20051130
21:02

got bored online while waiting for my mother to buy dinner back. at 10pm. har har.


Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?


ah hah! i always knew i was a born leader. tsk.

anyway, the past few days were exhausting BUT fun! got to eat, chat, gossip and slack alot. all in all, i really enjoyed myself these few days. cheers to the people who made me really happy (:

ODAC chalet coming up tmr. bbq tmr and some graduation stuff on the second. work @ expo starts tmr too. i hope my legs wont suffer from cramps due to the looonngggg standing hours. i'll be soooo looking forward to lunch. i hope i'm able to get some company for meal brks. hahaha. thk gdness everyth ends in four days. pity those working for 9 days. hahaha. and im crossing my fingers and toes really hard, praying that i won't have to do cashiering these four days. it totally sucks. i dont wna end up paying money. hahahha.

okay. im off to sleep soon. only had abt two hours of slp last night at the chalet. superrrr exhausted. goodnights all.




i think im playing with fire ;
but im addicted to it.






i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051124
21:00

last episode of LOST tonight. im officially only left with mdwav3 to watch. so i can only look forward to the end of every week. pathetic me. i hope mediacorp will bring in better shows soon. i dont wna die of boredom this holidays man.

tanned a little with mandy today. we had sooooooooooo much fun. the kinda fun words cannot describe. i officially conclude that the sun makes the both of us drunk. the sun is our alcohol man. hahahaha. yay. we should have such cheap thrills more often!!! relive our childhood and carefree days. ahhhh...

grandma's maid coming to stay for a few nights this week. im gna feel weird living with an outsider. wish i had gone for mobile camp. no, im kidding! haha. i hope she's easy to get along with. and i hope she does the household chores for my mum!!! hahahaha. whatever it is, im gna get out of the house as much as possible. tsk.

somehow i cant wait for orientation2006 to start. im feeling quite excited abt it. haha. but, i dont exactly favour my grpmates. let's just say we are people of totally opposite personalities and i feel quite uhmm.. awkward with them since i dno any of them before the ogl camp. but at least im nt with chunwai!! hahaha. poor amelia. tsktsk. oh btw, im taking Regulus 4 next yr!! dammit. i wanted Regulus 3. hahaha. reg 3 rocks!!! joanne, liping and simon all agree with me!?!?! lol.

okay. im now waiting for my dinner. bloody hungry. gna have fried rice. yummmm. hope having a maid ard will not affect my enjoyment of LOST tonight. hmmm. im making it sound like sucha big deal when it really isnt. oh wells. hahahaha.

p/s. exorcism of emily rose rocks. those without horrorphobia definitely have to catch it! hahaha.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051122
23:14

john little orientatn cum briefing yestd @ specialists centre. 2 hours. so boring. must rmb to do this and that ; enter by staff entrance ; inform this person if anyth blah blah blah. goodness. and now im supposed to get a white polo shirt. anyone with extra PLEASE do what you know you're supposed to do - LEND ME! hahahahaha. thankyouverymuch.

met yvonne for dinner aft briefing. finally caught a movie!!! the last one i watched was like madagascar. okay, i know im so bloody ancient. hahaha. so we caught 'Just Like Heaven'. quite a nice show actually. i thought reese witherspoon looked a tad like the olsen twins during one scene. hahah. so after that, we TRIED very hard to find somewhere whr we could sit and talk, and we really searched high and low for a decent place okay. in the end we settled for McCafe, or whatever you call that, @ Shaw. talked till like 11 plus and i rmbed i had sentosa recce today morning, and i HAVE TO catch the last bus. hahaha. so we kinda rushed to orchard stn, and smart lil' me made the right choice of gng to bishan instead of taking NEL to kovan bcos i'd have missed the last bus then. boy was i glad to get on the last bus!! 11.45pm!! hahaha.

so i reached home ard 12+. by the time i really slpt, i think it was close to 1.30am. and i woke up at 5.40am this morning. dont tell me i had enough slp. that is sheer lying through your teeth and i'll skin whoever who says that. alive. whahaha. so smart lil' me, once again, decided to leave earlier in case like i faint or what during the recce. hahaa. yes. im quite proud of myself. but really, i was super duper ultra extremely uber absolutely EXHAUSTED beyond words. and it didn't help that we were stuck in the rain. made my day even more gloomy. i was really exhausted.

