like 4 hours of lessons including 50 mins of recess. ahhh. bliss. heh. oh, but it's THREE straight lectures tmr. wednesday's rot-your-butts off day. tsk.

i think this year's a bad year for me. so many things have happened and now, i have an irritant in group 5. THANKS for pushing that person to my group, su. THANKS. hurhurr.

2006-03-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: yellowcard - waiting game

it's back to lessons tomorrow. sighh. i cant wait to get out of mj alrdy. i dont HATE the sch, i just HATE studying for exams. haha. well, who doesn't? ahhh. tmr still must go back early to go through the solutions for maths' block test paper. what a waste of my time. make me deprived of slp again! grrr.

gna have tuition tmr. hedi's decided to strive harder for her exams after seeing her common test results. hahaha. we'll all score straight A's and shock our parents! then we can go shopping in HK! woohoo! haha.

anyway, im quite proud of myself. today i managed to complete my NMR Spectroscopy tutorial and the Homeostasis tutorial. im turning into sucha geek alrdy. heh.

i cant wait for the many many treats that many many people owe me!! hahaha. i have 1 dinner, 1 lunch and 2 movie treats awaiting me! yayness. okay, i sound like a cheapo freeloader. LOL!

i hope i dont get any F's for blocks. and i hope i pass at least one sub. hahaha. i promise i'll get straight A's soon. SOON. lol.

2006-03-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: senses fail - choke on this

today was totally awesome. loved the singing session, the towning and, the pigging-out!! hahaha. it's been a long time since mandy and i have towned tgt. and pig-out session @ chompchomp was the best ever!

sambal stingray. fried oyster omelette. fried hokkien mee. LARGE glass of grassjelly drink. purechocolate from coffee bean. ahhh. this is heaven, i tell you.

as i was telling mandy, i can't wait for the time when we can just sit at coffee bean, talk abt everything random, whilst enjoy people-watching. the aircon [altho VERY cold], the view and, the company (:

oh. and i really think we're getting more telepathic. hahaha. it's like, we know what each of us are thinking with just a look at each other. hahaha. olive @ olivio gelato? that cafecartel person today? tsktsk.

okay, im finally gna catch a movie tmr. i hope it's one worth the money! hahaha.

RIVAL's on tmr. channel u. 6pm. kim jae won!! ahhh. hahaha.

I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns,
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself .
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel,
I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf.

2006-03-24T01:02:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: dishwalla - angels or devils

i cant wait to town. i cant wait to sing. i cant wait to have nonsensical fun with mandyy again! hahahaha. this is what J2 life deprives us of - freedom to do whatever we want!!!

nevermind. 8 more months to ultimate freedom! can't wait :D

block tests, i felt, were pretty badly done. im just hoping i pass GP and i'll get no F's. heh. time for intensive studying ahh. simon, RIGHT? chiong math all tha waayyyy!!! heh.

random note: will the shrimp-grower turn green if subjected to the same conditions [which will turn shrimps green] as the shrimp? hmmm.
==> adapted from mjc biology block test 2006. hahaha!

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time
I will fall Into a place that fails us all inside.

And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
Will take time.

2006-03-18T00:37:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : the perishers - sway

i think i'll stick with blogger. LJ's functions are quite limited.

anyway, i thank god that the ordeal is over. im glad you survived it, although barely. this must not happen ever again. i've never been so worried sick about someone that i lost sleep and appetite these two days.

i've still got much bio to cram into that limited brain space of mine. it feels saturated. i dont feel like studying for the block tests. i hope i'll at least get EEO. an AO for chem would be a blessing. I HATE ORGANIC CHEMISTRY! oh, and i still cannot master VECTORS! argh.

I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?

2006-03-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

national vertical marathon 2006 [120306]
participant #9214
conquered 43 storeys of suntect tower FOUR

anyway, i've relocated.

haardeehaa.

2006-02-27T09:47:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : Jacob De Haan - Ross Roy [ SYF 2003 Choice Piece ]

broadband's down these few wks. hope dad gets me a new one soon. and a faster one too.

recently, im missing band alot. the times spent in GM band especially. miss my juniors and seniors. i miss performing and all the silly band exchanges. i miss the rehearsals for school events esp. arts night, thanksgiving and the 80th anniversary at VCH! and of cos, i miss participating in the SYF! sighh.

anyway, im quite pissed i wont be able to catch "so you think you can dance" bcos it airs every MONDAY. for once, i wish i didn't have tuition. maybe i'll stop for a mth of skip some monday lessons. i have been eagerly anticipating that show and now, i'm utterly disappointed!! urgh.

i hope i dont get bottom 10 for the next organic chem test tmr otherwise im sure choong will make life during chem hell for me. on a happier note, i got 10th in level for the recent bio test. total yayness. finally redeemed myself from the utter shame of lousy chem results. hurhur.

okay. im off to mug a little for chem before my next lesson. adios.

2006-02-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: elliot smith - coast to coast

chingay on friday and saturday was BORING. but i guess ushering wasn't THAT bad. you get to see all kinds of ugly singaporeans. people who are bossy, hard to please and KIASU uncles and aunties. stood almost throughout the whole chingay procession on saturday, didn't manage to get a chance to sit. those half-lane ticket holders are bloody unlucky. have to brave the rain and sit on the WET mat. but it's also bcos of that, we get to see all sorts of funny, desperate methods the audience use to make their spot comfortably dry. bloody hilarious. hahaha. oh, the white shirt's pretty artsy. pretty rocking. haha.

went back after this morning's chem test. the test is SO SCREWED. i'll jump for joy as long as i do not see a freaking F on my script. im serious. my mind was practically blank as i stepped into LT3 and received my script. i couldn't draw a proper structure! you know what, i think this really proves the point that im NOT cut out for organic chemistry. in fact, i think im not cut out for chemistry in whole. whahaha.

anyways, i think im getting my voice back, but it's a slow process. i need a catalyst to speed things up man. i haven't sang a single song for the past 3wks! yes, that includes the national AND college anthem. hahaha. i can't even speak properly w/o my voice gng off halfway! oh but now the cough and sore throat's gone, the bloody fever is back. sigh. but i think it'll be gone by the time i wake up tmr morning. hopefully. haha. i've got a full-dress rehearsal tmr! cant afford to miss it! plus, we need to complete our dance! omg. this is so scary. our dance isn't even totally completed! arghhh. so unnerving!

well, looking on the brighter side of my life, i end sch at 12.55pm tmr! ((:

lastly, somebody's turned 20 today! so OLD alrdy! hahaha.

i still get the same stressful feeling
whenever i'm with you ;
but i DO miss
being with you (:

2006-02-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: Jay Chou - Feng

i woke up at 4.25am this morning with a freaking migraine that didn't subside since last night. couldn't take it anymore and went to take panadol before attempting to return back to slp. think i only fell aslp 30mins later. screw the migraine. then, i woke up with a queasy feeling in my stomach like as though i was gna puke any moment. i think the red wine from last night added to the panadol pill on an empty stomach provided me that much dreaded effect. thought i was gna skip sch today. hahaha!

so anyhow, i just got back from odac's post-cny bbq at pasir ris park. the food pretty much sucked except for kikiko's sambal fillet.and the crabsticks. am still feeling a lil hungry now. haha. doubt my cough's gna recover anytime soon considering the amt of cny goodies i gobbled over the past few days, and today's bbq-ed food. thank god i didn't have to do PT today, or else i'd probably coughed to my death on mj's track. LOL.

this wk's gna be one eventful week. chingay on friday and sat. road race on friday. i end lessons at 11.15am! plus, i don't have to run cos im a student official! total yayness. sadly, i'm still nt excused from tmr's dreadful pe run. ms tan lahh! don't give in to my whinings! hahahaa.

anyway, i've finally and officially dropped literature. im quite sad abt it but, i'll look at it as an investment for however bright a future i have. haha. now i'll have at least 1 free period everyday. time to rush my tutorials. loadsa backlogs to clear! darn. i need help for organic chem chapters from alcohols onwards. im pretty much lost in chem tutorials. urgh. life of a J2 sucks. can't wait to get it over and done with. 9more mths of perseverance! oh dear, it sounds really short. hahaha.

you know, it's weird how everyone's falling really sick at the same time? must be the sudden stress from schoolwork. and people get irritated more easily. sigh. sometimes, just one day without communicating with somebody, i feel as though he/she evolved into another person, like their doppelganger or smth. okay, maybe it's just me.

p/s. i made this skin MYSELF. cool, right? TSK.

god answered my prayer, but it came 3.5 years late.
now, we're leading our separate lives.

2006-01-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: bi [ rain ] - sad tango

so, the reunion dinner went well. had steamboat, as usual, along with a bowl of shark's fin soup and yusheng. by the time i left my aunt's hse, i could barely walk. but you know what? it's all worth it bcos i know i had AWESOME food. haha.

anyway, i think the genes that code for greediness runs in my family. or at least, my paternal side. EVERYBODY eats a whole damn lot! my uncles, aunties, parents, and grandmother included. even my little cousins eat so much. quite scary. hahaha. but even though we eat alot, thr was still a whole load of food left. just imagine the amt of food cooked! haha.

on my way home at the bus stop aft exiting TPE ( i think ), i saw this little malay girl with her mom and brother. i sat on the same bench as her, and she shifted next to me and stared at me with her big, round eyes. she looked so sweet and innocent. she smiled at me and i smiled back. then she waved and said hi. awwww. and of cos, i did the same back at her. when she left, she waved and said bye to me. twice. and so did her brother. looking at her, i really miss my childhood days. and whatever innocence i had back then. LOL.

visitations tmr. nt exactly looking forward to it but, wtheck. might as well get it over and done with. i get the same comments every year until i can almost recite whatever whoever's gna say. yes, im kidding. my brain has null space for that much info. haha. another round of dinner again at another aunt's hse on tuesday. im eating so much this hols! i love (:

oh btw, the cny goodies made me more sick. my throat's terrible now and i was feeling HORRID this morning/aftnn/evening. but nth's gna stop me from having as much bakkwa as i want. plus pineapple tarts, love letters and prawn rolls! YAYNESS. i adore food. i eat to live :D

p/s. sad tango's mv is damn hot. bi can really dance!

2006-01-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : the perishers - trouble sleeping

the point-blogging syndrome is back again. too lazy to type in prose. oh, which reminds me of a 1000-1500 word LIT essay i'll have to write soon. urgh.

- regulus4 birthday celebration for frederick, linlin and khairul yestd at tampines.
- had kfc for dinner and cut the chocolate gateau cake at the playgrd outside tm's food court.
- took loadsa crazy photos.
- had loadsa insane fun. tks for the cream on our faces, frederick!
- after all the frenziness, we went home, all tired.
- didn't attend odac training today.
- sick with slight fever + dry cough. i sound so masculine now.
- spent my whole night online. slacked so much today. oh darn.

haven't studied for the halogeno compounds quiz tmr. so screwed! argh. i hate this A Levels year. i wna get it over and done quickly!!!

regulusFOUR rocks me silly ((:

myself and my fellow reg4 OGLS (:

myself ; jieshi ; fatin ; kristin ; jieying

jieying and i !

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH, FREDERICK!! :D

2006-01-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : ryan cabrera - photo.

When you told me that you loved me
Were those just words?
You cant tell me you dont need me
And i know that hurts
Cause im looking at your picture
Cause its all i've got
Maybe one day you and me will have
One more shot

this song rocks. kudos to alvinthendingyao for sending it to me (:

the stress of schoolwork is hitting me hard. im so afraid of A levels. im afraid of failing ; afraid of not doing well enough to get into university. so much said but you know what? im still happily slacking away while my peers are mugging their asses off! damn. i need some self-discipline badly.

this yr's schedule is bloody tight. tuition on mon and thurs leaves me with ZERO energy and time to complete my homework. odac trainings on wed and fri ALSO leaves me with null energy to do anything! so screwed, man. i think i nda do weekly revisions from now on. i must aim to pass everything during block tests. and im still contemplating on whether or not i should actually drop lit. arghhh. how unnerving. i seriously do not need any additional irrelevant stress points in my life now. esp my mother's pms-business. hurhur.

i've been running soooooo much these few days. i think i'm at the peak of my fitness level now. HAHAHA. according to joanne a.k.a the little one, by the end of odac + PE , we will be at our fittest we can ever be in our entire life. man, i so agree. right, joanne? LOL! i think my legs are even getting accustomed to the endless running, since they do not ache as badly as they should. haha.

uncle's chalet tmr. mother was quite bent on staying over but i was even MORE bent on going back home to my own comfy bed. besides, then i wouldn't have to wake up to the nuisance of noisy kids early in the morning. and i'd get to study for my @!#%@ math test. hahaha. gng cny shopping with mandy tmr. can't wait la. havent been out with that girl for soooooo long alrdy. altho we see each other every mon and thurs. LOL.

oh, i think our audition for soiree was a success since we were the only dance grp auditioning. the other 2 grps pulled out. like, wth. bet they saw us practice so hard and got scared out of their wits, so they withdrew. hahaha. "206, WHOOSH!"

sigh. i still haven't caught heirloom yet. i really really wna watch it v badly. havent had my dosage of horror films for a long time. i wna watch memoirs of a geisha too!

anyway, reg4 rocks me silly la. the jokes that shafiq and zul say are totally CORNY but still funny. plus the way fiona laughs, it's totally hilarious pls! they're just like a bunch of kiddos. damn cute. i like'em. hahaha. they brightened up my otherwise gloomy day. can't wait for a PROPER og outing soon. other OGs are alrdy having bbqs and movie outings or whatsoever. where's regulusFOUR's?!?! hahaha.

okay, im off to catch up with my loss of sleep this wk. gna wake up ultra late tmr. nda get my well-deserved rest.

p/s. dad's giving me more money for cny shopping! yayness. hahaha.

2006-01-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: robbie williams - advertising space

i hate the way it ended.
now im feeling guilty for your state.
guess it's all my fault again.
when will i ever learn, really?
this is so exasperating.

today's not the best day of my life. but ms chee made me happier. so did the mavis-ians. they're sucha nonsensical bunch. gektheng, mandy and hedi, i love you guys very much! -go and die can? ((:

have to get up early for bio lecture tmr. what a spoiler. i really need my slp so badly! i'm considering on dropping lit in a hopeful exchange for a more revised and CONCISED timetable. haha. maybe after my block test results come out.

i really nda find an incentive to get my butt out of bed every wkday morning. school life is getting a lil too mundane for me. i feel like slping or eating most of the time! hurhur. seeing the j1s enjoying their PAE period, i got reminded of mine last yr. rmbed the times stoning in the canteen aft sch with joanne. thr were NO tutorials to do and NO tests to mug for. blissful life, i tell you. now, the j1s are alrdy mugging their asses off for god-knows-what! they're giving all the j2s unnecessary stress, man!

oh crap, im so tied down these few days that i hardly have time to go out for dinner with friends, or even complete my cny shopping. i still have a top to buy and maybe a bottom too, if i see anyth i fancy. no skirts this yr. swearing off'em. hahaha.

can't wait for the cny holidays to come. i've got soooooo much work and sleep to catch up on. i've even got a list of ppl to catch up with. i miss the mindless towning with mandy, the starbuck talks [ i still hate coffee, btw. ], silly camera fun with lil one and random conversations into the wee hrs of the morning.

guess im gna have to slp soon. i feel so cheated of my supposedly late assembly tmr! urghh!

goodnight people!

but it's time to face the truth ; i will never be with you .

2006-01-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

the same shit happens every year. it's like an annual cycle i can't get rid of. i wonder why.

friday the 13th. no wonder it's called DOOM'S DAY. hadn't been an awesomely good day for me. to add to my misery, i still had to run a whopping 2.4km for ODAC training. urgh. hello, muscle ache!

actually today wasn't a really BAD day in all. SOME good things happened. enjoyed recess with reg4 today. a pity i couldn't join them at tm after school. tks to ODAC, once again. hahaha. heard of what they did at tm. pretty lame stuff but sounded really fun and to some extent, interesting! LOL. looking forward to the next OG outing. i need to DESTRESS, pls!

soiree is sooooo exciting!!! (((((:

2006-01-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

i wish negative things never happened.

i wish more things could go my way [ yes. im a brat. ].

i wish year 2006 would be more fruitful and productive.

i wish the big A's were over. and i'd done REALLY well.

i wish i was a little girl once more. then i won't have to deal with the complications of teenhood or adulthood.

i wish all my wishes would come true.

i wish i could just shut up.

ANYWAY, i really wanna go back to my childhood days. those days, though nt exactly memorable, at least were days where i didn't hide anything, and life was plain and simple. i like.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LIONEL LIM JUNYAN! can officially go clubbing already. and get dirty danced with everytime you hit the dance floor. hahaha.

2006-01-08T23:19:00.000+08:00

i can't believe today's weather is undeniably sleeping-friendly. according to mandy, it started raining at 4am, and according to ME, it only stopped raining somewhat around 9plus, 10. that's a total of about 18hours of continued rain! what an amazing feat! WOW. hahaha.

i love the rain. really. but it brings bouts of depression everytime i see the heavy downpour. along with lightning and thunder as added sound effects. somehow it just makes me feel as though God's crying along with me and many others who are feeling not too happy at times. but whenever im happy, i see the rain as a sign that God's crying for JOY along with us, feeling sincerely happy for us (:

today, the rain made me REALLY REALLY frozen. even my jacket couldn't keep me warm. and i stupidly chose to wear that denim skirt of mine today to ps. man, what was i thinking? tsk. i was literally freezing my ass off every moment outside home. even when i took my shower, the water REFUSED to warm up. i bathed with the tap shifted from the cold end to the EXTREME hot end, and i was still feeling cold. hmmm.

can't wait to get back to class again. then again, S206 will be different with the 5 other ppl ard, and with zkai missing from our class. at least i still have my S and E! S&E are nth without H! LOL. i hope the whole class will get along well. this cant go on for ONE YR, and our last yr in junior college, at that. i want fond memories, not bitter ones.

chem make-up lesson @ 0730 tmr. gta drag my lazy self outta bed. darn. hahaha. i hope i can get back to studying mode soon. this yr is the most impt yr of my whole life. just the thought of it depresses and scares me! tsk.

okay. off to watch my vampire show now. last eps tonight. how terribly depressing. told you the rain brings bouts of random depressing feelings. LOL. okay. im just rambling crap now. goodnight everybody!

may god bless me tmr. heh.

