20040330
22:13
im bored. im stressed. im exhausted. im anyth except far frm happy. life sucks. totally. URGH. cant wait till X-country this fri. no lessons. yays. i wna go kbox still! haha. newae, blogger really sucks. the templates r pretty crap n some stuffs don't work. like.. gedalife man! sickening! im soooo darn annoyed wiv'em. but then again, wad's da use? ferget it. just chatted online wiv jacq. i simply adorreee her! no. i lurve her to bits!! haha. I LURVE YER, BOSSOM BUD!! *grins* i miss her lots too. *sigh* had chem test yestd. guess i cud pass this time round. i hope so newae. haha. oh rite. shan n i r on a low-fat diet this wk. trying ta stick to it lahhs. but it doesn't seem ta be working out very well fer me. lol. last wk t'was moon n yf on a veg diet, this wk, it's our turn! haha. im just too bored. hafta find smth ta spice up sch life. i've finished reading the roxy girl series. bk 3. haha. now reading bk 1. pretty nice n interesting. i wud've taken up surfing if i wasnt living in sunny ol' singapore. yepps. pe tmr. lking forward to da run. dunnoe why. hmmm. was almost late for sch todae. must leave hm earlier tmr morn. yehhs. skipped band todae. woohoo! no attendance taken anywae. why go? will try ta "abstain" frm da comp to study more often. im slacking lyk a couch potato. even worse. must stress myself. god bless me. n my bossom bud. haha. im selfish =P
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040326
21:48
no tuition todae! had band fer less than an hr! *yay* managed ta catch the whole of my show. the lead role died. da story's not that interesting anymore. i lurved her role. *sigh* another 2 more eps before it ends. so just watch finish it lahh. had da 3rd session of "conquering the peak" todae. some personality analysis thingyy. rather interesting. got back our personal analysis. mine was pretty alrite. not VERY negative. so i guess it shudnt be a prob for me to land in a gd job. haha. they say i cant manage stress well. that is soooo very true. i shud let my teachers noe that! lol. o yea. i managed ta scrape thru my chem re-test. 13/20. woohoo! so glad! haha. can't wait till nxt fri's x-country!! macritchie reservoir. 3.2km. i lurrvvveee ittTt. haha. goin' nuts. i suggested d idea of goin kbox aft the run. izzy n some others gt pretty interested. i'm soooo lookin' forward ta it. dun let me down now, gurlfrendz! haha. her bdae is comin. time ta wrap prezzie n distribute the cost. waha. forgot how much i paid. i hope i dint pay anyth. otherwise sure shortchanged. lol. tmr's intensive band prac day! oh how i lurvvee ittT! *rolls eyes* can wait ta get out of this friggin band thingyy. it's driving me nuts. almost. oh yes. did i mention i passed rcc's compo test? a strong>b3/b4 grade cann!! yay! soooo elated. will read more ta improve mah vocab. i still think it's sticky n unnatural. haha. i'm aiming high now!! =)
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
no tuition todae! had band fer less than an hr! *yay* managed ta catch the whole of my show. the lead role died. da story's not that interesting anymore. i lurved her role. *sigh* another 2 more eps before it ends. so just watch finish it lahh. had da 3rd session of "conquering the peak" todae. some personality analysis thingyy. rather interesting. got back our personal analysis. mine was pretty alrite. not VERY negative. so i guess it shudnt be a prob for me to land in a gd job. haha. they say i cant manage stress well. that is soooo very true. i shud let my teachers noe that! lol. o yea. i managed ta scrape thru my chem re-test. 13/20. woohoo! so glad! haha. can't wait till nxt fri's x-country!! macritchie reservoir. 3.2km. i lurrvvveee ittTt. haha. goin' nuts. i suggested d idea of goin kbox aft the run. izzy n some others gt pretty interested. i'm soooo lookin' forward ta it. dun let me down now, gurlfrendz! haha. her bdae is comin. time ta wrap prezzie n distribute the cost. waha. forgot how much i paid. i hope i dint pay anyth. otherwise sure shortchanged. lol. tmr's intensive band prac day! oh how i lurvvee ittT! *rolls eyes* can wait ta get out of this friggin band thingyy. it's driving me nuts. almost. oh yes. did i mention i passed rcc's compo test? a strong>b3/b4 grade cann!! yay! soooo elated. will read more ta improve mah vocab. i still think it's sticky n unnatural. haha. i'm aiming high now!! =)
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040324
20:27
