20040229
20:43

had phy tuition todae. selva talked bout magnetism. lsw is also teaching magnetism. urgh. no chance for revision already. sickening. haha. when BK ta study wiv yf aft that. dint stardee much. just remembered the factors but not the details. still gotta do more revision aftwards. *siGh* i hope i can pass this time round man. i dun wanna fail comb humans. it's sooooo impt. *siGh* newae, met my mum at heartland aft i was done wiv studying. ate mac for dinner. v v full. hav been eating lots of fast food these few days. gonna grow sideways soon. waha. bought lotsa groceries. super heavy kays! lol.mayb i was too tired. haha. took 113 home. saw aaron. AGAIN. haha. i seem ta see him evrywhr i go. orchard, heartland. hmm. haha. kkays. shall end here. gotta go stardee man. urgh. *zOoMs*

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had band todae. boring. though no drills, i still found it sickening. mr ng kept naggin n nagging. dunnoe what's wrong wiv him. dismissed us 15 mins late. sickening. played 'd awakening' for practically the whole practice. lurved it cuz i hav 26bars rest in d beginning. waha. too bad. the piece is rather easy too. no big deal. *shRuGs* beginning ta sound sooooo arrogant. haha. lyk hu cares anywae? lol. havin phy tuition tmr. seeing selva. again. urgh. studying wiv yf aft that. ss n word power test on mondae. the teachers r a bunch of freaks. 2 tests in a day. dun blame us if we do badly. its all YOUR fault. hmph. still cant get myself ta study. really lazy. havent done situational writing. rcc gave us soooo many ta do. what is wrong wiv teachers nowadays? driving us crazy before we even sit or prepare for our o levels. double urgh. cant be bothered ta type anymore. v tired. haha. outTt.

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20040227
23:16

todae was da collection of results fer last yr's o lvl candidates. went up to da shaw hall ta hav a look. d atmosphere was super scary! now i feel realllllly stressed up. haha. i wanna be overjoyed wiv my results nxt yr n not sulk or cry abt it. *siGh* i must really start studying evrydae now man. soooooo urgh. had band todae too. heard mr ng talk his usual crap n played a few pieces b4 we went home. dismissed us 15 mins earlier. attendance was tooooo pathetic. haha. gonna hav band tmr. AGAIN. this is sooo sickening. having band 3 times a wk is tooo much. esp for da sec 4s. terrible. *siGh* thank god there isn't gonna be any drill tmr. but we'll be having sectionals from 12.30pm. urgh. i hate this!!! i wanna get out of band. FAST! aRgh. newae, todae's chem test was turd. i practically dint noe howta do da whole paper. so forget it. im planning ta fail this time round. again. *siGh* nth else much ta say. just hope tmr will pass soon.

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20040226
20:12

had amaths test todae. appeared that we had da same paper as f43 n f41. shud hav asked them for da qsns. haha. but the paper was rather manageable. shudnt be a prob ta pass. hope ta get an A for this paper. lol. verified our o lvl subjects. so scary. i feel as if its sooo v near. im gonna die. *sigh* tmr's da release of the o lvl results fer last yr's batch. nxt yr, it'll be my freaking turn. urgh. really v v petrified. havin chem test tmr. havent studied. gonna study after this. as usual. haha. went fer amaths tuition todae. me n hedi had a hell of a time laughing at juliana. she was so S-L-O-W todae. dunnoe what's wrong wiv her. lacking thyroxine? haha! she was searching frantically for her 'old chang kee' plastic bag when i've already thrown it fer her. apparently, she's also got a bad bad memory. haha. we ( hedi n i ) had a gd time laughing at her action n her profusing 'whr izzit, whr izzit?' haha. so darn lame n funny! n we were still sitting rite infrnt of da class. da whole class probably saw us making a fool of ourselves. or her, rather. haha. tuition was sooooo fun todae man. lol. ms chee did approximation. we just studied that last nite. so we noe evrything. almost. lol. she's gonna lose her voice soon. poor her. who ask her ta penalty all pple w/o specs n in blue uniform?! retribution. haha. there's a briefing for sec 3-5 pecs tmr. wonder what's it all abt? hmm. we shall see. kkae. gtg stardee chem. i dun wanna fail n go for lkw's remedial sessions. haha. peace out! =)