2006-01-07T13:14:00.000+08:00

mjc orientation 2006 is sadly, over.
SUPERNATURAL - where limits don't exist.

i LOVE regulus 4. they rock me silly. totally. 17 people. 10 guys ; 7 girls.
the girls were SOOOOOOO enthusiastic. i like! haha. the guys were MOSTLY enthusiastic except for like 1 of them? hahaha. the two jokers were insane - frederick and terrence. they were bloody BIG JOKES themselves man. LOL. but they were hilariously funny. i will NEVER forget the stupid lame jokes frederick entertained us with during MMM @ Sentosa. he's like a walking collection of jokes. hahaha. terrence is just.. stupidly funny. LOL. he can laugh at shinkay's "half an hour" stint for the whole day laaa. damn funny. esp during our lunch @ west plaza yestd. super funny. and that fiona.. omg. she's totally so easily amused. during campfire discussion, she kept laughing and laughing till she teared. we couldn't make out if she was laughing or crying cos she looked like she was in pain. LOL! terrence also. funny people.

spking of campfire. WE ROCKED MAN. zul and shafiq! WHOA. "everyone in reg4, let's say it tgt!"
"KONG BAAAAAAABII!!!" -points to zul.
whahahahahaha! damn funny. super hilarious. kong baaabi as become our trademark. LOL.

altho reggie got last, again, we all had the GREATEST fun! still rmb the VS guys singing "We are the champions" when we were announced the 5th place. LOL! damn hilarious. and they had to sing their VS anthem in our sch. every yr, i tell you. hahahaha.

im now left with half my original voice, but i think it is all WORTH IT ((:

bam bam choo choo train,
let me see you do that thing!
quack! reggie is the best!
quack! reggie beats the rest!
na na na na na na
na na na na na na
SWAT!

regulus four rocks me silly silly silly! ((:

so does all the reggie OGLs! lol. the "smuacks" gang - !fiz !melia !lanie !lda. tsktsk.

2005-12-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry that im just another letdown. i know you had really high hopes for me but i had disappoint you like the others.

i'm really sorry for the words i'd said. i don't want you to waste your time yet again. it won't be fair to you.

i'm afraid you'll never want to talk to me again. as it is now.

i really don't know what to say anymore. and i know you won't want to hear or see me anyway.

PLEASE PLEASE get back to me when you're feeling better. you're one awesome friend i never want to lose.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE do not do anything that will bring more harm to yourself in the meantime. PLEASE! i'm really being concerned here.

2005-12-22T11:49:00.000+08:00

BoA's songs have the infinite power to make me happy. i don't know why. but the effect's wearing off. im nt feeling so high as before these days. hahaa.

i was looking through the pictures in my comp this morning and many of them made me smile. sure thr were some whr i went, "WOW! i actually took a photo with that person?" and "omg. that awful hair!" hahahah. but seeing the happy faces in photographs really brings a smile across your face.

i really miss those times in primary sch where everyth was so simple and everyone wasn't so backstabbish and full of hatred. okay, sure thr were some annoying creatures, but we just dint bother abt them. LOL. primary sch was so filled with loadsa girly fun and a fair share of gossiping. haha. girls' school what! LOL.

then thr was secondary sch. went in thr not knowing anybody. and left that place with much regrets that i didn't really cherish my time in there. but nevertheless, i met my wonderful clique, da^noisomez!!! haahahaha. same class for FOUR whole yrs. my goodness. some coincidence man! really miss you guys ALOT. cant wait for our post-xmas gathering! you people really brightened up the boring and routined secondary sch life.

still remembered the fun we had in home ec and D&T lessons! izzy taking a wooden spoon to "hit" mdm kwa's head. LOL. talking rot with mr sen. then thr was mrs poon's useless english lessons. and miss wong's wonderful math lessons. the air-con we enjoyed during our lower sec yrs! bliss, i tell you! LOL. i even miss stupid capt's ball games during PE lessons. haha.

sec 3 and 4 was GREAT FUN what with faith32 and faith42. love the class. really cool bunch of people. miss the time mark injured his leg and we shifted to first flr, next to canteen. and hw izzy and i would sing "vindicated" during aft sch lessons whilst the pple were having teachers' day rehearsals. LOL. i miss my chiobu too. haha. then thr was laughing at moon when justin walked past. OH. and the scribbling of lyrics on my table! izzy, still rmb 'JD'? so hilarious! damn. i even miss running away from joanne wong. stupid discipline mistress. damn funny. just a "jwong, jwong!!", and it'll send all of us running to the toilet. LOL. oh. i miss the smelly toilets too. how we would spend almost 1/4 of our recesses in thr! LOL.

then thr was lousy band pracs and endless rehearsals. and stupid sectionals. and ridiculous office politics. but all these still brings back wonderful memories. miss my seniors and juniors. missed the rehearsals back at victorial concert hall and kallang theatre. the sms-ing during practices. the "cant-wait-to-get-out-of-here" feeling. but i dont miss the drills, though. LOL.

i LOVE my secondary school days most. jc life is pretty much mundane. sure, thr were some friendships forged, but it's still different from sec sch. but i love my jc friends too. i love 05S206! i loved the first orientatn! SOME regulus 3 people. and CERTAIN ODACians. haha. i'll miss the seniors (: all in all, i think i'll still miss mj when i graduate no matter how much i abhor it now. more or less. so i should start cherishing my time in there next yr. cant believe im getting out of uniformity soon. i'll miss wearing uniforms and attending morning assemblies! hahaha.

okay. sch's starting soon. none of my hmwk's completed. im so screwed. i think im gna die. i hope next yr's class will still be as fun.

meeting mandy to pass her xmas present ltr. i wonder what she got me. hmmmmm. hahahaha. im sure she'll love MY present for her (:

that reminds me, I HAVEN'T DONE MY XMAS CARDS! shoots. hahaha.

2005-12-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

earCANDY: BoA - Girls on Top

thanks mandy for this: [ haha! ]

Rules of Game
1. Post 5 random things about yourself
2. At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment, "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for the rules.

5 weird/random stuffs about me:
1. i hate pepsi, coke, 7-up, sprite, 100-plus and most soft drinks.
2. my nose bleeds when i dont get enough sleep or when i dont hydrate myself sufficiently.
3. i live to eat. i DON'T eat to live (:
4. i miss secondary sch life. i miss the sch, the people, the food..... ahhhh.
5. BoA* rocks my world. she's uber hot and talented!!! :D

im not gna tag anybody. LOL.

anyways, chinablack was fun yestd. saw lionel and janice. naughty girl!! only fifteen and alrdy clubbing!!! tsktsk.

3rd consecutive day in town tmr. im soooooooooooo sick of town alrdy. really. i can't wait to shop overseas!!! somebody pls sponsor me a trip to america, australia, europe, japan and hongkong. an ALL EXPENSES PAID trip! hahahaha.

can't wait to cut my hair. im quite bored of my current hairstyle alrdy. and my hair's growing at an ultra low rate. so annoying! urghh.

2005-12-16T12:18:00.000+08:00

earCANDY : BoA - Girls On Top

i sooooooo totally agree with sophie that watching BoA perform can really make you wish she was your girlfriend. nobody can get as close to her in terms of talent and hotness! heh.

SO HOT!

oh. i also saw jang dong gun at the airport on wednesday. not very hot. nth compared to my BoA. LOL. i hope thr aren't any JDG's fans ard. whahahhaa.

I CANT WAIT FOR XMAS AND ORIENTATION !!! :D :D :D :D :D

2005-12-07T00:29:00.000+08:00

Craig David - Don't Love You No More (I'm Sorry)

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

shopping with mandyyyy was sooooooooooo much fun today. both of us were in hysterics throughout our shopping trip. the incident with Create Talents' Jamie woman. superly spastic. hahahahha!!! pure choc at coffee bean @ holland v was good too. plus the beef jerky strips. yummmmmmm. had gelare icecream waffle today too!! (:

i think my valentine is very suaku, but dont worry, i'll turn her soon into a very street and food-wise fella. crystal jade, nydc, pepper lunch, ben&jerry's, yakun, popeye's etc, i'm gna have to accompany this girl to try out the food at these places. hahahaha. thr goes my pay. oh wells. hopefully it's for a gd cause. i expect a HUGE xmas present + NEW card + loads more care & concern! haahahah.

okay. im off to catch my beauty slp now. meeting up with stupid big-time bully tan choon kai tmr. he's gna bully me like nobody's business as always. stupid guy. but im not gna let him! haha. i think im also gna die laughing tmr. ahahhaa. wtheck. im off to bed! -zooms.

p/s. tanglin mall has some really fancy FAKE SNOW. mandy was so excited over it! whahahahah.

p/p/s. im sry i left out YANQI whilst mentioning abt my colleagues yestd. haha. cant believe she's also from mj. and so is yvonne. what a coincidence.

2005-12-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

work at John Little Mega Expo Sale ended yestd. the day was filled with mixed feelings. was happy that i didn't have to drag myself outta bed at 6.15am anymore, but yet, i was pretty upset that i wasn't gna see those pple again. really enjoyed wking there. the supervisors were [ mostly ] nice people, and my colleagues were AWESOME. hahaha. met loadsa people too. look at this list of people:

fellow packers - my "kakis": angeline, elsie, yvonne & charmaine.
- christine & joscelin
cashiers - youmin, pauline [ SC ], uncle ghani [ SC ], that
malay auntie from JP & this guy called clifton, i think.
last but not least,
my wonderful supervisors - mariam and rus.

i really enjoyed working there although it involves an endless 4 hours of cashiering w/o sitting down and with a neverending crowd of customers. some customers were pretty friendly and offered to help me pack their stuffs since some [ or MOST ] of the time i had NO PACKERS to help. was quite helpless. hahaha. i think these few days i'd be blessed since i've said countless thank yous and smiled SOOOOOOO much to strangers. hahahaha.

altho the lunch brks were pretty erratic, and we had to exit and enter by the staff entrance, which is VERY VERY far from the food outlets, and we had to walk some distance from the mrt stn to the staff entrance, i don't really have any complaints abt it. haha. oh, i also enjoyed clearing and sorting out the merchandise early in the morning before the hall's open, shopping while clearing. haha. AND the silly announcements they make in the morning. the counting down to the opening of the hall. hahahha. damn funny. man. I REALLY MISS WORKING AT THE EXPO SALE NOW !! ): i think i might go back again next yr man. LOL.

anyway, i finally managed to get my 9 hours' worth of slp yestd night. havent been slping for more than 6 hours the past 4 nights. nt that i'm complaining. hahaha. got up to watch my cartoons today too! (:

oh, and i finally shopped @ the JL sale today. finally a CUSTOMER. hahaha.

doing MORE shopping tmr with my BEST EVER shopping partner, my dear VALENTINE. hahahhaa. mandy ahhh. so sry i didn't sign up for tuition in the end. maybe i'll sign up in the 3rd week, okay? hahaha. let's look forward to shopping our hols away!!!

gna go catch MORE sleep now. seeya'll sooooonnnnnn.

p/s. how come josephine is MJ's prom queen this year?!?! hmmm. i wonder why! hahahahaha.

2005-11-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

got bored online while waiting for my mother to buy dinner back. at 10pm. har har.

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

ah hah! i always knew i was a born leader. tsk.

anyway, the past few days were exhausting BUT fun! got to eat, chat, gossip and slack alot. all in all, i really enjoyed myself these few days. cheers to the people who made me really happy (:

ODAC chalet coming up tmr. bbq tmr and some graduation stuff on the second. work @ expo starts tmr too. i hope my legs wont suffer from cramps due to the looonngggg standing hours. i'll be soooo looking forward to lunch. i hope i'm able to get some company for meal brks. hahaha. thk gdness everyth ends in four days. pity those working for 9 days. hahaha. and im crossing my fingers and toes really hard, praying that i won't have to do cashiering these four days. it totally sucks. i dont wna end up paying money. hahahha.

okay. im off to sleep soon. only had abt two hours of slp last night at the chalet. superrrr exhausted. goodnights all.

i think im playing with fire ;
but im addicted to it.

2005-11-24T21:00:00.000+08:00

last episode of LOST tonight. im officially only left with mdwav3 to watch. so i can only look forward to the end of every week. pathetic me. i hope mediacorp will bring in better shows soon. i dont wna die of boredom this holidays man.

tanned a little with mandy today. we had sooooooooooo much fun. the kinda fun words cannot describe. i officially conclude that the sun makes the both of us drunk. the sun is our alcohol man. hahahaha. yay. we should have such cheap thrills more often!!! relive our childhood and carefree days. ahhhh...

grandma's maid coming to stay for a few nights this week. im gna feel weird living with an outsider. wish i had gone for mobile camp. no, im kidding! haha. i hope she's easy to get along with. and i hope she does the household chores for my mum!!! hahahaha. whatever it is, im gna get out of the house as much as possible. tsk.

somehow i cant wait for orientation2006 to start. im feeling quite excited abt it. haha. but, i dont exactly favour my grpmates. let's just say we are people of totally opposite personalities and i feel quite uhmm.. awkward with them since i dno any of them before the ogl camp. but at least im nt with chunwai!! hahaha. poor amelia. tsktsk. oh btw, im taking Regulus 4 next yr!! dammit. i wanted Regulus 3. hahaha. reg 3 rocks!!! joanne, liping and simon all agree with me!?!?! lol.

okay. im now waiting for my dinner. bloody hungry. gna have fried rice. yummmm. hope having a maid ard will not affect my enjoyment of LOST tonight. hmmm. im making it sound like sucha big deal when it really isnt. oh wells. hahahaha.

p/s. exorcism of emily rose rocks. those without horrorphobia definitely have to catch it! hahaha.

2005-11-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

john little orientatn cum briefing yestd @ specialists centre. 2 hours. so boring. must rmb to do this and that ; enter by staff entrance ; inform this person if anyth blah blah blah. goodness. and now im supposed to get a white polo shirt. anyone with extra PLEASE do what you know you're supposed to do - LEND ME! hahahahaha. thankyouverymuch.

met yvonne for dinner aft briefing. finally caught a movie!!! the last one i watched was like madagascar. okay, i know im so bloody ancient. hahaha. so we caught 'Just Like Heaven'. quite a nice show actually. i thought reese witherspoon looked a tad like the olsen twins during one scene. hahah. so after that, we TRIED very hard to find somewhere whr we could sit and talk, and we really searched high and low for a decent place okay. in the end we settled for McCafe, or whatever you call that, @ Shaw. talked till like 11 plus and i rmbed i had sentosa recce today morning, and i HAVE TO catch the last bus. hahaha. so we kinda rushed to orchard stn, and smart lil' me made the right choice of gng to bishan instead of taking NEL to kovan bcos i'd have missed the last bus then. boy was i glad to get on the last bus!! 11.45pm!! hahaha.

so i reached home ard 12+. by the time i really slpt, i think it was close to 1.30am. and i woke up at 5.40am this morning. dont tell me i had enough slp. that is sheer lying through your teeth and i'll skin whoever who says that. alive. whahaha. so smart lil' me, once again, decided to leave earlier in case like i faint or what during the recce. hahaa. yes. im quite proud of myself. but really, i was super duper ultra extremely uber absolutely EXHAUSTED beyond words. and it didn't help that we were stuck in the rain. made my day even more gloomy. i was really exhausted.

okay, i've gotta have my beauty slp now. john little training again tmr @ SC. 4 whole long bloody hours this time round. god bless me. but really, who's complaining since im actually getting PAID for attending the training and orientatn session? hahaha. and im quite glad i'll only be wking for FOUR days! woohooo. i can still play my hols away! hahahhaa. but i'll earn like a pathetically pathetic amount of pathetic moolah. okay, but at least it's over 200bucks. hahaha.

goodnights people (:

p/s. yvonne, if u're reading this, i sincerely thank you for the uhhh... "torchlight" thing. i hope i'll never have to use it. and you better hope so too!! hahaha.