super duper incredibly exhausted n lethargic now. dunnoe whr i'm gonna find energy to study my chem re-test tmr. thank god i'd studied one chapt yestd. the bigger chapter. mayb lata just read thru some wkshts n formulae den go slp. cannot stand it. haix. todae PE ran 2km. came in first again. *yay* aft dat we practised our shuttle run. sprinted lyk crazie. exhausting cann!! den aft sch, took my word pwr test. think im gna fail it. lyk wadeva. urgh. den i rushed to da bus n went ta macritchie for da cross country trial run. sec 1s. irritating. the gurls were frantically overtaking us [me & leen]. they were told nt to run ahead of us! sickening rite? can't stand them! *sighs* in d end, we gave up. walked awhile den continue. i ran 2km in da morning already. so waddoya expect rite? dead bushed now. still hafta go stardee. ARGH. i can't wait ta get out of GM n get rid of my stress! im gna suffer a bad muscle ache tmr. i just knoe it. god bless me.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040321
21:00
had band yestd. dismissed at 3+. was soooo damn happy! haha. went home ta slack n enjoy my aftnn. did abit of hwmk. still left alot. cant be bothered ta finish'em anywae. went fer phy tuition todae. selva lost her voice. so she just gave us a chinese high prelim n nanyang's midyr paper 1 ta kp us busy. time passed faster todae. haha. hadta mark attendance ourselves also. poor her. voiceless. lol. aft tuition went hougang mall ta return my bks. borrowed 4 more. chengsan library is reallie sucky, they dun hav da latests mags n bks. haix. wanted ta go compass pt but the library there don have much mags ta borrow also. so i decided ta go smwhr nearer ta save time. newae, it was da last eps of "luv is beautiful" todae. finale wasnt too bad. just very lame. n i mean VERY. sack da scriptwriter! haha. sch's reopening tmr. one word: SIAN! i'm soooooooooooooooo friggin' dreading lessons tmr! urgh.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040318
20:11
i get bored soooo easily these few days man. don knw why. haha. had RCC's lesson yestd. 11am till 1pm. soooo darn boring kays!! urgh. a total waste of my precious slp! horrible guy. he sucks! can't stand da mere sight of him. eEeEww. den had bio aft tt. we went ta collect our f42 class tee during da 1 hr brk. went dere n embarrassed ourselves. not enuff money. thank god izzy had enuff. otherwise we'd all hav died of embarrassment! haha. wore da class tee todae. v v nice. hees. took neos wiv hedi. again. cuz i found da tee really nice! it turned out gd too! =) saw jan. waha. she was soooo shocked. getting prettier already! im soooo darn jealous =PpPp bio SPA lvl 4 tmr. some urine test thingy. sucks. think my experiment planning totally screwed up. ms lam is gna yelch at me. waddaheck. haha. shall hope for da best tmr. hope all things goes well n my experiment actually works. haha. think im gna fail my prac tests. omg. hols r ending n i still haf lyk a whole STACK of eng ta do! sick guy. urgh. double URGH.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040315
20:06
havent been updating for a few days. cudnt be bothered to. haha. nth much ta say. ryte. newae, went tm yestd. shopped ard. bought nth much except da normal groceries, a pair of ear-rings (waha), pens, correction tape etc. pretty boring. dint hav band last sat. so damn happy! practically was ecstatic when i heard dere wasnt going to be a prac on fri n sat. haha. really. i get amused over da littlest things these few days. beats me. so wad did i do todae? hmm.. went fer band. started at 1. supposed ta end at 4. but it ended at 4.30+. by the time i packed up, it was close to 5. reached home at abt 5.40. craziness man. make me waste da whole day in sch fer nth! they were practising fer da band exchange wif seng kang, hougang n fuchun sec on wed. but im nt even goin! havin eng lesson in da morning. bio lesson in d aftnn. drivin me nuts. urghhh. i wna catch a movie! i havent watched one ever since the start of this yr man! pathetic me! argh. kkae. hav nth ta say now. must get ready for tmr. 3hr of bio lesson! yAwNx.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040310
21:18
pe todae. ran 3 rounds. came in one of da first again. heez. yay! =P realised i've got lotsa hw undone. so sickening! too tired ta do man. can't do tmr also. sports day. aft tt still got tuition. will be super dead tired. went ps aft sch. took neoz wiv hedi. dint come out so nice cuz my shirt was da same colour as the backgrd. so it looks as though i am transparent or i'm wearing white. i was wearing blue. haha. newae, i then had amaths tuition. was a little late but ms chee was later. lol. she started on integration. sooooo sucky! lol. but it looks quite alrite to me. haha. tmr is sports dae. band perf. urgh!! sucks man! which sch band plays during sports dae? only GM! lyk duh. hafta cut my nails. getting v long n sharp. haha.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040309
20:19