okay, i've gotta have my beauty slp now. john little training again tmr @ SC. 4 whole long bloody hours this time round. god bless me. but really, who's complaining since im actually getting PAID for attending the training and orientatn session? hahaha. and im quite glad i'll only be wking for FOUR days! woohooo. i can still play my hols away! hahahhaa. but i'll earn like a pathetically pathetic amount of pathetic moolah. okay, but at least it's over 200bucks. hahaha.

goodnights people (:

p/s. yvonne, if u're reading this, i sincerely thank you for the uhhh... "torchlight" thing. i hope i'll never have to use it. and you better hope so too!! hahaha.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051120
22:46

OGL camp is finally overrrr!!!!! and it ended about an hour earlier than scheduled. woohoooo. now there's just another sentosa recce thing on tues and no more meetings till the 28th of dec!!! yayness. anyway, OGL camp was extremely exhausting. but the csi was really REALISTIC and pretty creepy since it was played at night. they visited places like the area outside bio lab, which was the "murder scene", and the deserted entrance of the office right at the end of the F blk. i could totally relate the whole plot to fongcw. hahaa. uncanny resemblance. oh, amelia and melanie were quite spooked abt the whole thing. they kept thinking about it ALL NIGHT!! hhahaha. so funny.

learnt two new dances during camp. one couple and the other solo ; accidentally in love and livin' la vida loca respectively. the latter is really hard to keep up. beats are fast ; steps complicated. hahaha. but it's a really cool choreography. nt bad considering it is thought by the COUNCILLORS, not dance society. haha.

accidentally in love really brings back memories in gm. IZZY!!! DO YOU RMB THE SONG?!?! it was one of your favourite songs! we kept singing and swaying to it in class, remember?!?!?! i miss the gm classrm days quite badly. i miss faith42!!! the canteen! the classroom! singspirations and chapel sessions! stinky pe room and gym! i even miss the stupid teachers! hahahhaa. oh oh oh, and my 'CHIOBU', max !!! whahaha. wonder how's he [ she? ] doing now. pretty boy. hahahaha.

okay, another 14 minutes to my favourite show. loadsa vampire action coming up! can't wait! hahaha. im off for now. tata people!! (:


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051116
19:28

finally had popeye's with joanne after a long time. the portions have shrunk like mad. soon, we'll be eating bones and gravy. hahaha. as usual, we stayed for about 2 hrs there this time. talked till we saw des, minghui, shufen and siyuan. both of us agreed that the combination of people was VERY weird. hahahaha.

odac training sucked. ran to pasir ris park and ran back. okay, joanne and i WALKED back. but it was a pretty looooonnggg walk. haha. quite proud of myself. managed to drag myself outta bed to attend training, bearing the thought that i had only 5hours plus of slp. can't wait for the odac ppl to be off for their mobile camp and mt kinabalu trip. then i can declare myself free from odac for those two periods. whahaha.

can't wait to get ogl camp over with. must build good rapport with my ohl so that i can choose my grouping and not end up with tobiasfongcw. hahahaha. im so sorry if i sounded mean. i just can't help but worry. and laugh. lol.

ogl meeting tmr. again. B-O-R-I-N-G. wasting precious time. haha.

ohohoh, i finally got my jobs. both at expo. im so proud of myself. hahaha. hope i'll survive the workload! tsk. anyway, now that the A and O lvls are coming to an end, if they have not alrdy, town is gna be filled with more party-goers. and they really parttyyy. i can't wait for my A's to be over!! omgoodness. sooooo long more to go. urgh. enjoy my hols first! hahaha.

oh chk this out, i am kooky like tom cruise! haha.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051113
22:41

i finally found mdwav 3's OST! and guess where i found it? at heartland's music junction! arghh. to think i've been searching for it in BIGGER music stores. tsk. hahaha. but im still contemplating on whether i should get it or not. or maybe i should just save the money for the vcd set and get 'my little bride' movie instead. hmmmm.