2005-11-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

OGL camp is finally overrrr!!!!! and it ended about an hour earlier than scheduled. woohoooo. now there's just another sentosa recce thing on tues and no more meetings till the 28th of dec!!! yayness. anyway, OGL camp was extremely exhausting. but the csi was really REALISTIC and pretty creepy since it was played at night. they visited places like the area outside bio lab, which was the "murder scene", and the deserted entrance of the office right at the end of the F blk. i could totally relate the whole plot to fongcw. hahaa. uncanny resemblance. oh, amelia and melanie were quite spooked abt the whole thing. they kept thinking about it ALL NIGHT!! hhahaha. so funny.

learnt two new dances during camp. one couple and the other solo ; accidentally in love and livin' la vida loca respectively. the latter is really hard to keep up. beats are fast ; steps complicated. hahaha. but it's a really cool choreography. nt bad considering it is thought by the COUNCILLORS, not dance society. haha.

accidentally in love really brings back memories in gm. IZZY!!! DO YOU RMB THE SONG?!?! it was one of your favourite songs! we kept singing and swaying to it in class, remember?!?!?! i miss the gm classrm days quite badly. i miss faith42!!! the canteen! the classroom! singspirations and chapel sessions! stinky pe room and gym! i even miss the stupid teachers! hahahhaa. oh oh oh, and my 'CHIOBU', max !!! whahaha. wonder how's he [ she? ] doing now. pretty boy. hahahaha.

okay, another 14 minutes to my favourite show. loadsa vampire action coming up! can't wait! hahaha. im off for now. tata people!! (:

2005-11-16T19:28:00.000+08:00

finally had popeye's with joanne after a long time. the portions have shrunk like mad. soon, we'll be eating bones and gravy. hahaha. as usual, we stayed for about 2 hrs there this time. talked till we saw des, minghui, shufen and siyuan. both of us agreed that the combination of people was VERY weird. hahahaha.

odac training sucked. ran to pasir ris park and ran back. okay, joanne and i WALKED back. but it was a pretty looooonnggg walk. haha. quite proud of myself. managed to drag myself outta bed to attend training, bearing the thought that i had only 5hours plus of slp. can't wait for the odac ppl to be off for their mobile camp and mt kinabalu trip. then i can declare myself free from odac for those two periods. whahaha.

can't wait to get ogl camp over with. must build good rapport with my ohl so that i can choose my grouping and not end up with tobiasfongcw. hahahaha. im so sorry if i sounded mean. i just can't help but worry. and laugh. lol.

ogl meeting tmr. again. B-O-R-I-N-G. wasting precious time. haha.

ohohoh, i finally got my jobs. both at expo. im so proud of myself. hahaha. hope i'll survive the workload! tsk. anyway, now that the A and O lvls are coming to an end, if they have not alrdy, town is gna be filled with more party-goers. and they really parttyyy. i can't wait for my A's to be over!! omgoodness. sooooo long more to go. urgh. enjoy my hols first! hahaha.

oh chk this out, i am kooky like tom cruise! haha.

2005-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

i finally found mdwav 3's OST! and guess where i found it? at heartland's music junction! arghh. to think i've been searching for it in BIGGER music stores. tsk. hahaha. but im still contemplating on whether i should get it or not. or maybe i should just save the money for the vcd set and get 'my little bride' movie instead. hmmmm.

okay, im so screwed for my I&R. totally do not know what to write!! urghh. and i thought pw was OVER. sheesh. im just gna have to try my best to be critical of my own project. hahaha.

today's sunday which means there will be MDWAV3 ltr at eleven!! ultimate joy of the week. whahaha. i always look forward to the end of the week. heh. more vampire action!

class chalet @ pasir ris tmr. gna have some cool fun. gna see mr choong. i hope! haha. maybe we should have got ms wang to bring her boyf too! lol. then get mrs chin and ms yasmin to bring their husbands! so much fun! hahaha. im so gna miss the class if we get separated. im crossing my fingers. and toes.

nxt wk's gna be so eventful! class chalet from mon-tues. odac training on wed and fri. jc 1 bash on fri. ogl camp on sat and sun. AND sentosa on one of those days. wheeee. so exciting. hahahaha. but im nt exactly looking forward to the ogl camp part, though. it sounds and it IS exhausting! tsk.

okay. another 20mins before my show starts. gna have to edit my I&R now. hopefully can get the second draft done sent to yasmin by tonight.

one more wk to the end of A Lvls. cannot be smug anymore. SO SAD!!! no more showing off! hahaha.

2005-11-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

OLIVIO ITALIAN GELATO @ sgoon garden village. that incident was bloody funny.

me: ( turns to stare at mandy, abt to whisper smth to her )
mandy: ( before i could say anyth ) CUUTE! <== what i wanted to say.
both of us: -LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY-

hahahahahhahahaha. absolutely spastic! the manager, bee, probably thought we were mad. oh, but we thought she was waaay worse than both of us. haha. it was the first time we received such good treatment from a manager! 4 free oreo cookies + a cup of iced water + an additional free scoop of ice cream ( still unclaimed ). ultimate yayness. hahaha.

gng out with mandy was soooooo much fun today. all the nonsensical fun. whahahha. i can't wait for the day we crash each other's hses!!! it's gna be soooooo fun. lol.

p/s. mandy, i still don't believe her name's OLIVE!! whahaha. but she's really quite cute. esp her size! LOL.

2005-11-11T12:06:00.000+08:00

friday is a terrible day. there is NOTHING to watch on television. so pathetic. haven't watched any show since morning, before i went out.

anyways, finally visited FOS @ Holland V. big place but nt much to see. however, i managed to get my 3/4 sleeved blouse. like FINALLY. so nice okay. and it wasn't that expensive too! great bargain. whahaha. and i think i took the last XS one. yay. so pleased with myself. momsie said it was nice too! (: shan and i headed back to town aft holland v.

funny how i do not see ppl i know walking along orchard rd but the moment i hit the mrt stations, i see them. well, i saw bee, huai and anyi @ somerset ctrl stn ; aft which, i saw derrick [ in his uniform ] @ dhoby ghaut. he was walking towards the northsouth line. weird guy. so late [ 7++ ] still heading to town! tsktsk. singapore is a small small place.

i nda satisfy my cravings for BLACK PEPPERED CRABS!!! -drools. i wna try that Pepper Lunch place one day. it's sells soooo peppery stuff. i LOVE (:

anyways, im still on the lookout for really nice necklaces and earrings. hard to find reasonably priced ones in town man. no luck in tm either. hahaha. can't wait for class chalet on mondayy!! it's gna be sooooooooo fun!!! we'll get to see mr choong!!! hahaha. so funny.

tmr's finally saturday. one more day till i get my weekly fix of vampire action. my ultimate joy. hahaha. im so gna save up to get the vcd and ost. if i can find the ost. hahaha. btw, the music vid for 永恒国度 is so nice pls! and kenneth chan rocks, as always :D

okay, till i blog again, i shall enjoy what freedom i have of my holidays and not worry abt schoolwork! oh dang. i just rmbed i have chem and math hol assignments collecting dust on my table. urghhh. spoilers.

2005-11-10T12:11:00.000+08:00

PW is O-V-E-R!!!!! it is out of my life. now and forever. total yayness! guess i could say that all went quite smoothly altho there were a few hiccups here and there. our skit was wonderful but justin's grp was pretty much funnier. but, it's alright. MJ043 still rocks! to a certain extent. haha. now i'll just have to wait for yasmin to reply my email and gimme her comments on my first draft. it's gna take forever, i know. urgh.

finally gna spend some time with neoyishan tmr. it's been a very very very looonnnngggg time since i last saw her. miss bitching abt people in our sch. whahahha! i miss having recesses with her also. and her guniang-ness. damn funny.

oh yes people, if there are any ATTRACTIVE job deals, pls pls pls inform me, yes? im hard on cash now, which totally sucks btw. thank you soooo much.

now i can finally begin on my well-deserved looonnnggg break. im so not looking forward to climbing bukit timah HILL this sat. arghhh. im sucha lazy freak. somebody pls slap some fitness genes into me!!!

on a happier note, today's thursday which means... THREE MORE DAYS TO SUNDAY!!! can't wait to catch another 2 episodes of mdwav 3. i swear im gna buy the vcd when i get the money AND a vcd player. kenneth chan kai tai rocks man. oh, so does kylie kwok. i love hk drama serials, be it ATV or TVB. wwaaayyyy better than local productions!!

Some eye candies:

he [ in yellow ] has some funny face there but cute, nonetheless (:

still looking so well-built at 41. all other men should kill themselves. haha.

who would mind getting bitten by her? not me man. haha.

so pretty and so cute! hahaha.

L is for the way u LOOK at me
O is for the ONLY ONE i see
V is VERY VERY extraodinary
E is EVEN MORE than anyone that you adore.

2005-11-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

did i mention how addicted i am to my date with a vampire 3 a.k.a MDWAV 3 ?? ohmygoodness. i soooooo love that show. adore the cast and scriptwriter - thirteen chan. this is one hk show i'll nvr miss for the world. been watching it since i was like primary 3?

pls agree with me that kenneth chan is the coolest vampire in that show! he totally rocks the show. he can sing, act and host. what more man? hahaha. too bad he's old enough to be my dad and anyway, he's married. but i can still swoon when i hear him sing, right? tsk. mdwav 3 is the best of the series although there ain't anymore of kristy yeung to watch ; but i still have kenneth chan! woohoo. whahaha.

okay, so im having a bad migraine. no, i had one until i popped a panadol. again. migraine's been hitting me quite often these days. i hate migraines. totally excruciating! tmr's a saturday, two more days to mdwav 3!! haha. i think im gna get the vcd or at least the ost, if i can find either one.

can't wait for OP to be over. gna go shopping with my valentine. haven't been shopping with her lately. need some mad trying of clothes and retail therapy. gna be broke soon. alrdy halfway there. any sponsors? tsk.

oh, im kinda craving for swensens' banana split. must have it one of these days. and i've yet to try the ben&jerry's @ suntec. oh, and carl's jr @ marina sq. hahaha!

oh, i just watched the NG shots of stairways to heaven. it's rather hilarious. wished i understood korean. ahhhh. must continue learning it after A's. one more yr to go! hhaha.

okay, im off to recharge myself now. still having a slight headache. i hope i can get a short-term job soon. need to replenish my finances. hahaha.

goodnight everybody!

2005-11-02T21:36:00.000+08:00

im quite annoyed with the fact that when im free and rotting my guts out back at home, nobody's actually around to share my freedom. then the next moment when im being tied down with my commitments, everybody's asking me out and scolding me when i can't make it. like, wth pls.

and i always feel that im taken for granted. for so many years. everything that has happened, i haven't really learned from my mistakes. ever since primary sch. i don't wna talk abt it. i really can't express the concoction of feelings within me.

hatred ; anger ; pissed off ; stupidity. i ought to slap myself sometime.

can't wait for charmed to start at TEN. season finale. so upsetting. all my shows are ending. i hope charmed can at least lift my spirits a little. or maybe a miracle will happen. but i won't depend on the latter.

pw's also getting on my nerves. some i-am-a-big-shot-in-school jerk is so totally irresponsible once again. maybe it's just me. im nt feeling too happy these few days. probably due to the deprivation of slp. i just wna take a plane to some nice country with a beautiful beach, bask under the sun, ride some waves and spend my whole holiday by the beach, getting away from civilization.

but who's gna sponsor my plane ticket? hurhur.

ARGHHHH. i need a happy pill.

oh, and a punching bag pls.

2005-10-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

Currently addicted to this song:

This One's For You
by Ed Harcourt

I feel so far away from love
'Cus I can never get enough
Like the kid with the cookie jar
And if I came back from the grave for a while
Would you, could you make a dead man smile
I´ll wear you on my arm like a brand new scar

My oh my oh my I've had a few
My oh my oh my this one's for you
My heart is on it's sleeve
I need you to believe that the dark times will fade

So crack the shell of the hardest heart
Slip inside when they're caught off guard
Kill all the urgent lies that stain their blood
And if you think that you know everything
Don't give me this chance to sing
I'm not a fool, a fool to lighten up

My oh my oh my I've had a few
My oh my oh my this one's for you
My heart is on it's sleeve
I need you to believe that the dark times will fade

And I can't stop staring at you
And your expression looks a little confused
This little story will end so well.

tmr's the last lesson for ms chee's tuition. gna miss her for a mth. hahaha.

chinese A's on monday. so screwed, so screwed. might as well just sit for the paper at the beginning of this yr man. makes no difference.

got results slip today. quite pleased with it. passed everything. D E A D. no pun intended. hahaha. i guess our class will be broken up and i'll have to start socializing all over again. i hope we will stay as a class and continue to have mrs choong as our CT! i'll miss her if she goes. sophie and i had a gossip session with her today after getting our result slips. man, she is one gossip-er! hahaha.

finally went for odac today but i pretty much might as well nt have went since i didn't attend PT. just ran three rounds on my own. cool weather, great drizzle. haven't ran for mths! getting weaker alrdy. there goes my 2.4km run nxt yr. man, i still rmb the canoeing trials! -shudders. hahaha.

gna get a job asap. strapped for cash! any big deals, people? guess i'm gna have to stick to fnb. and im sure im gna complain to the people ard me when i get a job. whahaha! get ready your ear-muffs, friends!

p/s. happy birthday to DARYL and MELVYN! (:

2005-10-22T15:28:00.000+08:00

i am so sick or PW. i think im gna die due to excessive PW. i need the doctor to prescribe me with some pro-PW pills so i'd look forward to doing my PW work. it's amazing how PW can really turn your life topsy-turvy.

no amount of shopping would cheer me up. this is a very severe case of depression here.

mj's computer is soooooo lousy. it deleted my one morning's worth of hardwork. dumb recovery application thing does not work. stupid computer! made me retype my proposal which is 5 pages and 1000++ words long. sucha waste of my time. dumb PW. dumbass who keeps delaying our work. as i told joanne, i wna kick his ass all the way to IRAQ! so what if he holds some bloody BIG office position? i don't care! you are supposed to show some sense of responsibility you @#%$!@#

sorry, i am just SOOOOOOO pissed. ever since yesterday after the PW review with yasmin. my goodness. she said our work was crap. like, okay. thanks so much. 7 pages of my proposal is CRAP huh. very good. wasted hours spent on it then. i'm not being nasty or anything. i just wished at least i had SOME credit to it. like, im sure not EVERYTHING was horrendous.

there's still OP to do. im so screwed. WE are so screwed. i hope rubbish does not come out of that mouth of mine when i present. can't wait for PW to officially end. Actually, i just can't wait for my chinese paper to be over. then i can at least relax a little then get a job and once i'm done with PW, i'm off to celebrate my liberation before the next one year of hell begins.

im actually quite disappointed with myself sometimes. i don't know why. i have VERY VERY bad self-discipline and i cant stand that nasty temper of mine. im short-fused. yes. but really, i think i don't blow my top THAT often. RIGHT? ha ha. i felt so bad after screaming like an inane woman in the library just now. all thanks to that computer. and that pain-in-the-ass.

i don't know if i'm looking forward to the bbq later at sophie's hse. part of me wants to go but the other part of me doesn't want to. i'd rather be at some place just dining with one or two friends. parties and gatherings are bound to leave some people being casted aside. and i know i'd be the one tonight since im feeling a little... low and i'd probably keep very silent throughout the night. but i hope not. by the way, i really need loadsa comfort food now. i crave for sushi, mudpie, banana split ice cream, black pepper crab and.... PIZZA! omg. im starving so bad. havent had lunch. doubt im having it anyway.

the only thing worth mentioning yestd was that i jumped the ODAC thing TWICE and i hit the bell. quite proud of myself. it's quite addictive actually. wanted to jump again but there wasn't much time. joanne couldn't hit the bell even though she tried THRICE. whahaha. it's okay little one, i know you're LITTLE. tsk.

I was so tired last night that i didn't have the appetite to eat anything although i was famished. partly bcos i was pissed too, i guess. my mother forced me to have some rice and the seafood soup that i bought for her. then i TRIED to do my WR but i was dozing off halfway so i decided to slp. quite pissed i had to wake up early today. thought i could slp in late. needed to catch up on my slp very much.

anyway, gotta run for tuition now. hope ms chee and my friends can cheer me up later. im NOT looking forward to the journey from kovan to changi! it's gna be long and boring. and i have to travel back from changi. urgh.

p.s. dad's coming back from bangkok today! i don't have to buy dinner and the newspaper anymore! yay! :D

p.s.s. i want an iPod nano! whahaha.

2005-09-27T12:43:00.000+08:00

addictiveEARcandy : Butch Walker - Mixtape

kahlen rocks. no doubt about that. she's like the most down-to-earth and laidback contestant on antm. and well, she isn't as screamy as the other girls are. ahhh. why didn't she win! haha. oh, did i mention she was only 20 then? she's probably 21 now.

well anyway, im currently trying VERY HARD to be on full mugging mode a.k.a. be a nerd. however, let's just say it isn't working very well now. promos are due in 8 days! crap. jc life sucks. i haven't felt like i've had a proper break for 10 months! in fact, i feel like this yr has been an extension of the o levels. continuous study w/o any breaks. that one mth of holiday after the o's was really nothing. before i had time to enjoy myself, it was over! i just can't wait to get my a levels down VERY WELL and get out of this competitive place. i hope.

but first, i should probably get some last minute mugging done before i screw up my promos. i CANNOT afford to get retained. darn.

p/s. the ellen degeneres show cracks me up and sends me rolling. haha.

2005-09-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

Ellen DeGeneres is the best comedienne ever. she cracks me up silly and leaves me laughing at the monitor after every few sentences, looking very much spastic. but it doesn't matter bcos she is sooooo entertaining. she looks hella good in suits and she has this really warm grin. altho she's a little old, what's a little compromise? haha.

in case you're totally clueless of who the hell im talkin abt, she was the host of the Emmy's this yr, and last yr. check out her video clips of her daily show at: http://ellen.warnerbros.com/galleries/video.html
no regrets.

oh by the way, she was also the voice-over for Dory in Finding Nemo! ahhh. no wonder her voice sounded pleasantly familiar. haha.

okay, the big promos are coming and im stressing out big time. i've gta force myself to mug like i have never before. oh, pity me. im just a sixteen-year-old, absorbing so much more than my brain can take. im gna die of information overload one day. seriously. genetics is really killing soooo much of my brain cells. EEW.

