20060516
19:38
earCANDY : Jewellry - Passion
my chemistry test is S.C.R.E.W.E.D again.
there goes my E.
choong's gna come after me. again.
i hope i didn't fail my bio too tragically.
can't wait for this wkend's cip. it sounds pretty exciting already (:
off to do the remaining tutorials. arghh.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060506
00:35
earCANDY : staind - everything changes
I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you I suppose
'Cos the wounds never heal.
But everything changes
If I could turn back the years
If you could learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel.
my 2.4km run was a goner. improvement but still no A. sighh. thinking if i should re-run. shall make su run with me. we shall get our As. haha.
anyway, today was ODAC exco rally for the j1s. heard some pretty good and not-so-good speeches. casted my votes and, i'm hoping the current exco will allocate appropriate positions to the six with the highest no. of votes. i'd hate to see ODAC crumble under lousy leadership, like it did. tsk.
on a random note, i think ophir might actually turn out to be quite fun, but since im missing ophir goodness, or lack thereof, i might as well make use of my vesak weekend to mug for the dreaded chem test. again! arghh. i hate the mjc chemistry department alrdy!
here comes the weekend! time to memorise my bio skill A sample report and regurgitate everyth on tuesday. god bless my soul.
every man wears a mask.
beneath this mask is yet another mask.
how many facades does one actually have?
the world is getting more complex.
i feel detached from everything.
happy 18th birthday mandyy!!! (:
loadsa love <33
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060502
22:49
earCANDY : parachute band - complete
bio test was... unnerving. i hope i'll get at least an E. i dont wna see ms wang after school!! i have hardly enough time to finish my chem hmwk alrdy laaa! i think the teachers are driving us nuts. now i understand why lee fang lan [sec 3&4 stupid ss teacher] told us a lvls is the worst phase of our lives.
anyway, i cleared my five stations with five As! know what? i finally got an A for sit and reach tks to aidil's leniency and somebody teaching me to uhm, cheat. LOL. and i finally took less than 11 secs to complete my shuttle run! and i jumped slightly above 2m for sbj (: (: (: but i don't see how i'm gna get my ironwoman award bcos my 2.4km is definitely not A-grade-worthy! awww. nvm, i'll just run as fast as my legs can carry me on friday!! joanne, let's be ironwomen and boast to shauna! LOL.
odac's dreaded PT session tmr again. oh wells, i hope i dont have to run 9 rounds AGAIN. javier's a little MORE out of his mind these days. i wna conserve energy for my final 2.4km run on friday!
i actually think i'll miss odac sessions when i step down. all the silly activities we had this 1.5yrs:
- annual odac camp 2005. met the bunch of hysterical seniors.
- the ophir climb, whr 8 ppl spent like an hr in my 4-man tent gossipping in the middle of the night.
- the ECO challenge, whr i got to swim, walk, run and cycle. really tested my limits.
- x*blaze Camp 2006 @ ubin. despite the rain and mosquitoes, the camp was relatively fine. of cos, it'd have been better w/o the blood-sucking monsters! haha.
- xpose 2006. camping outside the chain of seafood restaurants at an unearthly hour, waiting for meteor shower (which NEVER came, btw), slping at macs and singing our hearts out at macritchie.
ahh. i guess in times of suffering, thr's bound to be a share of joy too (:
So I lift my eyes to you Lord
In your strength will I break through Lord
Touch me now, let your love fall down on me
I know your love dispels all my fears
Through the storm I will hold on Lord
And by faith I will walk on Lord
Then I'll see beyond my calvary one day
And I will be complete in You
p/s. anyone for youth svc @ plmc this saturday, 1930hrs? haha.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060501
22:28
earCANDY : 98degrees - always you and i
i think oldies are the best kind of music around. i totally dig the music of the 80's and 90's. they are THE classics!
bio test is tmr. im so screwed. i know i ought to be studying but i just can't bring myself to. guess im gna go read some tys qsns after this and keep my fingers crossed that at least one qsn will come up tmr. haha.
my 5 stns for napfa's also tmr. my sit and reach is so gone case, as usual. hope the rest will get an A! i wna jump beyond 2m again! tsk. tmr's a tuesday, my favourite day. but i dread this wk. it's a busy busy wk with bio test and napfa tmr, chem test and 2.4km run on friday. ah. so doomed. after this wk, next wk is another 4-day wk!! ((:
anyway, the A Lvls timetable sucks la. i only end on the 23rd nov. like 6 more mths to freedom ):
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