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20040225
20:51

an utterly boring day. had pe todae. played vball. my arms were sooo red. haha. we got punished by mr lian fer being v late fer pe. did 70 push ups. not exactly. a grp of us started late n when we intercepted, the others were already doing twenty plus. but who cares? lol. gonna get a muscle ache tmr morning man. haha. havin amaths test tmr. differentiation on tangent, normal crap. plus approximation. urgh. the words r soooo long. da stuff ta learn r even longer. kay. mayb not. but im nt gd wiv figures so i DO need a longer time ta stardee. god knoes why im online now though. haha. gonna stardee soon. making a quick entry n logging off. heez. i hope i do well in tmr's test. it's my only hope. haha. gonna stardee extra hard later. i hope. =P. newae, im feeling rather pissed todae. don't knoe why. hmm. only caught less than 15mins of my show todae. stupid bus, change route till hafta take a BIG loop. urgh. sickening 113. i want 321!! lol. listening ta annie lenox's "Lurve song for a vampire". pretty cool song. was the theme fer heartlanders. alwaez played it during the shots. haha. really cool n dark music. no heavy metal. i like. lol. kkae. i shall end here. gotta go stardee soon. till tmr, tata! =)

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20040224
21:27

had amaths xtra lesson yestd. such a waste of time. spent most of my time sipping my cup noodles. we just went there n did the qsns ourselves. lyk duh. aft that, i went home ta do hw n study my phy. todae's test was pretty manageable. hope ta score well. got back my bio headstart. aft lyk 1 n a half mths? ms lam is sooooo slow. can't stand her. urgh. but i'm trying my best ta lurve biology. haha. newae, i passed my bio headstart!!! *yiPpEe!!* got an A2 i think. scored a freaking full marks for my mcq. haha. can't believe it. omg. first time in my whole entire life i scored full marks in my mcq. lol. im going nuts. so bored now. thurs got amaths test. tmr must go bombard ms chee wiv qsns on differentiation. esp approximation. it sucks man. urgh. what to do? i cant drop it cuz i kinda lurve it. haha. but it's juz soooo tough ta understand kay! horrible. oh yes! todae's band was soooo fun. we spent 2 n a half hrs crapping n walking abt when we were supposed ta do our sectionals. dint wanna waste my time. but then again, free attendance. why nort? lol. pretty hungry now. craving fer beef jerky. anyone? i've gort no $$ ta buy. lol. $4 + per pathetic pkt okae! im nt that filthy rich! i wish i was. haha. *siGh* rcc gave a whole string of situational writings ta write. all in all, i have 3!! that guy is a total whacko! gives hw lyk it's nobody's business. huhllo.. it's nort ur business, but it's ours! what's da rush? urgh. pe tmr. i wanna run. getting fat. gotta exercise. haha. hmm..

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20040222
22:12

had phy tuition todae. almost fell aslp in selva's lesson. went hougang mall aft tuition. returned my bks n borrowed 3 more. nth ta do at home. *sigh* tried ta do my homewk. i hate chinese compre! urgh. had a tough time figuring out what they were talking abt. wasted sooooo much of my time! wanted ta come online fer awhile but ended up staying fer 2hrs. *sigH* i've gotta try ta make it a point to stardee at least an hr a day before i slacken. i dunt wanna repeat this yr. i wanna make it far! hurhur. still stuck betwn poly n jc life. urgh. i really dunnoe. gonna hav a whole string of tests this whole wk. sickening. phy test on tues. amaths on wed. chem on thurs. gdness. im gonna die of stress soon even before my midyrs. aAarRrGgGhHhh. listening to da doraemon song now. soooo cute. reminds me of those days when i used ta sing it. lol. i totally llluuurrrvvveee doraemon's magic pocket. how i wish i had one. *double sigh* d song's really cute. makes me smile. try downloading it or get it frm me. haha. rite. gotta end here. off ta bed. dun wanna fall aslp in class again tmr. im gonna get caught fer slping during lessons one day man. *snorts*