2005-09-06T01:03:00.000+08:00

kahlen is soooooooooo pretty. she's my favourite of all ANTM finalists. she is THE BEST. she's got the body and the flawless face. i simply adore her. i love her hair too. how can anyone not love a pretty face like her? i shall let pictures do the talking.

hott stuff <33

i just felt i had to blog about her. she rocks ANTM Cycle 4.

now, about be yourself day a.k.a. teachers' day celebrations @ mj, 05S206 was no doubt the most creative class okay! just that we'd forgotten to submit our class photo, we did not win the 'most creative class' award. how sad. but it's okay, we are modest. haha. here are the pictures:

S206 w/o Fabian, Kim n Kenneth.

presenting S206's very own...... Sophia Hilda Estee !!!! ((:

2005-08-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

addictiveEARcandy : Unwritten Law - Save Me

im pretty annoyed with some people and the way they do things. facing them simply spoils my day. i was in a pretty good mood today till i had to undergo a series of very violent reactions. soooo annoying. cannot stand them. i bet i can do a better job than what they've done. so irresponsible and i think they lack a lot of common sense.

i practically complained to everybody i saw. think even sophieee had a shock when i started to complain that she offered to help me solve my problem. thanks girl, but i want them to see the blunder they've made and i shall go against them some time. boycott them. eat my nerves only.

sooooooo many things have gone wrong within the span of one week. i dno how i'm gonna survive till promos. im so freaking stressed with everything including pw, which i realise i haven't done my proposal. that one is another big problem. was quite angry abt that issue yestd. but im fine with it now. i think. school is becoming very hectic and i would really quit sch if i could choose to.

physical challenge is up tmr. im so screwed. im skipping math tuition just because of it! tuition is soooooooo important to me. esp when ms chee's doing integration! dammit. im so bloody annoyed. i feel like an angsty teenager now. ready to explode anytime. and i haveto be in sch by 7.20am tmr. guess what time the whole "challenge" ends? SIX THIRTY. it might even drag! sickening man. wasting my saturday. i have THREE very impt tests to study for! crap. sucha bad week, eh?

now, on a lighter note, S206 won the debates! we are the CHAMPIONS! we beat S303! man am i proud of the debaters. and im so envious they received 80 bucks worth of kinokuniya vouchers, and justin had an extra 50 because he was the best speaker. for the FOURTH time. he sure is good! should've bet with alvin. i could probably get a treat from him since his class lost. hurr. now we have a whole plastic tray basket full of junk food. wonderful stuff they have. rollercoasters, twisties, kitkats, hello pandas, mentos sweets and oreo cookies etc. trying to make us grow sideways huh. but anyhow, ive eaten quite alot from the tray alrdy. feel quite bad. should stop being sucha glutton.

okay, i've gta be sleeping soon bcos i've to wake up at 6am tmr. how annoying. i cant stand it man. total waste of my saturday! totally. if i fail my tests, i'll make sure they'll feel guilty for making all odac members do badly for their upcoming tests. urgh.

2005-08-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

addictiveEARcandy : Michelle McManus - The Meaning of Love.

ah. i've come back to blog. in point. haha.

Macbeth play rocked and some parts were hilarious. if only i could understand the WHOLE play.
Supper @ chomp chomp after the play was sumptious. had stingray, satay, carrot cake and large grassjelly/sugarcane drinks. reached home @ 1+ am.
took loadsa wacky photos @ DBS Arts Centre. really cool place.
National Day celebrations in school were... mediocre. but i really liked the malay boys' perf. think the song was funny. dance was not bad. tkd also. poor ry had to wear a sweater to perform that day.
Fell sick on NATIONAL DAY. what a great start. but still went ahead to catch the firewks @ marina.
firewks were b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-L!!! i was captured by the wonderful sight. a little deafening, though. but we had good view and sea breeze (:
spent the whole day lazing ard on wed bcos i was sick and in no condition to do work. worst day of my life. fever of 39.4 deg.
went to see doc on thurs. bloody polyclinic was sooooooo crowded. waited for an hour plus just to see the doc for 5mins. or even less. but the doc was nice.
wanted to be back in sch for lit presentation but aft lunch, my nose started to bleed after sneezing for the third time. no more mucus so blood came out. haha. gross!
it was so so soooo utterly disgusting, i was freaked out. think my dad was too. was bleeding so much he made me go home.
went sch today. nth much. felt slpy the whole day. must have been the flu medicine. haha.
05S206 WON THE DEBATE. stupid motion. haha. WE'RE IN THE FINALS!!! up against alvin's class, 05S303. science classes. heh.
pccg on study skills was boring but the spker wasn't too bad. tolerable. abit corny at times.
double chem tutorial was HELL. so utterly boring.
had mc for pe. skipped the aces day thing. sat thr and watched the crowd [ nt much ] dance. some pple are quite hilariously stupid. tsk.
and here i am, back home and off to bed. so darn sleepy already.

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!!

2005-07-30T12:19:00.000+08:00

addictiveEARcandy: LeAnne Rimes - The right kind of wrong

hello people. it has been a long time. im here just to update a few bits on my ( very boring ) life.

05S206 won the debate against 05S402. HOORAY!!! we're in the quarter finals.

had class photo-taking on friday. an awesome experience of posing for 15minutes. bet the photographer was fed up. haha. the photos turned out wonderful!

uhhm. the oc rocked on thursday. last time to see marissa and alex together. the last scene was soooo touching i think i teared. they looked good together. sucha pity.

odac yestd was pretty lame. we went cycling at pasir ris park. think we cycled from one end to the other, TWICE. at least.

im so broke this mth. i wna get my CBGB shirt from queen's couture! oh, and my shopping spree @ FOS is g-o-n-e!

ahhh. cant wait for bio test to be over. photosynthesis, respiration, ecology and biostatistics! im so screwed! i HATE energetics. and biostats is STUPID. damn tedious. a waste of time.

my hse is now infested with mosquitoes which sucks a hell lot of blood from me. all thanks to the rainy weather.

but, i still love rainy nights (:

oh, we had a v quick celebration for ruoyu on his bdae, last tues. the cake was yummilicious!
i loved it. sophia and i were finishing up the cake like pigs. so unglam. haha.

05S206 rocks !

missing people : justin and sujata.

2005-07-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

addictiveEARcandy : Portishead - Roads

i can't believe myself at times. i think i'm actually stronger than i thought i was. i've learnt to be truthful as the repercussions for not doing so will be too much for me to bear. okay, im sounding like some drama queen here, but it's true. i'm apologetic for my words today. i should've saved those for another day. oh well, can't cry over spilt milk.

i had quite some time to brood over my current life this afternoon when the windows were being installed. it's a wonder how the different genres of music can actually make you feel better. or worse. anyway, i've realized there really isn't anybody i could, at that moment, phone and be a 101% sure he/she will lend me a listening ear, and offer some urgently-needed sound advice. in short, i realized i'm left to straighten everything out by myself. yes, i know i'm very pathetic. thankyou. seriously, although i have a good company of friends, when in times of need, there is nobody i could really turn to. well, i guess that's okay because at the end of the day, whatever problems will be resolved. right? sigh. it is quite sad thinking about it, but then again, i cannot recall anytime i've really confided in someone. not once. hmm. but i survived close to 17 years now.

i think fatigue has gotten into me. i'm feeling more and more lethargic as the day passes. by the end of the school week, i'm completely drained. my EOM is still uncompleted. i think jeevan's gonna kill me. my math and ecology tutorials are also undone. it's funny how i can still so calmly perch myself infront of the computer and take no action but only procrastinate and whine about it. the irony of life.

i'm really feeling so disturbed now. i can't seem to get anything done well and i haven't really been spending my time very productively. i ought to be struggling with my promos revision soon. i feel like screaming my lungs out at the peak of mt faber, find a good spot, enjoy the fabulous view and feel the wind through my hair. it's sucha beautiful place. really.

on sucha chilly night like this, it totally fits how i'm feeling right now. i shall hide under the duvet and hug myself to sleep. a better day awaits tomorrow. i hope.

2005-07-08T00:27:00.000+08:00

i felt like punching my fists against the wall when OC ended 10mins earlier at 11.55pm! i was screaming and procrastinating like nobody's business. checked the transcript online and i realised they deleted FOUR hell important scenes. out of 3 were featuring marissa and alex. dammit. what IS wrong with the local censorship board? the totally changed the whole idea of the second season! today's eps had so little of marissa [ not that i bother ] and alex didn't even have her face showed! damn was i pissed! i was so looking forward to getting my weekly dose of OC with marissa and alex, and the stupid media people had to cut the most interesting scenes.

tell me, WHAT'S WRONG WITH THEM? there seriously is no point in watching the following episodes. looks like the show's gna end 1/2 and hour earlier next week. what the heck. screw it. i'm so so so pissed and i feel so cheated! i bet they edit the DVDs too. oh CRAP.

just when i was feeling lousy today, this had to happen.

damn.

2005-07-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

my results are so gna SUCK. failed gp. tell me how much worse can this get? i told my mother i was gna quit sch. i think she almost believed me. well, i almost persuaded myself to doing so. if i get back chem tmr, i think i can cry. im just hoping for an AO pass. just NO Fs! but i'll be fine with EOOF, as i'd said. oh, god bless me.

anyway, i think ms chee's lessons have a therapeutic effect on my nervous system. somehow after her lesson, i cheered up a little. haha. the wonders of ms chee. well, maybe it wasnt totally her, maybe i just got over it aft some time. oh wells.

btw, my new lit teacher [ who has a funny name ], Mr. Low Gek Piao, is pretty nice and corny. haha. think his lessons are gna be fun. well, i hope so, and it'd better be! tsk.

im still pretty depressed and upset with myself. i really REALLY thought of quitting sch and just go overseas straight. sighh. everyth's so screwed up. and my allowance has dried up. like it vanished into thin air or smth. 10bucks for class fund, another 10bucks for odac fund, 40bucks for 4 Arts' Night's tickets. omg, im sooooooo broke. can somebody pls sponsor my recesses and lunchbrks? your noble deed will be much appreciated. thank you (:

okay, i've gotta jump into bed now before i start dozing off infront of the comp and typing gibberishly. i hope tmr's gna be a much better day. and i hope odac's PT wont be so tough. i think i'll die if it was to be. ahhhhhh. somebody save me!

goodnight.

2005-07-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

okay. guess it has been a rreeeaallllyyyyy long time since i'd last blogged. been busy during the june hols. mt ophir trip was sooooo fun. esp the long bus rides and the late nights in the tents. hahaha. the teachers and their husbands were also sporting. 'twas a really enjoyable trip. and enriching. totally. aft the trip, i had a one week self-declared brk and then i started mugging my ass off for the terms. kovan BK was, once again, my second home for the last two weeks of the one month break. bet the "floor manager" hates us already. hahaha.

spking abt my terms, let's just say i'd mugged for nth. my results would probably be equivalent to what i'd get if i hadn't studied during the last two wks. the papers were CRAP! i had no time to finish my chem section c and i was stuck on qsn 9 of the mcq when i was only left with 15mins to complete the rest! i had 30qsns altogether, mind you! oh, and i studied for paper 4 when i was supposed to take paper 1 during the lit exam on tuesday. tell me im oh-so-screwed. thankyou. damn, wish i was a little brighter than what i am already. i'll be satisfied with my results as long as i get my EOOF. EEEE is soooooooo beyond my reach. probably smth i can only achieve next yr. harhar. screw the jc educatn system. im determined to get my ass out of this place asap! ie. going elsewhr to get my degree.

guess what? lessons resume tmr. i hope there'll be some post-exam activities. really nda destress myself. altho my timetable is slightly better now with only two days ending at 5, 2 days ending at 4.15 and, one day at 2pm. oh, and my pe is on wed and fri. odac days! omg. tell me im so dead! okay, guess i'm exaggerating a lil here, but i cant help worrying abt the intensive PT we're gna have to go through till the end of this yr. i hope we'll get to bring the sec sch kids up to ophir, and climb mt kinabalu with our seniors :D oooh. i cant wait for this yr to come to an end!

but for now, it's back to reality, back to lectures and boring tutorials. as usual, i'll be taking EXTRA notice of my recess and lunch breaks everyday. the only time i look forward to in school. oh, and pe too. haha. okay, gotta run. my bag's unpacked and i cant find my NEW timetable. i need some serious organization here. my notes and files are everywhere! till the next time i blog [ soon, i hope.] , see ya'll and all the best for the results. i hope we all get STRAIGHT A's!!! woohooo. you wish! hahaha.

ps. alex n marissa frm the oc rock hard!

pps. i cant wait for arts night!! (:

2005-05-29T12:03:00.000+08:00

i just compiled my various timetables into one very neat schedule for my june holidays. it's quite depressing to know that i have only 8 days that are free. out of which, 4 of them are wednesdays and fridays. probable odac training days. the others are sundays and mondays. tell me how can anyone not sink into depression upon looking at my schedule? even my mother sends her sympathies to me. hurrr.

my june holidays are so burnt. doubt i'll have much time to study for the midyrs. im so so soooo screwed. i think. i hope i can at least pass everything. a D will do fine. haha. im really apprehensive abt the upcoming midyrs. oh, especially tmr's GP paper. i think im so gna faint when i see the paper tmr. 3hrs and 15mins in LT4. trying to freeze us to death huh. though i know it's gna be freezing cold, i refuse to bring a jacket. takes up too much space in my bag. hahaha.

the best part abt tmr is the cg day activity. learning journey will be boring but star wars will be funn. get to throw popcorns at all the others. so totally uninterested in the stupid movie. of all movies, it had to be star wars! urghh. disgusting.

wish me luck for gp tmr. cant wait to get this week over with and im off to mt ophir!! woohooo. dont be jealous, all u people! im skipping monday's lessons. super impt, but who cares! im gna enjoy myself first. 3days w/o books. just the mountains. yayness. too bad the seniors wont be gng with us. the expedition will be better with their madness. haha.

goodnight everybody. im sleepy alrdy. must wake up early tmr. 6 and a half hours of slp and i'll be doing my gp paper! omgomgomg. im sooooo freaked out!

2005-05-25T23:27:00.000+08:00

im so happy that MJC SOCCER THRASHED VJC IN THE FINALS!!!! wooohoooo!!! mjc rocks! hahaha. i love my school for the very first time. mj soccer is the new champ for this year's soccer 'A' division championships. tell me that's GOOD news! we get a holiday on friday too! woohooooo! ms lai rocks. lol. the referee for the match was so kayu lahh. so irritating. dont like. too bad, mj broke vj's champion streak for dno how many years. we rockk!!! hahahaha. im in sucha good mood today. score was 1-1 and we won by penalty. vj guys are so weak lahh. a little bit only and they need a stretcher to carry them out. make our team get like 3 yellow cards! urghhh.

anyways, that's all i really wna say. watching soccer live @ the national stadium is pretty exciting esp with all the nonsensical cheering and hugging of each other when we won. hahahaha. the sweat was all worth it! :D i now see soccer in a new light. whoa. hahaha.

NO SCHOOL ON FRIDAY!!! can attend gm's closing ceremony! woohooo. life rocks. meridian rocks!!! hehhh.

wish me luck for the max meridian standing broad jump tmr. so crapp lah. hahaha.

goodnight everybody! :D

2005-05-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

the j2s have officially stepped down.
handing over ceremony was pretty sad yestd. we shook hands with the seniors and hugged some of them.
im so gna miss them altho i've only known them for a mth.
i love my seniors altho they're pretty bimbotic at times. haha.
took loadsa zany photos. again.
had sooooooooo much fun letting loose and gng hysterical.
caught meridian superstar after odac.
not too bad, i guess. only benedict goh was worth seeing, though. heh.
had dinner at white sands mac after the show.
made loadsa noise there. as usual. hahaha.
they're a really wacky bunch of people. i like (:
hung ard outside macs and made a din.
bimbo club said they're bimbo pledge which was pretty... bimbotic. hahaha.
joanne's the successor of the president post of the bimbo club. how exciting. lol.
we just had soooo much fun laughing out hearts out.
reached home ard 11. was dead beat.

im really gna miss ALL my odac seniors ALOTTTT.
i hope the hang ard in the odac rm more often and will join us in some activities.
ahhhhhhh. mj odac rocks. the people rock even more! :D

O-D-A-C!
[O-D-A-C!}
Odac, odac here we go!
[Odac, odac here we go!]
We will let the whole school know!
[We will let the whole school know!]
Just how strong we really are!
[Just how strong we really are!]
Mighty mighty superstar!
[Mighty mighty superstar!]
Goooooooo.............
ODAC!!!

once again, odac rocks. ares rocks. the seniors rock. we rockkk! :D

2005-05-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

13th May 2005

feeling pretty stressed up lately and deprived of sleep. got three tests to study for next wk: Chinese, Lit and Math. im so gna die. still have loadsa tutorials undone. oh, god bless me.

anyways, first lecture test's results were out. got a B for chem and an A for math. not too bad i guess. fell short of 2marks to perfect score for math. quite upsetting since the deduction of marks was due to a bloody careless mistake. urghhh. irritating. i hope i pass my bio and my chem and math lect test two. sighh. firstly, must study chinese. i so hate it. haha.

today we had 'fear factor' during odac. pretty fun altho some of the stations were quite disgusting ie. drinking down some terrible sauce + half a cup of water and getting shells out of a box full of MEALWORMS. thanks man. they were totally smelly and crawling all over. so creepy. haha. oh, we had to catch small frogs and transfer them from one pail to another too. that wasn't too bad. i loved the wall climbing one best. easiest and fastest station. heh. had a jolly good time taking some zany photos in school with all the odac-ers. their really a bunch of insanely wild people. i love.

had dinner with some of the seniors and j1s after odac @ white sands' macs. was thr from 8+ till ard 10. we exchanged gossips, played ridiculous games and ate our dinner. was one hell of a laughing good time. laughed till my sides ache so bad. quite sad that today was our last activity with the seniors. they're stepping down alrdy. like so fast la. sighh. oh wells. another 1 more yr of odac for me. nt that it's a bad thing. haha.

gta make a trip down to gm to collect my o level cert one of these days. guess i'll be gng solo. as usual. unless i can get some company. we'll see.

oh btw, my 2.4km run SUCKED owing to the scorching hot weather today. totally sapped the energy out of me. think i might re run if the weather's cool nxt friday. i hope it's good. i hate this man. getting a B for 2.4k run!?!?! wth! urghhh. time to train my stamina again. damn.

okay, time ta catch up with my sleep. im really really really very tired and frustrated with myself. i need loadsa comforting at the moment. oh wells, but i'll be fine after a good night's slp. i guess.

goodnight world.