skipped band todae. wanted ta study for cheena test tmr. fell aslp for 2hrs instead. haha. left 3 more chapts of sec 3's work. sickening. can't seem ta get anyth into my head. lol. newae, had compo test todae. wrote 483 words. a little too much. but i juz couldn't stop writing. dunnoe why. too much ta write. haha. had pastoral care todae. filled up a questionnaire of 65 qsns! too much for a morning, ain't it? haha. it's for some personal analysis report crap. i think mine is gonna be really negative. lol. pessimistic la. haha. got back chem paper. failed terribly. 8/25. but i expected a 5/25. so it ain't that bad a shock to me. haha. but i feel soooo dumb. *siGh* wadta do? i just hafta work n study much much harder. that's mah life. wad's a few mths of hardwork in return for a lifetime of luxury? wahaha.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040308
19:48
horrible day todae. dunnoe what's wrong wiv LFL. kpt pickin on me. get a life man! urgh. forced us ta finish all her source-based tmr. sickening! i've still got kingsway, O&A n chem undone. wad's da prob wiv her?!! pms man. hate her. makin my life sooo miserable. now gonna hav my dinner, do my hw, study abit den hit da bed. darn tired todae. super bad day. evrything wasn't rite. v angry n upset wiv myself la. wadeva. nth much ta say. or rather, i dun wanna sae.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040307
21:18
had band perf @ istana pk todae. pfffrrt. i feel lyk crap now. it was soooo horrible. we probably made a fool out of ourselves just now. played wrong notes, squeaked here n there. urgh. now im aching all over. really exhausted. teeth aching, head aching, throat getting sore. n more. turd. i dun wna go sch tmr. but i cant. sigh. really super duper tired. feel as if im gonna collapse anytime. band is really sickening. it's taking up toooooo much of my time. cant even do smth that i want. cant even find time ta return my bks. it's as if i live to play in the band. crap. im really feeling lyk shit now man. *siGh* havent done ah nia's hmwk. i doubt im gonna do anywae. tell her i've gort no time ta do. my life sux. really. at least for now. aRgHhHh.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040305
22:04
no tests todae! yippee!! cheena teacher forgort ta give 'ting xie' todae. waha. so happie. had band todae. hectic man. realised i'll be having band all the wae till august! what the..?!! howta study like that? it's not lyk i dun want ta study, but i just can't!! urgh. band is reallie reallie disturbing n it's disrupting my life! now evrything is in a mess! horrible mess. having band tmr. again. plus drills. double urgh. soooo sickening kays! till 4.30! gdness. den the perf is on sunday! having band practices 3 days consecutively is really super tiring! worst still, da perf @ istana pk ends at 8pm! frm 5.30!! a freaking whole two n a half hrs! uuuurrrgghhhh. can't believe jhnson actually forced da sec 1s ta go watch us perform! eEeWw. they're gonna quit band after hearing us play man. it's lyk soo... embarrassing! yuck. i doubt the public can even stand us. i hope they clap. otherwise, i would juz hafta burrow myself underground. haha. newae, wish me all da best fer band tmr. im gonna hate it. i just knoe.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040303
20:34
yay! da headache's gone. waha. had bio test todae. doubt i'll pass well. so disappointing. *siGh* newae, rcc scolded da whole class for making soooo much noise when he wasnt ard ta supervise our remedial. rubbish. i hardly did anyth. i am soooo innocent kay! *siGh* now he's gonna hate our class. hope he wun give xtra hw man. it's lyk already BAD enuff. im gonna die of too much english! he thinks that we come ta sch just ta stardee english. fat hope! why dun u change out sch ta geylang meth eng sch huh? he is sooooo darn selfish!! can't stand him. nva lyked his lessons anywae. so boring. he claims ta be fun. i dun seem ta understand his idea of 'fun'. our class is also starting ta get tired of his lame n sarcastic jokes. horrible guy. i hate him! do his hw, he rejects n asks us ta do it again! i mean it's like.. what the?! i took the pains ta do n now u reject my work? freak man. now tmr there r 2 tests: history n emaths. what's wrong wiv the teachers nowadays? urgh! i hardly understand a single historical fact abt japan! lyk why wud i wanna knoe anywae? hurhur. wadeva. im gonna go stardee before eric lee ticks me off for failing his history test.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
20040302
20:06
having a headache now. haix. still hafta stardee fer my bio test tmr. only read till half of the eye. sickening. howta study like that?! newae, skipped band todae. came home ta rest. thank god im done wiv my eng hw. later just study abit den go slp. too tired. been slping at 1am da past 2 nites. couldn't get to slp. insomnia i guess. *siGh* hav eng supp tmr. tuition aft that. hopefully i dun haf a throbbing headache tmr. otherwise i can forget abt going ta sch man. haha. got pe also. urgh. cant wait for da march holz to come. i've gotta refresh myself man. feeling super lethargic. haha. kay larhs. nth much ta say todae. too tired to think.
i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.
