20060227
09:47
earCANDY : Jacob De Haan - Ross Roy [ SYF 2003 Choice Piece ]
broadband's down these few wks. hope dad gets me a new one soon. and a faster one too.
recently, im missing band alot. the times spent in GM band especially. miss my juniors and seniors. i miss performing and all the silly band exchanges. i miss the rehearsals for school events esp. arts night, thanksgiving and the 80th anniversary at VCH! and of cos, i miss participating in the SYF! sighh.
anyway, im quite pissed i wont be able to catch "so you think you can dance" bcos it airs every MONDAY. for once, i wish i didn't have tuition. maybe i'll stop for a mth of skip some monday lessons. i have been eagerly anticipating that show and now, i'm utterly disappointed!! urgh.
i hope i dont get bottom 10 for the next organic chem test tmr otherwise im sure choong will make life during chem hell for me. on a happier note, i got 10th in level for the recent bio test. total yayness. finally redeemed myself from the utter shame of lousy chem results. hurhur.
okay. im off to mug a little for chem before my next lesson. adios.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060207
22:19
earCANDY: elliot smith - coast to coast
chingay on friday and saturday was BORING. but i guess ushering wasn't THAT bad. you get to see all kinds of ugly singaporeans. people who are bossy, hard to please and KIASU uncles and aunties. stood almost throughout the whole chingay procession on saturday, didn't manage to get a chance to sit. those half-lane ticket holders are bloody unlucky. have to brave the rain and sit on the WET mat. but it's also bcos of that, we get to see all sorts of funny, desperate methods the audience use to make their spot comfortably dry. bloody hilarious. hahaha. oh, the white shirt's pretty artsy. pretty rocking. haha.
went back after this morning's chem test. the test is SO SCREWED. i'll jump for joy as long as i do not see a freaking F on my script. im serious. my mind was practically blank as i stepped into LT3 and received my script. i couldn't draw a proper structure! you know what, i think this really proves the point that im NOT cut out for organic chemistry. in fact, i think im not cut out for chemistry in whole. whahaha.
anyways, i think im getting my voice back, but it's a slow process. i need a catalyst to speed things up man. i haven't sang a single song for the past 3wks! yes, that includes the national AND college anthem. hahaha. i can't even speak properly w/o my voice gng off halfway! oh but now the cough and sore throat's gone, the bloody fever is back. sigh. but i think it'll be gone by the time i wake up tmr morning. hopefully. haha. i've got a full-dress rehearsal tmr! cant afford to miss it! plus, we need to complete our dance! omg. this is so scary. our dance isn't even totally completed! arghhh. so unnerving!
well, looking on the brighter side of my life, i end sch at 12.55pm tmr! ((:
lastly, somebody's turned 20 today! so OLD alrdy! hahaha.
i still get the same stressful feeling
whenever i'm with you ;
but i DO miss
being with you (:
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20060201
21:52
earCANDY: Jay Chou - Feng
i woke up at 4.25am this morning with a freaking migraine that didn't subside since last night. couldn't take it anymore and went to take panadol before attempting to return back to slp. think i only fell aslp 30mins later. screw the migraine. then, i woke up with a queasy feeling in my stomach like as though i was gna puke any moment. i think the red wine from last night added to the panadol pill on an empty stomach provided me that much dreaded effect. thought i was gna skip sch today. hahaha!
so anyhow, i just got back from odac's post-cny bbq at pasir ris park. the food pretty much sucked except for kikiko's sambal fillet.and the crabsticks. am still feeling a lil hungry now. haha. doubt my cough's gna recover anytime soon considering the amt of cny goodies i gobbled over the past few days, and today's bbq-ed food. thank god i didn't have to do PT today, or else i'd probably coughed to my death on mj's track. LOL.
this wk's gna be one eventful week. chingay on friday and sat. road race on friday. i end lessons at 11.15am! plus, i don't have to run cos im a student official! total yayness. sadly, i'm still nt excused from tmr's dreadful pe run. ms tan lahh! don't give in to my whinings! hahahaa.
anyway, i've finally and officially dropped literature. im quite sad abt it but, i'll look at it as an investment for however bright a future i have. haha. now i'll have at least 1 free period everyday. time to rush my tutorials. loadsa backlogs to clear! darn. i need help for organic chem chapters from alcohols onwards. im pretty much lost in chem tutorials. urgh. life of a J2 sucks. can't wait to get it over and done with. 9more mths of perseverance! oh dear, it sounds really short. hahaha.
you know, it's weird how everyone's falling really sick at the same time? must be the sudden stress from schoolwork. and people get irritated more easily. sigh. sometimes, just one day without communicating with somebody, i feel as though he/she evolved into another person, like their doppelganger or smth. okay, maybe it's just me.
p/s. i made this skin MYSELF. cool, right? TSK.
god answered my prayer, but it came 3.5 years late.
now, we're leading our separate lives.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