2005-04-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

life's been kind to me so far. managed to pass my chem test with an E. nt very good but nonetheless, it's a freaking PASS!! hahahaa.

ODAC camp was a blast. totally awesome and rocking. ARES rocks, aightss! wonderful seniors i've got. one fun-loving bunch of SLACKERS. hahahaha! im kinda missing the camp. although the almost 30KM night hike was a killer, i think it was when our group really bonded. if i were to do it again, i'd do it right this time, with the proper pair of shoes! haha. oh, and i'll gladly watch exorcist too. sounds so much fun. stupid kerwin was so scared out of his guts. damn funny. haha. i shut my eyes and ears and tried to sleep. successful to a certain SMALL extent only.

anyways, we got 4th for the whole thing. it's alright. we won best CHEF and FLAG!!!! our flag ROCKS! oh, we cooked the best baked pasta in the whole of mj, i tell u! it's really oh-so-delicious!! :D i'll cook for my mother one day to let her try. anybody up for some baked pasta?? -raises eyebrows. hahaa.

anyways, i hope i'll pass the chem lect test. it's so freaking hard. urghh. i'll see my name on the last sheet of paper again. hopefully not the last few lines. haha. gna have to stay in sch till 7plus everyday nxt wk. except wed when i get to go kayaking! YAYNESS! haha. got timekeeping for sports heats. was FORCED ta do official duty. how lame. but thank god im not doing decorations. it's even worse! haha.

last friday was vicnan's last day. im gna miss you, dude!!! i'll miss the bridge sessions, the crapping and your uhh.. bitching? hahaha! 05S206 will have one less person now. but do not fret, you shall always be in our hearts. and we shall so often meet up. YES? haha. i know you'll miss us dearly. i hope u'll be back on tues for the council rallies. must pass u ur autograph!!! rmb the mini class gathering @ your hse okayyy! im so looking forward to it. MAY's coming already!!! hahaha.

cant wait for the nxt kayaking session. im so loving it. capsize drillssss!! hw exciting! hahhaa.

Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile,
It’s all about you.

Then you whispered in my ear and you told me to.
Said you make my life worthwhile,
It’s all about you.

And I would answer all your wishes,
If you ask me to.

But if you deny me one of your kisses,
Don’t know what I’d do.
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles it’s all about you.

2005-04-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

13thApril2005

heyheyhey. how's everybody doing? oh, this goes out to all jc muggers out there reading this! hahaha. life's getting hellish alrdy, isnt it? kinda miss the honeymoon period whr we played and slacked like nobody's business. oh wells.

anyways, my kayaking 1star course today is postponed to next wed. im pretty glad abt it actually. even if we were thr, i doubt we'll dig the idea of kayaking under the treacherous rain! hahaa. in a sense, the postponing of the course was god sent. like, really.

now, back to life in school, i think 05S206 pretty much rocks. or, it's in the process of rocking if not already. haha. 16pple in the class. 9 gurls, 7 guys. how cosy. and the pple are funnn. i bet vicnan will miss us a hell LOT! u better do! haha. but although i have a rocking class, my timetable SUCKS. i bet it's the worse among the whole cohort. even probably the worse in mjc! haha. i end at 5pm every single day except wed, which is of course, cca day, i end at 2pm. my goodness. when we received it, we were all dumbfounded. even the teachers were sympathetic. hahaha. it's gna be one hell of a year.

from nxt wk onwards, tests aft tests will be hitting us so often that very soon, we won't even have time to eat n slp! urghh. guess it's 2yrs of hell and then everyth will be smooth-sailing. i hope. i'd LIKE to think so. haha. and, project work SUCKS. lol.

im being a lil random here but just yestd, i realise i really really miss my sec sch days. well, nt that i miss gm but i just miss the times spent and memories left there. esp last yr. i miss sitting with izzy. still rmbed i used to go to sch and tell her almost everyth about jd, benedict's soln and all sorts of rubbish. hahaha. when i thought back, i had this urge to like call or msg her to tell her how much i miss having her as my partner. awwww, yes? haha. oh, vindicated brings back loads of memories for us too. i miss the times faith42 shifted down nxt to the canteen, at hope21's classrm. and as strange as it may sound, i actually miss seeing the people thr. and some teachers too. i miss my darling juniors. i miss everyth abt that sch. oh, i miss wearing the nice uniform! hahahaa. sighh. if only i cud turn back the clock to a yr before, i'd do everything all over again. and i will NOT procrastinate abt the o levels. i'll welcome it with wide open arms. haha.

well, spking of my darling juniors, gm band clinched a SILVER medal in this yr's syf. omgomgomgomg. i was soooooo elated i jumped and screamed for joy when i received the wonderful news. i was like so so so happy for them and of course, proud of them. a pity i wasnt thr to really here it myself. haha. ahhhh!!! we're a silver band now! no more bronze or COP!! ahahhaha. SYF 2007, we'll get GOLD WITH HONOURS! hahaha. dream on, yes i know.

i hope sch goes well tmr. loadsa lectures. only have gp, bio tut and chem prac. oh, BORING! gp's fun cos we get to relax and de silva kinda loves teaching our class. haha. CREEP opens tmr! ahhhhh!! so exciting. i wna watchhh!! hahhaa.

p/s. ann koh is soooo hot!! hahaha.

vindicated, i am selfish, i am wrong,
i am right, i swear i'm right,
swear i knew it all along and i am flawed,
but i am cleaning up so well,
i am seeing in me now,
the things u swore u saw yourself.

**so turn up the corners of ur lips,
part them and feel my fingertips,
trace the moment, fall forever.
defence is paper thin just,
one touch and i'd be in
too deep now to ever swim against the current
so let me slip away [ x3 ]
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away [ x4 ]**

**our fave part of the song :D

2005-04-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

5th April 2005

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY, IZZY!!!! :D

im so in love with brown nowadays. writing loadsa stuff with brown pen. hahaha!

anyways, life's still good in mj. im still... slacking. hahaha. kay lah, at least i managed to catch up on most stuff cos i've been doing a lil revision on bio. spking of which, i've gta do Lipids ltr on. sighh. thk god im nt taking econs. wheeeee. hahaha.

lecture test on first 4 topics of chem coming up soon. scared man. dont wna see my name on the last few slots with a big fat 'F' thr. so embarrassing lah! hahaha. im aiming for at least an E. hehh. must study alrdy. oh mann. we'll see hw it goes.

oh btw, im in odac now. decided against band since it's so time-consuming. what for join when the PEARLS system is taken away alrdy, right? haha! anyways, i think i'll like odac. the seniors and the pple seem pretty nice and friendly lah. haha. hope i'll enjoy my 18mths stay with them.

anyhow, LIT ROCKS! i love gothic! i love gargoyless!! woohoooo!! im a happy gurl :D i hope i'll be able to continue with my combi nxt yr. it's the best combi. EVER! chem bio lit and math!! hahaha.

i cant wait to see who my classmates are. heard they're a fun and insane bunch of pple. oh man, how exciting! but unfortunately, we're gna have FONG CHUN WAI. awww. how sad right? i know. hahaha! nvm, we'll all take good care of him. we WILL. heh.

okayy, gta run now. time's running short. bio's waiting for me and i need to get more slp. have been dozing off @ every single lecture today. YAWN.

p/s. reg3's steamboat outing rocked. had so much fun with yongsen's camera. u shud see the pics man! madness! hahaha. i hope we'll have another one coming up and hopefully this time, the OGLs and the others will be able to make it. yayness.

nights everyone! ((:

2005-03-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

26th March 2005

went church with mandy aft tuition today. for some reason, i feel lighter and happier after the fantastic service. it has really been a long time since i last attended chapel. missing those times. singspiration too. the only thing i'll miss in gm. hahaha! oh, we had this great pastor from chile who came to preach. really cool guy. but it was pretty scary to see pple faint at the mere touch of his when he blessed and prayed for them. first time witnessing so many pple faint infront of my eyes in sucha short span of time. saw ms lim too. mandy was so excited. -rolls eyes. heh.

it's easter tmr. i want my chocolate easter bunnies and eggs! hahaha. guess im gna spend this yr's easter at home, rotting away. i so know that im not gna touch any of my lecture notes or tutorials although i know i really need a lot of catching up. oh wells. the irony of life. haha. im nw thinking if i should have put chem bio econs math as my first choice before chem bio lit math. cos after all, econs is wayyyy more practical than lit. but on the other hand, i have absolutely zero interest in econs while my interest in lit is still with me. haha. and i think lit is easier to study as compared to econs. aft all, i can do with lesser analysing, graphs and thinking. haha. god will give me what's best.

orientatn's starting on monday. officially. KYC and ice breakers. heard they're totally scrapping the couple dances. how sad is that? sighh. at least they have the new dance. nt too bad. it rocks. haha! wonder if reg3's outing on saturday will still be on. prolly only a few of us will turn up. but then again, who needs the rest as long as we have fun right? hahaha! i hope regulus gets champs this time round. QUACK! heh.

gna wear my mj uniform on monday. only for a short while before i change into my yellow reggie shirt and some shorts. some stupid rule that disallows us to be in half-u for assembly and lectures. totally retarded! haha. so anyway, i've decided to tie my hair and put a hairband to kp my fringe away frm my face. i know im gna look like a dork but at least i wont spend time fixing my fringe and getting zits on my forehead! heh.

anyways, i caught eye10. supposedly horrorifying but it turned out to be pretty entertaining. some parts of it are pretty funny. the whole cinema burst into fits of laughter. yes, im serious! if u wna get really spooked, pls do NOT watch this show. wait for "house of wax" to be out. it looks sooooo scary. i cant wait! hahaha.

till the nxt time i blog, take care people :D

p/s. huanyu's appeal to mj is successful. hw cool is that? more pepper pouring on his food and bridge-playing! woohooooo! tsk.

What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason.
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

im so missing 05S213. i hope eunice is surviving in ac. poor gurl, she seems so miserable. hahaha!

2005-03-23T00:19:00.000+08:00

22nd March 2005

postings are out. not that you guys wouldn't have guessed whr i'd end up. haha. it's gna be hell for 1 and a half years. hopefully no more. heh. still thinking what cca i should join this time. oh wells.

no lessons tmr. yayness. get to report in OG -- Regulus 3. nt that bad but i'd rather report in my class!! oh wells, at least thr's joanne to kp me entertained. hahaha! im gna be facing the same regulus 5 peeps this orientatn. i hope thr'll be loadsa new faces man. i need some variety!! haha.

ny, sr and tp's orientatn starts tmr. how sad for them. so inappropriate. like, in the middle of nowhere. hurhur.

oh anyway, today's class outing was cool. only 9 pple. the rest were prolly busy mourning or appealing their day away. hahaha. 2 gurls and 7 guys. the gurls? yours truly and miss eunice. had loadsa fun, though. hopefully huanyu's appeal gets through so i can laugh and tease him for another year plus. he just looks so funny! should watch his 'tuo diao' mv. omg. super retarded! hahaha!

guess im gna have to zzz now. gta wake up @ 6 tmr. dumb ogl meeting @ 7am SHARP! arghhhh!!! thr goes my 15 more mins of precious slp! once again, i hope i'll see a sea of new new faces and better looking ppl. hahaha.

i am superficial. sue me. har har :D

nights, pple!

2005-03-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

the march hols are over!! boohooooo. im so gna miss'em. was supposed ta do some catching up during this one week break but unfortunately, the closest thing to catching up i did was having tuition. and i skipped tuesday's lesson. hahaha! my tutorials are still undone. assignmts long gone overdue. man, these bad bad habits have to go after orientatn wk. im so not looking forward to mugging agn. kovan BK, here i come!! hahaha!

spking of the second orientatn, im soooo looking forward to it. i hope the second intake will have a fair share of fresh faces and nice people. i also really hope that the pple in regulus 5 will be one enthusiastic bunch!! oh, and im still praying that some friends will end up in mj so that i'll have more company!! heh heh.

im still in a dilemma whether to take on 4 A's or just stick to 3. and if i were to take 4 A's, what subjs wud i take? chem bio lit math? chem bio econs math? or trip sci and math? i really dno. guess i'll just see what they have to offer. i bet i'll sure be asked to drop one sub nxt yr anyway. hahaha. i hope i'll get to take lit. i miss literature lessons! hahaa.

oh anyway, i had dinner @ chomp chomp last night with hedi, aft our tuition. we ordered fried oyster, hokkien mee, chicken wings, satay and one BIG cup of grass jelly drink. yummmm!!! havent had sucha feast for a really really long time. lau pa sat's next!! haha. we've set aside the last saturday of every mth for such feasts. mmm mmm mmmmm :D

posting results are gna be out on tuesday. guess most probably, and hopefully, i'll be posted to mj. guess it isn't really a bad thing since i've made a fair amt of friends alrdy and im used to the journey to and from school. heh. still thinking which cca should i take on. band or odac? hmmm. well, i shall seek some people's expertise. haha.

reggie's pretty banner is gna be up thr hanging tmr!! i hope the campfire banner isnt soaked or else we'd hafta redo everything. if we dont, thr won't be a banner for this yr's campfire! hahahha! oh, the banner people are one fun lot. had so much fun painting the banner on saturday. paint fights included. haha. now my unidad de estrellas white tee has paint blots on my sleeves and bottom left. sighhh. all LUCIEN's fault! tsk. im so so so looking forward to orientatn now. im getting into the orientatn mood. woohoooo! hahaha. reg5 is gna rock and regulus will be the champs this time round! QUACK! ((:

off ta bed nw. meeting some pple for brkfast before sch tmr. new bag and new shoes for me! adidas from top to toe. hahaha! nights people. Regulus and 05S213 rocks MJ! :D

2005-03-15T21:00:00.000+08:00

15th March 2005

im dead beat. OGL camp was a blast. had sooooo much fun cheering and going crazy. the last time i really cheered was like during orientation I? tht's more than 2mths ago! haha. anyways, REGULUS ROCKS!!!! ((((((:

had MMM and KYC yestd. ran and ran like mad. esp for MMM. route 5 is a killer. i really really REALLY pity alhena 5. they're gna run like CRAZY! poor things. i hope reg5's won't be that bad otherwise i think i better prepare 5 1.5litres drinks. we were SOOOOOO dehydrated can! haha. but apart frm the arduous journey, we interacted with other houses' OGLs and games i/cs. had loadsa fun. really. this bunch of OGLs rock hard! :D

did 'wet and wild' today. sooooooooo wet and sooooooooo wild!!!! haha. okay, that was redundant. but i really lurveeeeee this event most above everything else! dint get really wet this time but the games were pretty wild. the chilli sauce passing game was totally G R O S S! hahaha. yes, imagine ur shirt and everything else inside smelling of and being stained with CHILLI SAUCE!! eeeeww. disgusting can! haha. but it was still fun lah. haha. im so gna laugh at the people doing the tasks during orientatn. whahaha!

aft w&w was traditional games. wasnt the most fun but we hadta run round the school to find stuck for clues, after every task! he kept hiding in funny places la. haha. wasted so much of our energy looking for him. in the end, we came in second last, i think. sad ah. haha. castor was overall champs. sighhh. it's okay. regulus will BEAT THEM FLAT for the second orientation!!! i hope our campfire item will be good. we cud get spongebob ta display his funny antics. tsk.

oh, slping in E33 is quite comfy. well, partly due to the fact that i laid my slping bag on the floor lah. BUT, the classrm was quite well-ventilated. then again, gillian and i were slping under the fan! hahaha! i even woke up at 3+ to wear my jacket lah. so freaking cold can. hahhaa. both of us were one of the last ta wake up in our bunk. slpt like logs. it wud've been better with a pillow, though. hehh.

to sum everything i've just blogged, OGL camp really rocks. it's when the OGLs really bonded together and the orientation spirit starts getting into each and everyone of our souls. i sooooooooo miss doing cheer number 7!!!

RAISE YOUR EYES UP TO THE SKY! X2
REGULUS IS SOARING BY. X2
'COS IN THE DAY AND IN THE NIGHT, X2
WE'LL GO OUT TO WIN THE FIGHT. X2
AM I WRONG OR AM I RIGHT?
[ U'RE RIGHT, U'RE RIGHT! ]
AM I WRONG OR AM I RIGHT?
[ U'RE RIGHT, U'RE RIGHT! ]
1, 2, 3, 4, OWWWW!!! (:

we are the mighty ducks. QUACK!

2005-03-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

07 March 2005

i think im liking tutorials a lil more than lectures now cos we get to talk more during tutorials. hmmm. okay, im actually getting slightly used to the jc system now. at least i can tahan long days such as mondays and tuesdays w/o dozing off so much. just sit with some cornified pple and yeah, u'll have pretty much fun. haha. pple like my green plum bamboo horse eh? hahaha!

loadsa pple are skipping school more often these days. havent seen yilin ever since 28th feb. think she withdrew. havent seen weixing too. loadsa excuses to pon lah that guy. hahaha. last few days with 05S213 alrdy still skip sch. these people ah.. make our class photo incomplete only. tsk.

anyways, im quite sad we hafta part. even eunice agrees that 05S213 is a really cool and fun class. prolly one of the bestest among the science classes. hahaha. we have a rocking math teacher and a slacker chem teacher. oh, nt forgetting ms tok, our wonderful pe teacher! woohooo. oh oh oh, and my cheena teacher's pretty nice too. but she can be nasty at times. haha. i'll miss the faces i usually see everyday. sigh. a pity this isnt our permanent class. i cud really live with them fer 2 whole years, u know. really fun and crappy bunch of people. hah.

spent some quality time with some of them aft pe today. played daidee in the canteen. [oh! i love mj's canteen! haha.] i think i won almost half the number of games. eunice only won once. thn thr was suneeta, jeremy and amos [who took over suneeta]. we played with vishnu a.k.a. VISHY's deck. he showed eunice and me some simple card tricks. and eunice did her really, really, REALLY SUPERB card trick. like. WHOA, totally man! heh. note the sarcasm. haha. she is definitely not magician material. no way. hahaha.

oh, we played handball during pe today. totally LAME-O. so sucky. and the guys were so aggressive. kick the ball and it hit the goalie's, poor me, legs! sure get bruises la. hahahhaa. and the sun was super hot can. if only the sun was like that yestd!!!! urgh.

kayy. i shall end here. am looking forward to tmr. my fave day of the week. stupid joanne ponned school today. @#$!@#~. hahaha. im nt looking forward to the lessons aft lunch though. double cheena and double chem prac. DAMN. ogl meeting @ 1715 tmr. briefing for ogl camp, i guess. hope they're getting the j2s ta help. otherwise, it really isnt fair if they had a second interview. heh heh.