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skipped band todae. yoohoo! haha. met kula at buona vista ard 2pm. went fer da acjc fun-o-rama thingy. leen decided ta join us that aftnn. there were lotsa pple. but it wasnt exactly v fun. the food they sold were so sucky. except for da parent's stall. hmm.ate blueberry ice, curry wiv bread, rosti wiv cheese n sausage, n cup corn! so full. haha. we left at ard 1540. me n kula went ta orchard. leen went homey. orchard was really really crowded todae. took a neoprint. stewpid machine allowed only one pose. urgh. wasted our 7 bucks! what the...??? dint buy anyth. ate yakitori lunch box. saw quite a few familiar faces at acjc n orchard. visited starshots @ cine. v keen ta try their package one day. haha. *sigh* heard frm khar loo that ng was in a terrible mood todae. he wants ta noe the reason for our absence. gdness! he's driving me nuts! i totally loathe him!! can't wait ta get out of band n gm! urgh. sickening. having tuition tmr. arghhh. haven't paid my tuition fees. double arghhh. life really sucks man. im so stressed now that i dunnoe whr ta start my revision. *sigh* looking fer someone ta stardee wiv me on wkends. anyone? haha. crap.

i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.

20040220
22:59

i'm soooooo slpy! struggled ta kp myself awake during lessons todae. the teachers were so boring. had this lame surprise vocab test for eng. did the paper n fell aslp halfwae. dint manage ta complete some qsns. scored super low. crap. so many sec3 camp helpers were absent frm sch todae. shudn't hav went sch todae man. was contemplating on whether ta go or nort in d morning. urgh. skipped band n tuition. *oOpZ* reallie v tired.. really. thot i was gonna die in sch. *sigh* recess was so boring. canteen sp superly quiet w/o d sec3s. hurhur. now my whole leg is itching lyk hell. some bug bite. not mosquitoes. so sick man! urgh. i wun b going fer band tmr either. haven't been attending practices for da whole of this wk. mr ng n jhnson is gonna haunt me soon. argh. waddaheck. can't b bothered. too exhausted ta care so much. *siGh* hope i'll b able ta hav a gd nite's slp tonite. gonna enjoy myself tmr. aft this wk, it's tests, tests n more tests.. rite. wud somebody help me ta stardee?!!?! *yUcK!* i cud spend the whole yr in camp man. i'd do anyth ta trade wiv studying. im so sick of it. gonna get stressed n freaked out soon. help me! hurhur. kae then. im off now ta calm myself dwn b4 i hop into bed. nitez!

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20040219
23:09

yoohoo! i just came back frm camp! haha. the camp was F-U-N!!! =) was in charge of the rock walls. stayed under the shade most of d time cuz that place was shaded by trees. glad that i dint hav a bad sunburn. haha. lotsa things happened during camp. im nt gonna waste my time ta type it all out man. i'm soooo lazy n energy-less [if dere's such a word] now. lol. aft camp, a few of us, okae 10+ of us went bugis ta eat. nt really. it's raffles hospital's 'banquet' food court. supper? narh. too early. haha. i dint eat. just drank a cup of watermelon juice. pathetic. heez. had grt fun staying out so late wiv our luggages n chit-chatting in d food court. lol. too bored already. *sigh* got lotsa mosquito bites frm camp. urgh. sick. itchy lyk anything!! haha. tmr still gort sch. haix. most pple i asked r nt planning ta go sch tmr. haha. poor leen, gort thinking day tmr. *aWwWw* =P gonna turn in soon. super exhausted n hungry. *sigh* missed my frenz. lol. heard i passed eng. yippee!!! ^_^ finally i get ta slp my cozy little bed. no more tents, no more mosquitoes. haha. kkae. i'll end here tonite. tata!