okay, im so screwed for my I&R. totally do not know what to write!! urghh. and i thought pw was OVER. sheesh. im just gna have to try my best to be critical of my own project. hahaha.

today's sunday which means there will be MDWAV3 ltr at eleven!! ultimate joy of the week. whahaha. i always look forward to the end of the week. heh. more vampire action!

class chalet @ pasir ris tmr. gna have some cool fun. gna see mr choong. i hope! haha. maybe we should have got ms wang to bring her boyf too! lol. then get mrs chin and ms yasmin to bring their husbands! so much fun! hahaha. im so gna miss the class if we get separated. im crossing my fingers. and toes.

nxt wk's gna be so eventful! class chalet from mon-tues. odac training on wed and fri. jc 1 bash on fri. ogl camp on sat and sun. AND sentosa on one of those days. wheeee. so exciting. hahahaha. but im nt exactly looking forward to the ogl camp part, though. it sounds and it IS exhausting! tsk.

okay. another 20mins before my show starts. gna have to edit my I&R now. hopefully can get the second draft done sent to yasmin by tonight.

one more wk to the end of A Lvls. cannot be smug anymore. SO SAD!!! no more showing off! hahaha.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051112
22:24

OLIVIO ITALIAN GELATO @ sgoon garden village. that incident was bloody funny.

me: ( turns to stare at mandy, abt to whisper smth to her )
mandy: ( before i could say anyth ) CUUTE! <== what i wanted to say.
both of us: -LAUGHS HYSTERICALLY-

hahahahahhahahaha. absolutely spastic! the manager, bee, probably thought we were mad. oh, but we thought she was waaay worse than both of us. haha. it was the first time we received such good treatment from a manager! 4 free oreo cookies + a cup of iced water + an additional free scoop of ice cream ( still unclaimed ). ultimate yayness. hahaha.

gng out with mandy was soooooo much fun today. all the nonsensical fun. whahahha. i can't wait for the day we crash each other's hses!!! it's gna be soooooo fun. lol.

p/s. mandy, i still don't believe her name's OLIVE!! whahaha. but she's really quite cute. esp her size! LOL.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051111
12:06

friday is a terrible day. there is NOTHING to watch on television. so pathetic. haven't watched any show since morning, before i went out.

anyways, finally visited FOS @ Holland V. big place but nt much to see. however, i managed to get my 3/4 sleeved blouse. like FINALLY. so nice okay. and it wasn't that expensive too! great bargain. whahaha. and i think i took the last XS one. yay. so pleased with myself. momsie said it was nice too! (: shan and i headed back to town aft holland v.

funny how i do not see ppl i know walking along orchard rd but the moment i hit the mrt stations, i see them. well, i saw bee, huai and anyi @ somerset ctrl stn ; aft which, i saw derrick [ in his uniform ] @ dhoby ghaut. he was walking towards the northsouth line. weird guy. so late [ 7++ ] still heading to town! tsktsk. singapore is a small small place.

i nda satisfy my cravings for BLACK PEPPERED CRABS!!! -drools. i wna try that Pepper Lunch place one day. it's sells soooo peppery stuff. i LOVE (:

anyways, im still on the lookout for really nice necklaces and earrings. hard to find reasonably priced ones in town man. no luck in tm either. hahaha. can't wait for class chalet on mondayy!! it's gna be sooooooooo fun!!! we'll get to see mr choong!!! hahaha. so funny.

tmr's finally saturday. one more day till i get my weekly fix of vampire action. my ultimate joy. hahaha. im so gna save up to get the vcd and ost. if i can find the ost. hahaha. btw, the music vid for 永恒国度 is so nice pls! and kenneth chan rocks, as always :D

okay, till i blog again, i shall enjoy what freedom i have of my holidays and not worry abt schoolwork! oh dang. i just rmbed i have chem and math hol assignments collecting dust on my table. urghhh. spoilers.