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY! (: [ adapted from 'Eating Air' ] ==> rmb this, 05S213? hahaha!

2005-03-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

5th March 2005

im so glad i submitted my jae thing on thursday. 1936hours. i think. first two choices are mj science and arts. if they post me to arts, i'll appeal like mad to get back to science. i totally think i CANNOT survive in arts. after all, im a humanities failure, u know. hahaha. and i still wna realise my long-term goal (:

it's gna be one hell of an active day tmr. im so looking forward to it! will be jogging and swimming @ sgoon. hw cool. mandyy's excited cos she'll get to jianfei. i still think she's as thin as a stick alrdy. haiyoh, that girl.. hopeless. hahaha. anyways, im really looking forward to swimming. havent swam ever since i got really sick during the dec hols. i miss the pool ):

gta catch up on my work soon too. i hope i'll be able ta take 4A's and survive'em. promotion criteria's nt easy to meet. oh wells. we'll just see. first, i nda get thru my chemistry and biology BASICS first. dang. it's such a chore to read thru those thick stacks of notes. seeing some person's name on them doesnt make things brighter. it just does the opposite. disgusting. urgh.

oh, did i mention ms Ann Koh is H O T? haha, she IS!! a pity for all eligible bachelors out there cos she's alrdy married. so young. just like mrs choong. quite pretty too but nt as HOT as ann koh. she spks better english as compared to choong. tsk. okay, this is so irrelevant. so, im gna be off now for a good night's rest so i'll have energy tmr.

fare thee well (:

2005-03-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

results are out. im pretty satisfied with mine. but im devastated with the fact that i did not get A1s for both maths. sigh. guess it's gna be mj for the nxt 1yr plus for me. nt like it's a bad thing lah, in fact, it's pretty fine. i expected it anyway. tsk.

loadsa pple are leaving mj. sad ah. leave me alone thr and all of u leave for tj. u know who u are. tsk! hopefully some pple will join me lah. or else i'll really die of boredom. so far i only know of guys staying in mj. pple like weixing, zhikai, jeremy a.k.a. slippers guy, and dekai? hahaa. im thinking of changing my subj combination too. like to chem bio lit maths? oh wells. i dno lah. see how it goes. still some wks left to decide anyway. think i'll sign up for band during the nxt cca day. hahaha. see, im stuck in band again. so much for saying im nt gna join it ever again. haha. my friends and parents are gna hear me complain like crazy again! tsk.

anyways, the 2-day break has ended. it's lessons for me again tmr. how sick. hopefully most of my class will turn up tmr. thn at least tutorials wont be so boring. hahaha. i havent done tuts and attend lects for a super long time. im so gna have a hard time catching up man. god bless me. hahaha.

till the nxt entry, seeya and miss ME (:

2005-02-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

26thfeb05

dint mention bout 05S213's outing on thurs. pretty fun. bought 7 slices of cake frm coffee bean with our 30bucks voucher from the NE quiz and an additional 4bucks from i dno who. tsk. finally got to see the rubbish side of jeremy. slippers seriously turns him on man. i know he's gna slap me for saying that. but.. who cares? haha! im gna miss the pple when we go our separate ways. sigh.

i have totally no confidence in myself. we'll just see on monday. whether it'll be a good birthday present for my dad or not. i guess i really shudnt cry if i do badly cos aft all, i get what i deserve. if i dont make it to a jc, im sure god has other better plans fer me. life has to go on, aft all. i really hope i'll be gng home with a silly wide grin across my stupid face.

tmr's gna be one hell of a day spent rotting @ home. everyone's too moody to go out. how sad is that? and i dont even have anyth ta do! oh wells. i shall just get stoned. maybe i cud wake up really late so i dont have a lot of time to stone. tsk. im planning ta give everyone in 05S213 a lil note. oh, my noisome mates too. maybe i cud do it when im free. like, tomorrow? haha. ahh wells. good ta have smth to kp myself busy with.

okay, so much of my rubbish, im off fer now. pray for me. haha.

2005-02-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

camp sucked. this batch of sec 3s so not enthu at all. okay, faith31 was nt too bad. oh wells. hated the toilet @ labrador. it SUCKS! slpt outdoors on monday night. shivering like crazy when i woke up. slpt only 2hrs. had guard duty from 2am-4am. spent the time munching on lay's and drank two cups of warm milo. yummm. mr syed told us ghost stories too. spooked us. totally!

my stupid nose bled on tuesday, aft dinner. super gross can. thn pple started looking @ me. thk god the sec 3s weren't thr. only the helpers and sec 4s. tks alot to the person who sacrificed his whole pkt of tissue! reuben, was it? hahahha. THANK YOU ((:

supper on those 3nights rocked. had prata on sunday, macs on monday and oyster meesua from shihlin's on tuesday before i went off. yummmm. missed the ppl actually. missed seeing familiar faces. oh, did i mention i was serving fruits for two meals? and beansprouts for one meal. i realised pple prefer watermelons to pears and most totally do not take vegetable. horrible man. unhealthy living. all only know how to take MEAT. tsk. and some pple dno how to say "thank you" one. no manners. spoilt brats. hahahaha!

oh, loadsa pple changed the way they looked too. they just looked.. different. jasmine looked more boyish, claire cut her hair short, regina's hair is getting shorter and loads more lah.

overall, this camp sucked other than the times i spent with the helpers. hahaha! im so not close to this batch of sec 3s. except my juniors. grt to see them again.

oh oh oh, im also sooooo proud of myself i managed ta search 3hps in ONE bag from joy32! hahaha. tht gurl's so dumb to put 3hps at the same place lah. i asked her aft finding one, "are thr anymore?" and she still dare reply, "no. only got one what!" wha lau. attitude! and she hid it with her undergarments lah. make me dig only. gross. hahaha! see lah, we go do dirty jobs. free labour. @#$#%@#$^@#$. heh.

no sch on thurs and fri. get ta wake up late. yayness. opening ceremony tmr @ 6pm. must report at 5.30. think it shud be nice lah. it looks grand. maybe it'll even be on tv!!! hahahhaa. 3seconds of fame! tsk. must rmb ta bring smth ta munch on. i still think they shud've lent us a set of mj's uniform so it wont look so messy. so... unprofessional. hahaha!

anyways, im off for now. till the nxt entry, SEEYA ALL!!!

p/s. all the best to those getting back their results on monday. D-DAY!! god bless us and may we do superbly well. hurrr.

nights (:

2005-02-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

advance camp fer helpers tmr. gta report 3pm @ gm's foyer. YAWN. i'd rather go myself. actually, maybe not. hahaha. but im nt in a camping mood now. pretty.. sian and apprehensive. too many things on my mind. hope this camp will allow me to unwind and straighten my thoughts.

looking forward to having some secondary school fun over thr. the kinda fun we enjoyed during secsch days are sooo different frm the jc kind of fun. oh wells. singspiration and prayers. i miss having them so much! im gna sing my heart out tmr aft dinner. hahaha. hope they cater appealing food otherwise im gna lodge a complain! haha.

anyways, i'll be gone frm sunday till tues night. dont miss me. however, im still contactable lah. so u guys wont be missing me THAT much. hahaha. seey'all and takkare. god bless (:

2005-02-17T23:25:00.000+08:00

d-day's nearing. im sooooo apprehensive. i think im gna cry in my dreams. im really hoping that i get at least 15pts. or 16pts. i dont expect much. just allow me ta stay in mj will do. better than nth.

anyways, i look horrid in ahs uniform. hahaha. pple say i look so nerdy and cheena. oh wells, looks like ahs has proven its pt that its a cheena school. a SUPER cheena school. hahahaa. gna get back my gm uniform tmr. i miss it soooo much. lending sheesher one set. she says our uniform is wayyyy cooler. like duh! lol.

ran out of sch to tp's open hse aft recess today. gna get into loadsa trouble tmr. oh whatevrr. abt half or more than half of my class went off anyway. i guess at least 20% of the j1 cohort left too. hope it's nth more than a lecture frm the stupid vp lah. spoil my mood only. grrr.

2005-02-11T12:38:00.000+08:00

11th feb 2005 ; friday.

skipped school today. dint see the point of going since it ends at 12.30. besides, i've got double GP tutorial in the morning. 1hr45mins of GP. TORTURE! tht's why i decided to give school a miss. heh. BUT, i've gta be at mj by 5pm cos of the ogl thing. dang. but i guess it shouldn't be that bad since we're playing games today (:

cny was terrible. i totally abhor the cny season. the visitations get on my nerves and my angpow collection wont be able to make up to the much energy, time and resources wasted. urghh. thk god i went for a movie on the 2nd day [yestd]. it totally saved me from dying of boredom and the freaking warm weather. hahaha.

caught "the machinist" with joanne, amos, wh, his bro, bee and mark. 7of us. we occupied one whole row. lol. the show was pretty gd. it wasnt straight to the pt. required some thinking which apparently joanne cannot do! whahaha! quite gruesome at some parts but nice. i guess it's also educational cos it warns pple of the guilt they'll face in a hit and run accident. 'twas 90mins long. ard thr. im still dying to watch constantine. waiting for that !@#!@! friend of mine to be free. hahaha.

oh, we had sakae @ wheelock last night. yummilicious. if only joanne and i dint havta pay! -stares at someone. hahaha. ramen was good. finally satisfied my craving for it. dint get to eat sushi, though. 1.90 for a plate is really expensive la. haha. had to queue pretty long before we got a seat. the queue was waaaayyyyy shorter to that at lido. i tell u, everybody's catching a movie on the 2nd day of cny! whatevrr happened to visiting huhh? so much for filial pietyness. whahaha! thk god we queued at cathay instead. tht's why we dint watch racing stripes. oh well. the queue extended till pizza hut lahh! and it dint seem to move. madness.

right now, im soooo stoned at home. thr's nth much for me ta do except to come online and find someone to entertain me. which isnt v helpful cos im still feeling stoned. hahaha! somehw i cant wait ta leave home cos at least i'll have some games to play ltr. i hope they'll be fun. thr will be a wet game. ooooohhh. hahahaa!

anyways, everyone's skipping school today. i wonder how many pple were absent in 05S213. shall ask hafiz ltr. our trusty, zany class rep. whahahaha! all my yakking kakis are not in school today. mj shall be peaceful for once. the canteen, to be exact. hahaha! i wonder if i'll havta submit a letter on monday. thn agn, the teachers alrdy expected this to happen. mj's attendance will definitely hit rock bottom today. muahaha. all other schools too. heh.

im so hungry now. gna have cup noodles for lunch, i think. sighh. see ya'll sooooonnnn!! ((:

2005-02-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

i love mondays bcos i get to report at 9am. but i dread it cos i have no recess and i've gta wait till 1.15 before i get my lunch!!! i'll die of hunger by the time! hahahhaa. and i hafta stay back for some meeting aft sch. dno what time it'll start. prolly ard 5.30? hope liane kps her promise and makes it only 15mins long. if it drags on and on, im gna hafta stay till like 7+. NO WAY! hahahhaa. thn agn, maybe there will be NO meeting!! wooohoooo. i'll listen hard to the announcemts tmr morning. heh.

pe tmr. i hope no lectures. i'd rather RUN!! i dont wna do shot put either. really BORING! hahaha. and i think miss tok likes derrick. favouritism ahhh!! hahahhaa. gna miss tennis on tues agn. yayness. im a SLACKER. hahahhaa.

went SP's open hse on friday. went ta sch, attended 2periods of gp and recess, went to sign my name in the office and left sch for open hse with derrick, joanne and weixing. hahaha. it's LEGAL! heard esther lai gave a half day for last yr's batch so they cud attend open hses. cool. hahahaha. i hope it'll be a THURSDAY!!! heh. we went thr and took a free cornetto icecream, ate at their pizza hut and made loadsa noise. the auntie treated us to a pint of pepsi. derrick wanted ta get smth for her from 'popular' to thank her. bt in the end, he dint. what a waste. she's called ANNA, btw. hahahhaa.

went shopping this wkend. finally bought everything. bought a black skirt frm fareast, jeans frm espirit, shoes frm charles n keith, one top from mango and another frm billabong. im a broke but contented gurl now ((: a pity i cant find any reasonably-priced necklaces though. but anyhow, im really satisfied now. hahaha. i esp lurve my billabong top (:

im counting on my angpow money to recoup my losses now. hahaha. i hope i gain some profits man. oh, and i wna visit mr ktay this yr! i wna see caleb. see how much he's grown. and of cos, ktay's pretty pretty wife! heh. oh, and his father cooks really well too. makes their own goodies. yummmm. hahaha.

okayy, till the nxt time i blog, cyaa pple and happy cny in advance!!! ((:

p/s. i want SENTOSA!!! i dont wna go ZOO!! ahhahaha.

2005-01-30T23:50:00.000+08:00

30th Jan 2005

im so sick of tutorials. they make me slpy. i'd rather have lectures anytime man! at least i'll get ta talk more and it's less boring. haha. im so proud tht i actually did 60% of my hmwk by myself. it's a grt achievement alrdy, okay!

tmr's gna be an extremely long and taxing day. sch starts at 9am but i've gta report at 8.30 cos my asst class rep asked us to. haha. no lahh, they want us ta meet for the angel and mortal game with 04S213, our seniors. i dont even knw a single person from there lahh? actually, i dont even know if anyone i know is frm tht class. haha. oh wtheck. we'll see hw it goes tmr. hope it's gna be funn. hope i'll get a really nice angel and i hope my mortal's gna be appreciative of hw im gna treat him/her. but i don't usually do anything. so tht person's really unlucky ta have me as his/her angel. hahaha.

sch ends at 4.15 tmr. plus, i've still gta wait till 6.45 for my ogl interview. im gna get soooo bored in sch. thn agn, maybe not if i have company. hahaa. joanne's interview is on TUESDAY!! no fair eh. she can stay back for tennis and leave halfway. no wasting of time thr. life is sooo unfair. haha.

man, im so stoned. i dno what ta type. loadsa things took place but im pretty lazy ta blog every blooming thing lahh. haha. yes, im a lazy P I G. whatevrr. i eat to live and i live to eat. mmmm. i want sushi. oh, and durians would be good too (:

im looking to post-cny. dreading cny period cos i nvr liked visiting. they always ask the same old qsns and say the same things. the only good thing abt cny is tht i get extra money and i'll get ta see some pple i havent seen for a really long time. other than that, cny is pretty much dull for me. worst of all, thr arent any places for me ta shop during those 2days. i might plan ta skip sch on friday. so ptless ta go. haha.

im so screwed, i havent completed my cny shopping yet. well, it happens every yr. last min shopping and washing of clothes. it's a routine. makes things a lil more.. exciting? hahaa. i've only got 2 days ta really shop. i nd a pair of jeans, shoes and some accessories. cny shopping, anyone? heh.

ive spent close ta 10hrs on the comp today. my mother was complaining just now. guess i've gtg now before she starts yelling agn. seeya pple!!

love ((:

2005-01-23T01:16:00.000+08:00

reg 3's bbq today was a BLAST! we really had fun thr. though me, joanne and yvonne stoned while they played pool, we still had fun rotting on the black sofa at megapool. lol. oh, not forgetting the fighting of seats on the sofa too! hehh.

went giant ta buy some stuff aft tht. supposed ta accompany daryl but he's got company so the 3 of us walked to pit 13 first. he said we pangseh him agn. tht guy.. forever like tht. lol.

the pit was kinda inside ecp so hadta walk quite far. loadsa pple complained. hahaha! but anyways, we had rather loadsa foooodd. i dint eat much, though. but the chkn wings and mackerel otah was nice. aft eating, yvonne started her singing craze. started singing and singing till 3/4 of the table left. hahhaa. cannot-make-it-idol. thn we started fighting for seats agn cos thr were only 2 pathetic chairs thr. hahaha!

aft everyth, 'twas the photo taking craze. joanne and i posed alot for daryl's cam. oh, and we said a really racist joke. hahaha. jinfu started it first lahh. nt our fault. he said he cudnt see daryl in the photo. hahahha. mean right? thn we started teasing him the whole time. dawn was joanne's victim of the kampong-name thing. hahaha. personal joke. PING PING. lol. dang funny. the way joanne laugh, super infectious and LOUD. lol.

at the end of the whole bbq, me, joanne, clara and yvonne shared a cab home. BIG JOKE, i tell u. joanne alighted first thn followed by clara. both lived in tamp. aft tht, made a trip dwn to hougang and yvonne went back ta tamp. poor thing lah she. paid everyth and she was sooo shagged. hahaha. hw swt of her ta accompany me hme, huh? hahahaha. awwww.

kayy. i shall end here. gta go lena's hse fer GP research assignmt tmr aftnn. YAWN. i'll be so dead tired mann. urghh. im waiting for the nxt OG outing. heh.

nights ((:

2005-01-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

im so boredd now. at least i get a brk off sch tmr. but i end at 12.30pm on fridayss!! why cant hari raya fall on tuesday instead? NO! thursday. lol. oh wells.