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20040216
20:23

monday. triple sci. double ss. urgh. all these r givin me monday blues! hadta present da presentation for ss infrnt of class todae. LFL just wudnt let me off. said she'll deduct my oral presentation marks if i read off da screen. waddaheck? she sucks man. eEw! tried ta stay awake in most of da lessons aft recess. enjoyed a "show" betwn mrs chang n jon todae. jon showed his attitude. very bold of him i must say. went dwn ta see mr lim. i think. came up lyk as though nth happened. hmm. just wrote a super duper long testimonial fer izzy. she'd better thank me for that! haha. it's really long man. dint knoe i cud write so much bout her! lol. had tuition todae. stumped on da qsn i was asked ta answer. manage ta regain "consciousness" n gave ms chee da correct ans. haha. class was pathetic. just 2 guys. probably had less than 15 pple todae. so quiet. i lurve da wed n thurs class. super noisy n entertaining! lol. waiting fer teens ta come out. so bored. haha. but tmr i'll be goin' off fer camp! yippee!! wHeEe'- - =) finished packing my stuff. v v heavy. but nt as heavy as the time i brought ta obs. lol. i hope ta enjoy this camp n unwind myself. gonna get super stressed up soon. lol. kkaex. hope i dun get burnt. till 3 days later, this is all i hafta sae. *zOoMs*

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20040215
20:22

woke up @ 11+ todae. damn tired. had lame phy tuition. as usual, selva wasnt in the best of mood. roared at the guys. poor them. but then again. it's nt my prob. haha. i realize i've been slacking alot this yr. alot. im really scared man. sigh. newae, went compass pt todae wiv mum. ate thai food. yummy! haha. im a fan of tom yam soups!! =) did nth much todae. cant get mahself started on the eng cd-rom. it looks so darn sucky. n it IS really sucky. urgh. shall do that when i come baq frm camp. 2 more daez to camp! wHeEe`- - haha. im goin nuts. finally i get ta skip band n sch in xchange fer 2 days of fun! heez. but im havin a stupid ulcer. 2 in fact. urgh. so irritating. but it wun ruin my mood, of cuz. lol. sch tmr. triple sci. ss. late dismissal. wad can be worse than this? *sigh* all these typin has made me rather hungry n i hav a craving for tom yam soup. but i hav none. so i just hafta make do wiv what i hav. which are some snacks. haha. duh. may god bless me tmr n let me stay awake during lessons n may time fly. i havent done amaths. dang. go copy tmr. haha. peace out!

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20040214
22:40

today is vdae. walk along the streets of sg n u'll see couples evrywhr. n i mean evrywhr. such a terrible feeling w/o a date, eh? either coop urself at home or grab a date n get out there. lol. had dumb band todae. so darn pissed wiv band pracs. ng nva fails ta lose his temper. drilled under the freakening hot sun todae n ended up wiv a sunburn. yet again. if this continues, i dunnoe how black my face is gonna be at the end of all drills. gdness. but i luv the rosy glow. too much isnt nice tho. lol. saw him todae in sch. sort of =) aft band, went bugis wiv qian. that eeritating gurl wanted me ta accompany her ta buy her slacks for da camp. in the end, she ended up buying sunblock n swts. urgh. how irritating can she get? but she's still my fren aft all. haha. bought a pair of ear rings. i mean rings. rather big ones. lol. i lk weird but nice in them kays! haha. getting egoistic here. newae, its just a bad feeling ta be out there w/o a proper date. i feel v sour n juz nt nice. *sigh* i had lotsa prezzies for vdae tho. swts n cards frm gurlfrenz of cuz. no guys wud wanna giv me. hurhur. phy tuition tmr. urgh. 3 more days to camp! cant wait! wEeE'- -

