20060329
21:03
earCANDY: rooster - deep and meaningless
bah! what a joke.
life's becoming a melodrama cum joke to me. sometimes, i cant differentiate between what's real and what's not. i wake up from a dream thinking that parts of it are real, and i live reality hoping that some [ or most ] of it is a nightmare.
i cant take it that i get scolded for trying so hard at smth. hello, is it like MY FAULT? at least i tried, right? wasn't that the key thing that teachers ALWAYS told their students? to "put in your bestest effort"?
i think it's really true that jc life brings out the worse of everyone. everyone starts looking terrible due to sleep deprivation, their complexion becomes awful, they tend to erupt more easily and yada yadaa. well, im like that. don't worry, i'll be fine aft everything's over. i hope.
for now, i just want the current issue to be over. get those ppl off my back and resume my carefree life as per normal. thankyouverymuch.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060328
23:24
earCANDY: jay chou - hei she mao yi
i studied for chem and yet i failed. AGAIN. dammit. it's either me or my screwed-up brain. either way, i guess it's still me. urgh. i hope i passed bio and math.
i swear im never going to forgive the person who sold me out. screw that person. made my life hell. like THANKS. you better not be who im suspecting. if you are, im DEAD DISAPPOINTED in you and i'd never want to see you again. what a "friend".
on a lighter note, i passed gp. not very well, but still a pass.
tmr's a short day. no odac. total yayness. havent gone home so early for sucha long time now. only like 4 hours of lessons including 50 mins of recess. ahhh. bliss. heh. oh, but it's THREE straight lectures tmr. wednesday's rot-your-butts off day. tsk.
i think this year's a bad year for me. so many things have happened and now, i have an irritant in group 5. THANKS for pushing that person to my group, su. THANKS. hurhurr.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060326
21:53
earCANDY: yellowcard - waiting game
it's back to lessons tomorrow. sighh. i cant wait to get out of mj alrdy. i dont HATE the sch, i just HATE studying for exams. haha. well, who doesn't? ahhh. tmr still must go back early to go through the solutions for maths' block test paper. what a waste of my time. make me deprived of slp again! grrr.
gna have tuition tmr. hedi's decided to strive harder for her exams after seeing her common test results. hahaha. we'll all score straight A's and shock our parents! then we can go shopping in HK! woohoo! haha.
anyway, im quite proud of myself. today i managed to complete my NMR Spectroscopy tutorial and the Homeostasis tutorial. im turning into sucha geek alrdy. heh.
i cant wait for the many many treats that many many people owe me!! hahaha. i have 1 dinner, 1 lunch and 2 movie treats awaiting me! yayness. okay, i sound like a cheapo freeloader. LOL!
i hope i dont get any F's for blocks. and i hope i pass at least one sub. hahaha. i promise i'll get straight A's soon. SOON. lol.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060325
01:35
earCANDY: senses fail - choke on this
today was totally awesome. loved the singing session, the towning and, the pigging-out!! hahaha. it's been a long time since mandy and i have towned tgt. and pig-out session @ chompchomp was the best ever!
sambal stingray. fried oyster omelette. fried hokkien mee. LARGE glass of grassjelly drink. purechocolate from coffee bean. ahhh. this is heaven, i tell you.
as i was telling mandy, i can't wait for the time when we can just sit at coffee bean, talk abt everything random, whilst enjoy people-watching. the aircon [altho VERY cold], the view and, the company (:
oh. and i really think we're getting more telepathic. hahaha. it's like, we know what each of us are thinking with just a look at each other. hahaha. olive @ olivio gelato? that cafecartel person today? tsktsk.
okay, im finally gna catch a movie tmr. i hope it's one worth the money! hahaha.
RIVAL's on tmr. channel u. 6pm. kim jae won!! ahhh. hahaha.
I gave you these roses now but I left in the thorns,
I'd rather hurt someone than hurt myself .
I'll dispose of you like a lighter out of fuel,
I'll lose you somewhere on a dusty shelf.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060324
01:02
earCANDY: dishwalla - angels or devils
i cant wait to town. i cant wait to sing. i cant wait to have nonsensical fun with mandyy again! hahahaha. this is what J2 life deprives us of - freedom to do whatever we want!!!
nevermind. 8 more months to ultimate freedom! can't wait :D
block tests, i felt, were pretty badly done. im just hoping i pass GP and i'll get no F's. heh. time for intensive studying ahh. simon, RIGHT? chiong math all tha waayyyy!!! heh.
random note: will the shrimp-grower turn green if subjected to the same conditions [which will turn shrimps green] as the shrimp? hmmm.
==> adapted from mjc biology block test 2006. hahaha!
This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time
I will fall Into a place that fails us all inside.
And I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
Will take time.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060318
00:37
earCANDY : the perishers - sway
i think i'll stick with blogger. LJ's functions are quite limited.
anyway, i thank god that the ordeal is over. im glad you survived it, although barely. this must not happen ever again. i've never been so worried sick about someone that i lost sleep and appetite these two days.
i've still got much bio to cram into that limited brain space of mine. it feels saturated. i dont feel like studying for the block tests. i hope i'll at least get EEO. an AO for chem would be a blessing. I HATE ORGANIC CHEMISTRY! oh, and i still cannot master VECTORS! argh.
I don’t wanna hurt you
I don’t wanna make you sway
Like I know I’ve done before
I will not do it anymore
I’ve always been a dreamer
I've had my head among the clouds
Now that I’m coming down
Won’t you be my solid ground?
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060315
00:02
national vertical marathon 2006 [120306]
participant #9214
conquered 43 storeys of suntect tower FOUR
anyway, i've relocated.
haardeehaa.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