too many things happened. i dno whr ta blog frm so i shan't mention anyth. hahaa. im soooo lazy, i know. really tired lahhh. loadsa tutorials and a stupid research waiting for me ta do. YAWN. but im still kinda enjoying life and slacking while i still can.

took the OGL application form yestd. apparently, it's like 1/4 of the j1 cohort went ta get the form. so scary. we were choking up the passageway outside the councillors' room. hahaha. too bad for them. they're a mad bunch of weirdos.

anyways, i just realised the college anthem is sung every wed. hurr. but it's better than gm's song. really. lol.

i hope i'll be able ta get into canoeing. rerun on monday. i doubt i'll be able to make it. sighhh. crapp. and im so lazy to train! booooo.

oh, and i totally cant stand those two rj pple who kept talking behind me and mandy during tuition last tues. i almost turned ard and asked them ta shut up. terrible. rj so what? tht guy's a sissy. terrible. urghh.

im so tired now. super duperly tired. went parkway tdy. crapped a whole lot and made soooo much noise. hahahaa. but it was fun laa. relieves stress. lol.

i realised 15 takes a shorter route as compared to 76. or maybe cos i had company so the route seemed shorter. lol.

shall update till here. till i blog, cyaaa! ((:

2005-01-13T22:26:00.000+08:00

lectures have started. bio is soooo totally boring! but at least the lecturer spks pretty gd english. i havent bothered to read a single pg she asked us to. im so dead. so is joanne. and amos. hahaha. wtheck.

crashed the last econs lecture tdy. the subject itself is really terrible but i just went for some free entertainmt frm tht mad teacher. ms wong or smth? i really dno. n neither do i care. haha. and man, she has bad fashion sense. 'This Fashion' selling beautiful clothes? hah! u wish! and too bad for plus sized pple like her, they do not cater for her size. and she's so upset abt it. awww. lol.

anyways, alvinT crashed mj tdy. wheeee. we had soooo much fun, me, amos, him and joanne! hahaa. we were like gaying arnd evry second in mj. esp in the canteen. retarded pple do retarded things. hehh. whichever table we sat, it's sure to be wet. the benches too. hahaha. i cant believe we actually did what we did laa. it was so lame, pls. but funnn. lol. i hope he comes mj aft first 3 mths in ac so we'll wreck havoc together. lol. alvin, if u're reading this, COME MJ!! hahahaa. the 4 of us actually stayed back in sch till 5+ just ta talk rubbish and do silly stuff. lol. mj's canteen is a really nice place ta sit and yakk. better than gm's anyway. lol.

oh, i found out my class. it's 05S213. well, i dont really like the '13' part cos it looks weird. but oh well, it will change. most probably anyway. lol. will be stuck with amos for another 2mths. wish me luckk. i hope we'll get good classmates. im kping my fingers and toesies crossed. hehh. so sad joanne's in another class, right gurl? lol. nvm, she's on the first lvl, im on the second, and daryl and jinfu are on the fourth lvl! same blk! hahahaa. we'll see each other more often. whether they like it or not. lol.

but im looking forward to sch each day. i dno why. maybe i'll get sick of mj soon enough. i wonder hw class interaction will be like tmr. prolly only amos n i will do the talking. oh wells. we'll see. im gna miss sitting lectures with joanne. hahaha. we cant talk and kp ourselves awake anymore!! and we cant complain abt hw hungry we are, our cravings and DARYL! hahaha. oh wells. drop econs lahhh!! join me! lol.

im nuts.

so much for tdy, tmr's a short day. class interaction ends at 12.30pm and we're free to leave. BUT i've got canoeing trials @ 4pm. wtheck. im not gng for band. think i'll skip it. i hope i'll get into canoeing. hahaha.

oh yes, i had the runs just now. dno what i ate. prolly the big pau. hahhaa. whatevrr. the feeling sucked laaa. urghh.

tht's all for nw, gtg catch some slp. hehh. rainbow dreams pple! ((:

2005-01-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

i actually blogged last tues but somehw i clicked the refresh button and *poof* it disappeared. hurr. anyway, here's a brief update on my life..

Orientation day 2.
we had ice-brkers and we started to warm up a lil and yeah, more pairs and cliques formed. but we were really bonded. regulus was tops! we were the champ hse for tht day. wooohooo! dismissed pretty early i think. i forgot laaa. haha. oh, we did 'hey mama' tooo. hahaa. silly couple dance.

Orientation day 3.
it was knw-your-college day. raced ard the sch gathering clues to our nxt stns. had sooo much fun. councillors told us not to run but.. wtheck, RUNNN!! hahahaa. we topped the houses agn. regulus really rockks. we thn stayed back ta discuss our campfire item. we also learnt another couple dance, song was 'dance with me tonight' i think. so fast and the steps are like, whoa!

Orientation day 4.
the Mad Meridian Marathon dayy. 'twas smth like amazing race lahh. had abt 6 pit stops. ran here and thr. 3 mrt rides only. did silly stuff like holding a strand of spaghetti betwn yours and ur partner's mouths. totally eeeksy lahh. hahaha. jinfu and daryl, my two OGLs, looked so gay doing it together. was laughing like crap. hahahaha. thn had loadsa red ants ard our shoes and socks cos we were supposed ta take them off and walk round the foot reflexology path. urghhh. oh, lizhen, this gurl in my OG, taught us the friendship dance. so we danced at a stop whilst waiting for some pple to complete the task gvn. hahaha. so much fun, i tell u, dancing at the void deck on a rainy dayyy. ahhhh. heh. did mass dances. i think mambo no 5 rawks. the steps are nice and easy to learn. hehh. stayed back to discuss campfire stuff agn. joanne and i volunteered to stay till ard 8+. alvin asked us ta help him make his stupid tag thing and we agreed. nice pple we are. hahaha. thn we crapped with daryl and jinfu. got to noe them better and started to bully them. hahahhaa.

Orientation day 5.
last day. saddening. we had 'wet and wild' games. man, they ROCKKK!!!! poured buckets of water on our two poor OGLs, daryl and jinfu. jinfu had 3 buckets poured on him, or so he claimed. hahaa. daryl poured on himself. hahahaa. poor aiming. both had high fever aft that. weaklings mann. hahahaa. but poor things lahh. i pity them. awwww. heh. thn we were dismissed at 12.30pm and told ta report at 6.30pm. i dint go hme, stayed back ta do the tag with joanne. bathed in sch. damnn funny lahh. we borrowed shampoo frm daryl and bath frm jinfu. thn they were left with nth so must wait for us ta bathe. hahhaa. thn they also shared. so gay right? gay partners, indeed man. hahahha. but they damn funny lahh. aft their bath they went ta buy yellow shirts fer some guys. we cud've tagged along if nt for we had ta do the stupid thing. hahhaa. nvm, at least daryl bothers ta call me and asked if we wanted food. they bought double cheeseburgers back for me and joanne!! wheeee!! hahaha. told u my OGLs rock. hehh. thn daryl kpt worrying tht the burgers will taste terrible when cold and kpt asking us ta eat. thk god we had dinner brk. hahahaa. campfire night rocked. we totally rocked mj. dno why we gt 2nd for campfire but i think we deserved ta win. everyone thot castor was boring. hahaha. whatevrrr. we came in 3rd overall. at least we had titbits for coming in third ((: oh wells and at least we broke the trend of being last!!! yayyy!! the 2005 batch of regulus pple rockk! esp regulus 3! i lurve themmm all!! heh. oh, and my OHL's v cute toooo. really!! hehh. fly kite, fly kite... -does the swinging action.

im missing my orientatn days alrdy and am looking forward to the 2nd orientatn. hopefully i can become and ogl. hehh. but first, im praying i can at least remain in mj. hehh. i heard esther lai lurves band members. hmmm. oh, i just had OG lunch in sch tdy. thn joanne and i crapped alot with daryl. poor guy, kena bullied till i dno what. online we also bully. hhahaa. so helpless. he's a nice guy laa. half indian, half chinese and a lil eurasian. haha.

anyways, lectures started today. i crashed econs and im glad im nt tking it cos it sucked. it's so geographical and social studies-y. hahaha. crapp. the lecturer kpt showing her cleavage thruout. omg. disgusting! she's so fat! eeeks. hehh. and she's super cornyyy and pronounces 'whispering' as 'whisper-ling'. omgg. how stark! hahaha.

okayy. tht's all for nw, am still figuring out hw im gna do my chem hw. hahhaa. pathetic me. oh wells, cyaaa. nights ((:

2005-01-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

orientation day 2.

okayy, regulus 3 bonded together so much more. at least i noe most of the peeps names except for some guys. hahaa. cheered till my throat got sore again. well, it nvr did recover anyway. hah. hadta learn 8 cheers but kpt using cheer no 7 cos it was our BEST. heh.

oh, and currently regulus is LEADING by 5 miserable pts. hahaa. i cant believe regulus 3 [us] actually went on stage ta do the mass dance. like, omg! lol. tdy was mambo no 5. pretty boring song but at least the dance steps weren't that bad. heh. tmr's the partner dance. booo. like who actually does a couple dance to 'hey mama' by bep? sheesh. hahaha.

im so totally looking forward to tmr besides the dance part. i hope we get ta learn another mass dance. i'd like a BoA song. but i doubt they'll have it. heh.

mjc's medley cheer is pretty... kawaii? haha. so.. gurly and uhhh, 'act cute'? lol. but it's cool. i lurve the 'na na na na na....' part. heh. i hope regulus will be the champ hse this yr! wooohoooo!

oh, we received our orientatn pkg. lost my collar pin cos my plastic bag had a hole and i dint noe. okayy, it must've dropped in the stupid hall. urghhh. dammit. nw must BUY. wth. 2 orientatn shirts. one white, the other black. pretty cool. i like it. just a size too big for me. i wanted xs. heh.

okayy. im off for nw. gta recharge myself. i dread dragging my heavy self out of bed evry morning. i miss the hols alrdy! boohoo. nights pple. wish me luck. sighh. hhahaha.

2005-01-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

first day of orientation.

OG's Regulus 3. dno who my OGLs are. only knw them by face. hahaa. didnt interact with my grp members much except for this ahs gurl nxt to me. my first new friend thr. hahh. she's really sweet and cute.

the whole day has been filled with talks, talks and MORE talks. NUS, NTU and SMU talks. then, sub combi and resp sub talks. the worst was the talk to promote TIME mag. triple yawn man. i wanted ta slp, but hw can anyone attempt ta slp when u're lyk seated on the cold hard parquet flr of the hall? my legs and butt were aching aft sitting for 3 hours before being released fer break. haha.

aft the brk, we were back at the hall agn. for the subject talks. man, the cheena teacher rawked. he actually managed ta revive the 800plus, bt w/o the arts students, sleeping souls in the hall. he was sooo corny. lame jokes and all. i'd lyk him ta be my chink teacher. heh. some other teachers were pretty nice too ie. the geog teacher. hahaa.

we were finally released for lunch aft another gruelling 2hrs plus in the stupid hall. then had lunch at their canteen and went ta take my hgt and wgt. for what, i don't knw. hahaa. and i've shrunk agn. crappd up ruler made me shrink. hahaha.

went hme aft tht, ard 3+ and uhh, went ta register online for the subj combis. printer spoilt so amos will print for me. and it better nt be as crumpled as pickled veg tmr or i'll slaughter him for brkfast. uhh. i dun think so. hah.

kayys, off ta bed nw. long day tmr. orientatn's officially starting. games and all. wooohoooo. cant wait ta noe more peeps. im like so super duperly bored and lonely thrr. sighh. cya ppl ((:

p/s. did i mention the college song rocks? haha. it does.

2005-01-01T22:50:00.000+08:00

i typed sucha long entry yestd night aft midnight but i stupidly closed the window. grrrr. what a waste of my time.

bahh. anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR peeps!! ((: have a god-blessed 2005 ahead!!

well, the yr started with much rain in the morning but i guess it's a gd sign telling us the weather's nt gna be so warm this coming yr. i hope. hahaha.

yestd was the last ep of inuyasha. really sad. but this means i'll be able ta sleep early when sch reopens. heh. lookin on the brighter side of things. i really wna get the vcd and ost if i can find them. hmmm.

went a lil shopping yestd. bought a new wallet and some stationeries. donated a lil to the tsunami appeal. heh. had simply thai's beef noodles fer dinner. yumm. but i still lurve the salmon n mushrm baked rice at swensen's. yummilicious. -slurps. had 3 sushis whilst watching inu just nw. i've been eating alot this hols. nw am filling my tummy with a bun. yummy. hahaa. thk god im nt putting on much weight. but i've gta exercise, though. feelin so.. unhealthy and uhh.. unfit? but i still live to eat! heh.

caught meet the fockers too. am nw fockerised. haha. pamela martha focker. what a name! heh. this flick's so worthy of it's NC-16 title. if u get what i mean. haha.

anyways, sch's starting like the day aft next. so fast. it feels like yestd i just finished my o lvls. am starting ta miss my clique and of cos, faith 42!! miss the fun and laughter we all shared during boring lessons. heh. passing by gm always gives me a sense of nostalgia. guess it's time ta move on to the nxt phase of my life. boohoo. must start all over agn. i hope the pple thr are really nice ((:

oh, im so glad hoobastank topped the top 100 countdown on p10. i knew they'd be at the pinnacle of chart success. heh. 'the reason' rawks.

im gna go now, will be meeting some peeps tmr to uhh celebrate the last day of MY hol? heh. no lahh. just ta chilll n shop somemore. hahaa. cheerios peeps ((:

2004-12-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

i had a really bad christmas this yr. i bet it'll be the worst xmas ever. boohoo. i nvr got to eat enough food at my gran's on xmas dayy 'cos mostly were fried and i had a sore throat. poor me, i know. it's the worst to fall ill during xmas and cny period. urghh.

oh, and i fainted on the eve of xmas eve whilst gng back to my room frm the bathroom. how nice, NOT. i was left with unseen bruises on my nose, hips and bum. i actually knocked onto the wall. ouch! thk god i dint really knock out for long. had a high fever tht night accompanied with chills and major headache plus sore throat. killer combination, i tell you. boohoo. my parents were dang worried, esp mommy dearest. haha. i wasnt able to slp that night till the nxt morning. 'twas the worst night EVER! i nvr felt so lethargic and dizzy before. scary. i also thk god i dint spend my xmas at a hosp. tht wud've been terrible. haha.

im still left with a lil cough nw. no phlegm but throat's still a lil sore and itchy at times. sighh.

anyways, i'll be cutting my hair tmr. like finally. yayness! gna get my hands on the bag i'd wanted tooo! yay. it's so gd when it's end of yr and daddy gets his bonus, cos i get extra cash! heh heh. im gna SPLURGE! i nd new wallet, bag, hair ties, socks, clothes n prolly a new attitude. haha. i knw i've said it ample times but i'm serious, im gna be a NICER person. no airs, no arrogance, no insincerities and no bitching! heh. however, gossiping is soo EXcluded. hahaa.

i've also finally collected my GPA and eagles awards. yayness. extra 300 bucks. lol.

had band rod today. finally. thot they were nvr gna hold it. man, it wasnt exactly a blast but 'twas really nice cos i got ta see my juniors and their perfs. i also received gifts. so touched ((:
the buffet wasnt really ideal but, oh well, what's new. hahaha.

i also went mj with mandy to submit her appeal form tgt with some other docs. the pple said they'll call before 5pm today but she received no calls. gd news, i guess, cos her mum called n the peeps said if appeal was successful, they wont call but a letter will be posted. so, i should be happy for her. for now. haha. im sure she'll be successful. i'll pray for youu!! ((:

oh, on the way in, this mj gurl actually asked us "are you guys coming for the first 3mths?" and mandy replied, " she is, im here to appeal." Then tht gurl said, " why do u wna come?" at this pt, we were shockedd. hahaa. i mean, she was supposed ta promote her sch, wasnt she? lol. oh wells, but she said, "u'll enjoy ur first 3 mths here. really." And left with a smile. haha. pretty sweet. it's comforting to knw thr are nice pple over thr. she's prolly one of the OGLs. hmmm. oh, i've also chked my OG - regulus 3. amos and the others are in diff grps. sighh. im all alone. boohoo. thn agn, it's no big deal. i'll make new friends. i hope. hahaha.

okayy, i shall end my post here. pretty much longer than it shud've been. but anws, a belated x'mas to everyone and all the best for the coming new year!! ((:

sayo.

p.s. inuyasha rawks my clean socks :D

2004-12-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

23rd Dec 2004

went swimming tdy morning. sun was hiding out the whole time. boo. swam max 5laps at a go. total swam abt 12 laps. i seriously nda exercise more. jogging's next ((:

swissotel training last tues sucked. the trainer was lousy like anyth. spoke and looked like lim soon wai. eeks. haha. thk god i dint fall aslp. thr were approximately 50 pple at the session. wk starts nxt wk i guess. gta buy my cort shoes and black skirt soon. what a time to start wk. bahh. at least they pay reasonably. guess im gna quit aft june hols. heh.

was in town with mandy yestd. frm lunch to dinner. had a joyous time. crapped our time away and we ate like little piggies. haha. from a pizza at pastamania, to watermelons, desserts at scotts fdcourt and back thr for beef noodles. yummm. and i finally stepped into borders aft sucha long time. tht place was packed. last min xmas shopping, i guess.

met leen at 8.30pm, orchard mrt. then mandy went hme. waited for izzy ta show up thn we walked over to tangs ta catch the perf. they were thr ta sppt the ashmore band which were friends of their friend. yeahh. hahaha. i was thr cos leen asked me ta go. hw nice, i knw. heh. perf was 9-10pm. thn we walked over ta coffee bean at wheelock n leen bought her mocha ice blended. we planned ta walk to ps but gave up and walked to somerset instead. hahaha. by the time i reached hme, it was 11.40pm. missed 10mins of inuyasha. sighh. but at least i caught the exciting part ((:

a pity i cudnt accompany jacq ta MNG sale tdy. SORRY, DARL!!! i really wanted ta go but im strapped of cash. very much. sigh.

anyways, im down with a sore throat and a throbbing headache now. i feel terrible. ouch. my head's also pretty hot. prolly cos of the sun. uhh.. yeah. lol.

i've gta report to sch at 7.15am on 3rd jan! like, omg! deprive me of my slp. hafta wake up at like 6am agn. urghhh. still gta bring $29.50 to schh! sighh. im nt looking forward to the days aft the orientation wk which fortunately is 5days!!! yayness ((:

i hope somebody's appeal to mj will be successful. heh. -wink, wink-

im gna spend my last wk of hols debating on which cca to join and uhh.. working out how im survive jc. haha.

oh, lastly, a big THANK YOUU to all the xmas card senders. i've received 11 cards so far ((:

im feeling xmas and yr 2005!! im looking forward to nxt tues whr i'll get my moneyy. lyk finally!! hahaha.

cheerios.