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051110
12:11

PW is O-V-E-R!!!!! it is out of my life. now and forever. total yayness! guess i could say that all went quite smoothly altho there were a few hiccups here and there. our skit was wonderful but justin's grp was pretty much funnier. but, it's alright. MJ043 still rocks! to a certain extent. haha. now i'll just have to wait for yasmin to reply my email and gimme her comments on my first draft. it's gna take forever, i know. urgh.

finally gna spend some time with neoyishan tmr. it's been a very very very looonnnngggg time since i last saw her. miss bitching abt people in our sch. whahahha! i miss having recesses with her also. and her guniang-ness. damn funny.

oh yes people, if there are any ATTRACTIVE job deals, pls pls pls inform me, yes? im hard on cash now, which totally sucks btw. thank you soooo much.

now i can finally begin on my well-deserved looonnnggg break. im so not looking forward to climbing bukit timah HILL this sat. arghhh. im sucha lazy freak. somebody pls slap some fitness genes into me!!!

on a happier note, today's thursday which means... THREE MORE DAYS TO SUNDAY!!! can't wait to catch another 2 episodes of mdwav 3. i swear im gna buy the vcd when i get the money AND a vcd player. kenneth chan kai tai rocks man. oh, so does kylie kwok. i love hk drama serials, be it ATV or TVB. wwaaayyyy better than local productions!!

Some eye candies:

he [ in yellow ] has some funny face there but cute, nonetheless (:

still looking so well-built at 41. all other men should kill themselves. haha.

who would mind getting bitten by her? not me man. haha.

so pretty and so cute! hahaha.

L is for the way u LOOK at me
O is for the ONLY ONE i see
V is VERY VERY extraodinary
E is EVEN MORE than anyone that you adore.



i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051104
23:17

did i mention how addicted i am to my date with a vampire 3 a.k.a MDWAV 3 ?? ohmygoodness. i soooooo love that show. adore the cast and scriptwriter - thirteen chan. this is one hk show i'll nvr miss for the world. been watching it since i was like primary 3?

pls agree with me that kenneth chan is the coolest vampire in that show! he totally rocks the show. he can sing, act and host. what more man? hahaha. too bad he's old enough to be my dad and anyway, he's married. but i can still swoon when i hear him sing, right? tsk. mdwav 3 is the best of the series although there ain't anymore of kristy yeung to watch ; but i still have kenneth chan! woohoo. whahaha.

okay, so im having a bad migraine. no, i had one until i popped a panadol. again. migraine's been hitting me quite often these days. i hate migraines. totally excruciating! tmr's a saturday, two more days to mdwav 3!! haha. i think im gna get the vcd or at least the ost, if i can find either one.

can't wait for OP to be over. gna go shopping with my valentine. haven't been shopping with her lately. need some mad trying of clothes and retail therapy. gna be broke soon. alrdy halfway there. any sponsors? tsk.

oh, im kinda craving for swensens' banana split. must have it one of these days. and i've yet to try the ben&jerry's @ suntec. oh, and carl's jr @ marina sq. hahaha!

oh, i just watched the NG shots of stairways to heaven. it's rather hilarious. wished i understood korean. ahhhh. must continue learning it after A's. one more yr to go! hhaha.

okay, im off to recharge myself now. still having a slight headache. i hope i can get a short-term job soon. need to replenish my finances. hahaha.

goodnight everybody!


i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.




20051102
21:36

im quite annoyed with the fact that when im free and rotting my guts out back at home, nobody's actually around to share my freedom. then the next moment when im being tied down with my commitments, everybody's asking me out and scolding me when i can't make it. like, wth pls.

and i always feel that im taken for granted. for so many years. everything that has happened, i haven't really learned from my mistakes. ever since primary sch. i don't wna talk abt it. i really can't express the concoction of feelings within me.

hatred ; anger ; pissed off ; stupidity. i ought to slap myself sometime.

can't wait for charmed to start at TEN. season finale. so upsetting. all my shows are ending. i hope charmed can at least lift my spirits a little. or maybe a miracle will happen. but i won't depend on the latter.

pw's also getting on my nerves. some i-am-a-big-shot-in-school jerk is so totally irresponsible once again. maybe it's just me. im nt feeling too happy these few days. probably due to the deprivation of slp. i just wna take a plane to some nice country with a beautiful beach, bask under the sun, ride some waves and spend my whole holiday by the beach, getting away from civilization.

but who's gna sponsor my plane ticket? hurhur.

ARGHHHH. i need a happy pill.

oh, and a punching bag pls.


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