2004-12-17T21:17:00.000+08:00

i shall try ta blog the actual way now.

okayy im currently facing a pretty critical financial crisis now. very much broke and have no money to spare. sry to all the peeps who asked me out for a movie or what not. damn the swissotel. they said they'll call us by the end of the mth! like huhllo? we'll alrdy be starting sch. sheesh. these pple are lying through their teeth. haha.

oh yes, im really satisfied with my posting results. i mean, im extremely elated when i saw it. like, i dint really expect it. so, i'll be spending my 2mths thr. hopefully it'll be a really nice sch with friendly pple ((:

im done with sending half of my xmas cards for now. the other half i'll try ta send them by this wk. i promise. haha. alvin's card is first this yr cos he hadta post it before he was off to NZ. lucky dude. im utterly jealous. -pouts-

surprisingly for a friday night, nobody's online. im like rotting my ass off infrnt of the comp with xmas songs playing. yes, im gettin the xmas mood like finally. christmas is my fave holiday of the whole yr. i lurve it more than cny. but i still lurve cny cos i get rich by just visiting and i get new clothes! -swoons- haha.

im thinking with all the time i have, i shud start my 2005 resolution list. i wonder hw many im gna kp. heh. the most impt one wud definitely be going back to church and anger suppression. hah. im gna be a really nice gurl frm nxt yr onwards. im gna smile more and raise my voice less. friends out thr, if u hear me raising my voice or getting agitated, remind me of the resolution i made, okay? lols.

BUT nth's official yet. i've nt gotten my resolution list out in black and white. prolly it'll be more colourful than tht. hah.

oh, and i've just updated my friendster profile like aft sucha long while. but it's basically the same thing. heh.

here comes my lyrics fever ((:

Runaway Train
by Soul Asylum

Call you up in the middle of the night
Like a firefly without a light
You were there like a blow torch burnin
I was a key that could use a little turnin

So tired that I couldn't even sleep
So many secrets I couldn't keep
Promised myself I wouldn't weep
One more promise I couldn't keep

It seems no one can help me now
I'm in too deep
There's no way out
This time I have really led myself astray

chorus
Runaway train never goin back
Wrong way on a one way track
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there

Can you help me remember how to smile
Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
How on earth did I get so jaded
Life's mystery seems so faded

I can go where no one else can go
I know what no one else knows
Here I am just drownin' in the rain
With a ticket for a runaway train

And Everything seems cut and dry
Day and night, earth and sky
Somehow I just don't believe it

CHORUS

Bought a ticket for a runaway train
Like a madman laughin' at the rain
Little outta touch, little insane
Just easier than dealin with the pain

CHORUS

Runaway train never comin' back
Runaway train tearin' up the track
Runaway train burnin' in my veins
I runaway but it always seems the same

2004-12-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

it has been awfully long since the last update. was too lazy ta blog. heh. anyways, here's what's up in my current life:

- first and foremost, a big thank you to nick for doing up this simple blogskin fer me!
- thanks a bunch ((:
- okayy, so nw im jobless cos i rejected breeks! [ they had a 6mth contract! ]
-am so irritated with tony roma's cos they broke their promise. liar, liar, pants on fire! ):
- now waiting for swissotel's call ta tell me when's their training. i hope they call. they'd BETTER anyway. heh.
- i dint noe westin stamford actually IS swissotel. i knw im dumb.
- i still wna get a lil more tanned. im not tan enough yet. haha.
- shall go swimming agn soon. im gna swim my fill during this hols ((:
- oh yes, im soooo totally addicted to inuyasha ever since two wks ago? heh.
- am nw anticipating for wed ta come cos then i can watch my show!! heh.
- apprehensive abt the placement results. wondering whr i'll end up. probably sr. i hope i'll get mj. im really praying fer it.
- oh yes, im so totally broke now and it's the xmas season. bummer.
- i've also loadsa xmas cards unwritten and unsent. omg omg im sooo dead. hah.
- i nda get like another 10 cards cos i have a whole list of pple to write to and i havent got their addresses. omg omg agn. lol.
- im sooo in lurve with the theme songs for inuyasha tht i kp repeating them for hours whenevr the comp is on. heh. call me mad. i dont care!
- i still havent caught a movie for ages. the last one was like mean girls? man, i feel lyk im living in a well. sighh.
- oh and another thing, i've also learnt that masashi of pug jelly is dating daphne khoo! ooooh. lol.
- i adore daph. i think she rawks. heh.
- i also adore pug jelly. im sooo sppt sg bands ie. pug jelly and electrico ((:
- going moon's hse tmr for her 'potluck partaye'. will be watching shark's tale and munching on junk food. major pigfest. hah.
- i think i need more bottoms. im so running out of jeans, skirts and whatsoever.
- lemme bring myself outta the critical financial crisis im facing first.
- i hope i'll get tht freaking job! rahhhh.
- god bless me. amen.

okayys, tht's abt all tht i hafta write. off ta do my things now. miss me pple! heh.

p.s. i thought of removing the tagboard and u guys can leave a note at my haloscan thing instead? how's tht?

nights ((:

2004-12-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

2 interviews tmr. bahhh. i hope i get the swensen's one. i also hope i'll get ta work with my sugarcoatedhoneylicious bestie. heh.

whatevrr it is, i hope the job wont be too harsh. lol. i hate studying the menu. and i wont wna do that. hahaha.

dl-ed some grt songs todayy. heh. dl my fill before they officially ban it. dang.

went compass pt today. returned my bks. borrowed 2 more bks.

im so into supernatural and paranormal crapp nowadays. weirdd ol' me's back agn. hah. i wonder if witches were real. i wud lurve ta meet one. not upclose, though. i dont wna die. nt yet. lol.

i realise i've got fate with the wrong pple. sighh. this is so devastating. majorly devastating.

oh yeah, caught a lil of evolution just nw. pretty cool flick. heh. corny at some parts. am dying ta lay my hands on the blair witch files vcd. i wna buy it!! urghh.

i hope i'll get a job soon. my thoughts are allowed to flow too freely when im left at home to rot. nt a very good thing.

oh yes, oh yes. i bought a really neat shirt todayy. aft sucha long time of nt buying a new shirt. lol. it's super worth it. i lurve it ((:

wish me luck for the interviews tmr. may god bless me. amen.

nights pple :D

2004-12-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

im in lurve with point-blogging. heh.

- went ard scouting fer jobs today.

- hedi almost stood me up agn. oh wells. nt the first time anyway.

- met her at 4pm.

- went tony roma's cos we cudnt find the notice we were looking for. dang.

- filled up application form. told ta go dwn fer an interview on mon.

- went brekz at marina sq. filled up application form. said they will call. we'll see. haha.

- nxt was swensen's at orchard.

- was scheduled an interview on mon, late evening.

- a pity hedi cudnt go cos her birthday is in late dec! hahahaha.

- i am 16 and she's not! whahahs. hw sad.

- went cafe cartel at raffles but they only hired 17 and abv. sighh.

- wanted nydc and nooch too but they had no vacancies. aww.

- went ta enquire at billy bombers and this gurl came back saying, "sry, we have enough vacancies."

- 'twas supposed ta mean tht thr were NO MORE vacancies lahh.

- what english was tht? hah.

- so i'll be waiting for brekz ta call and the interviews on mon.

- oh yeah, anybody who wants ta come along for the swensen's interview, contact me, yes?

- thks a whole lot (( :

- my feet's aching like hell nw tks to all the miles of walking.

- a lil exaggeration thr. lol.

blessed night everyone.

it's 21 days to x'mas. yays!

2004-12-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

im too tired to write properly, so im writing in pt form. pardon me (( :
- went for class chalet at dwntwn on 1st dec.
- had fun screaming while watching sg idol. hahs.
- smelt so oily and smoky when i left the place. as usual. lol.
- taufik won. yayness. taufik rawks!
- down with sylvester. haha.
- towned with kula.
- finally bought my slippers. hw pathetic.
- kuls bought a pair of shoes but were of diff sizes!
- ran back from cine to far east. saw sylvester and taufik! omg :D
- but the shop closed by the time we got thr! wth.
- we almost caught shutter with nick n isaac but the show was too late [ 2130hrs ]. hw sad.
- went hme with my legs aching like hell tks ta kuls. boo. haha.
- swam at sgoon complex with kuls today morning.
- she was late. cos she forgot her phone. urgh. boo agn. lol.
- swam for abt 2hrs.
- am nw roasted. arms are red like i dno what. haha.
- went heartland ta lunch.
- kuls bought her xmas cd. she's a happy gurl nw. lol.
- she went ta change her shoes aft tht while i went hme ta ROT. heh.
- gna go job hunting tmr. i hope.
- i need a job oh-so-desperately cos xmas is coming! dang.

okayy. im so done with point-blogging. heh. im in nd of some serious shopping. am alrdy sick of town. any other suggestions, peeps? (( :

2004-12-01T12:10:00.000+08:00

youu gurls rawk my day (( :

i lurve my srcc gurlies: jan, shena and cheryl.

i lurve val too but i dint see her tdy. hw sad.

we had loadsa fun walking aimlessly ard town tdy. dint manage ta find my slippers but i enjoyed my time with them. wholesome fun.

made lots of noise evrywhr we went bcos of cheryl. her voice is still as loud as ever. haha. plus we were like reminiscing those days we spent in safra. miss those days.

hw i wish i cud turn back time and be a pri sch student once agn, doing the silliest things with the gurls. hah.

but it's impossible so i've just gta make do with spending some time with them when we're all free. all of us are committed to at least smth.

shena: bowling ; jan: BAND ; cheryl: her BF? hahaha. and me? uhhs.. my rotten life. probably a job soon? god knws. sighh.

im rotting away infrnt of the comp blogging rubbish agn. hw interesting. NOT.

okayy, gtg have a gd night's slp before the class chalet tmr. no comments abt it. im just so sick of everyth now lahh. screw me.

im nt staying overnight anymore. doubt i'll be going on thurs cos it's like so freaking far and i dont feel like going escape.

lastly, me being a superbly filial daughter, am gna say this:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMSIE (( :

she's so glad im nt staying overnight cos this way, i can at least accompany her thru the last few hours of her burfdae. awww. hah.

oh yeah, im so burnt now. red like a cooked lobster. yeouch.

2004-11-29T01:05:00.000+08:00

went grandma's ta celebrate my couz's burfdays. joint celebration. hah. one is turning 2, the other turning 11. yes. hahaa. captured the younger birthdae gurl's pic in my hp. she's sooooo cute. haha. but she still refuses ta call 'jiejie' when she sees me. naughty gurl. haha.

ate my fill today. i lurve my grandma's food. hahaa. i lurve her soup. so slurpiliciously good tht i drank one and a half bowls of it. made me so bloated. haha. had fun seeing my cousins do hilarious stuff and run ard like wild monkeys on the loose. as usual. hahaa. what to do? im like the oldest thr. 2 of my cousins dint turn up. like hw sad lahh cos i don't see them that often. haha.

evrything went well except the cake. nt very nice. it's like too sweet or smth. nt really to my liking lahh. apparently not to my grandma's and mumsie's liking too. haha. when my grandma asked us ta bring some cake home, i KINDLY rejected. haha. told her i was too full. oh wells.

so tmr's the 30th nov alr. cant wait for the class chalet on wed. but i feel so guilty for nt spending the day with my mum cos it's her burfdae. sighh. nvm. i shall make up to her. haha. guess i'll be staying overnight till thurs. im gna drag as many peeps along with me as possible. gurls, of cos. haha.

prolly goin swimming tmr aft sucha long time. i want a tan. haha. i knw i won't be able ta get one but i just want it. so badly. haha. hopefully tht gurl's sis recovers frm her fever or else the swimming trip's GONE. sighh. then i'll hafta go look for a job with juls tmr -pouts-.

oh yeah, hedi's probably so sad nw cos she's heading back hme tmr morning. hahaha. no more korea for her! i hope she brings back smth for me (( : i want kim rae won, kim jae won, moon geung young and uhhh.. all the korean movies, OSTs and cds. heh. greedy greedy me.

okayy, i shall end here cos im gettin really slpy. my dear mother woke me up at 11.18am today! i hardly slept between 6.30-9am!! was like tossing and turning endlessly till i finally felt so tired, thn she hadta wake me up. rahhh. and i must wake up early tmr morning if i want my swim. sighh. poor me. it's the hold but i don't get the amt of rest i WANT. urgh.

my current fave: [ a pretty old one ]

The Last Song
by All American Rejects

This may be the last thing that I write for long
Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song, for you, and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best, it wasn't me
Will you give it back, and I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want
Is this what you need
How you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that it would be this way,
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade.
Now I am gone, just try and stop me, now.

You wanted the best, but it wasn't me
Will you give it back, now i'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want
Is this what you need
How you end up let me know.

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now ?
You'll find a way somehow
You want it too
I want it too

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

2004-11-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

im so boredd. like totally. i wna swim but evryone's outta town. hedi's in freaking korea, leen and moon's in cambodia. rahhh. poor leen. dno hw's she coping being single-handed. lol. okayy. tht's a lil mean. but i miss swimming with them! haha. nobody ta swim with me nw tht they're gone. awwww.

i've been stuck at home for the past few days. went sch today for the briefing. a waste of my time. hahaa. anyways, may be going yf's hse ta submit my application tmr. we'll see. dno wadta choose yet. 12 choices. very well. think i can barely fill 6 of them. crapp.

im so bored, im so bored, im so bored! im rotting at home. eat, sleep, read, go online, stone, slp. rahhh. madness. im being the hyper me todayy. dno why. must be joan's fault. made me say all that crap. nw she's gna have a headache frm figuring out hw to resolve the situation. god bless her. haha.

3 more days moon and leen will be back. another 5 more days and hedi will be back. ahhh. then we can dye our hair together. hw blissful. lol. kayy. im mad.

am off now. ciao!

2004-11-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

seriously, nw tht im done with the exams, i feel so empty. it's like my life's lacking smth. seriously. another irony of life. oh wells.

okayy, so i went shopping with yf yestd. we went ps, citilink, suntec and thn compass pt. yes. we ARE mad. haha. managed to get the things i wanted and so did yf. spent quite alot. my juniors had better be pleased. n those silly friends of mine. hah.

so today i spent my time doing smth which i have not done for a long long time - art. yes. A R T. okay, i admit im no van gogh or picasso here but hey, at least i bother to fork out time and effort ta complete those crafts aighhts! hah. and the result of everything? pretty much purrfect. lol. okayy. three quads of it was good. thr was just a slight problem with my painting skills lahh. haha. anyways, the receiver won't mind, i just know it. hah. the aftermath of hours of putting pieces of things together: pain in thumb for squeezing the pathetic super glue [ rahhs! ], buttache for sitting too long on the hard wooden chairr and dizziness for looking dwn too much. bt it was rather worth it. i lurve my work ((:

anws, i had instants for dinner. wht can be worse than having instant noodles for dinner? having PLAIN instant noodles! urghh. it was so nt filling at all. it's like evry single strand of noodle got absorbed by the microvilli in my small intestine and transported via my hepatic portal vein to my ~~lungs~~ liver. oh crapp. in short, i'm still hungry. rahhh. anyone's so nice to buy me supper? haha. i wish i had a 24hr kitchen, 2 personal servants and a 24/7 confidante. oh yeahh, a cutesy lil terrier will complete the whole pkg really well. haha.

grt. my mum's having one of those blardy tantrums agn. sighh. she starts banging evryth in the hse. all i can do is to shut myself up in the room, blast the freaking radio and read my totally senseless and blatantly crude book. haha. wht a daughter. oh wells.

tmr's the pae briefing thing. gta reach sch by 9am. yawn. thr goes my 10 hr beauty slp. haha. thn i've gta find a day ta register online at yf's hse cos my freaking printer's spoilt just when i needed it most. hw wonderful. not.

oh yeah. tht day i towned with izzy, we saw this guy with his gurl strolling towards ps, infrnt of us. as usual, both of us were laughing like nobody's business and talking shit. for some reason, tht guy turned back a few times ta look at us. i mean, okayy, he meant no harm lahh. haha. he looked pretty cute and all bt he's attached lahh. so, wth. nt tht i care anyway. lol. thn the next day, i went sk library with mumsie and guess what? concidence of coincidences, i saw tht same guy! haha. man, i was totally laughing to myself cann! i was at one of the shelves and browsing this bk and he walked past with his gf and another gurl. thn i looked up n saw him. apparently, he felt me staring at him and so, he turned back ta look. then i got a shock and i guess he did too cos he had this stupid " it's you agn " face. lol. the whole episode's dang funny lahh. u will only understand it if u were me. haha. anws, this just goes to show tht sg is really pathetically small. yawnn.

man, i've said quite a lot alr. gta quit my habit of long windedness. haha. okayy so im off nw aft close to 50 mins of blogging. with intervals in betwn, duh. haha. ciao!