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20040213
23:37

went tp open hse yestd. saw a few of my pri sch classmates. omg, they've changed a whole lot! so much more matured n stylish. with all the model looks n walking styles. they can really hit the catwalk soon man. wonder why all kc gurls r just of such gd calibre. some. haha. rather interested in tp's hospitality course but my dad's against it. no future. crap. we shall talk bout it nxt time. wanted ta skip band n go for da nyp's open hse todae but yf dint want to. in the end, we wasted lyk 2 hrs waiting for mr ng! shud've juz went nyp man. urgh. managed ta master part of the jap graffiti VI. v pleased. another band prac tmr. plus drill. omg. this is really really gonna kill me someday. cant wait ta escape to camp! argh. hopefully it rains tmr. n hopefully i'll get ta see da person i want to. lol. i shall pray doubly hard tonite. also had a lame presentation during eng todae. presented abt leen. thot it was rather lame. cudnt think of much ta write besides her laughing ability. haha. had a dumb fire drill n food rationing. how lame can gm get? *sigh* our whole class was in a mess todae. eating n talking during lessons. the teachers cudnt be bothered that much also newae. no fans, no lights. howta study? i mean, its nt lyk i want to. but at least leave the darn fans on rite? so freakening hot in class! the wind wasnt of much help todae. urgh. elizabeth choy came todae. must say she's really v healthy for her age=>94. looking 4ward to d end of band prac tmr. another 17hrs to go before i can skip one band prac on tues. pathetic me. *sigh* life is just soooo unfair. how come i dun see the other cca grps havin pracs or drills as long n as often as us? mr ng shud learn ta chill man. tmr is VDAE aft all!! he has no life man. my sympathies to him n his children. haha. hav ta start packing fer camp. hardly started. wonder if jacq got hold of any MAA tix. i really hope so. lol. *~ hApPy VaLeNtiNe'S dAe!! ~*

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20040211
23:15

sch was a total bore todae. besides the fact that ms lam dint come n we did hav ta stay back for her lesson, that is. lol. had PE todae. ran 3 rounds. came in 1st for my class. 6mins24secs or smth. nort too sure. newae, really proud of myself. haha. dint get ta eat my chicken rice. sigh. lol. talked ta mr lian during recess n he gave us words of advice. hmm. can't wait till da sec 3 camp starts!! yay!! =) but someone else is going too.. *sigh* but she wun bring my camp mood down, for sure! heez. newae. went bugis wiv izzy n ah huai for fun. den me n ah huai went ta meet hedi n beeak at cine. beeak wanted ta buy vdae prezzie for her hanlei. but he went ta stalk her. lol. but in the end he still left la. no big deal. haha. aft that, me n hedi went fer tuition. rate of change totally sux man. hardly understood a single thing! urgh. i cant wait ta get out of sec sch!! save me man!! haha. dint get ta see someone today. *sigh* hope tmr will be a better day. going tp's open hse! yeah!!! lol.

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20040209
21:19

sch was crap. as usual. had ta try all means n ways ta avoid jwong! she is making me have a phobia for sch! she sucks. what's her big prob? why cant she just leave us alone? urgh. hardly knew how ta do my science practical assesment. anyhow write crap. lol. had amaths extra lesson todae. boring. managed ta do most of the qsns she gave. rather pleased with myself. haha. aft that, got back my phy headstart. sucked. merely passed by lyk, 3 pathetic marks, really must study hard already. sigh. im gonna die of stress by the end of this yr. white hair will start ta show. haha. tmr gort band. again. omg. gimme a brk man! i badly need one! sigh.

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20040207
23:48

had band todae. it sucked. why dint it rain man? the drill was lame lyk anthing. but at least it was more enjoyable than the last few times. however, with ms jhnson there, how gd cud things be? gdness! she gives me all the stress in band man! forever n ever picking on me! what's her BIG problem? *sigh* yestd n today is GM's crying dae man.. sooooo many pple cried! such a rare sight! but quite saddening also. haix. forget it, shan't talk abt it anymore. spoils my mood only. lyk it isn't bad enuff. newaez, went PS todae with my mum n finally, finally, bought my nike shorts. so ex man. urgh. hav physics tuition tmr. sick. seeing selva again spoils my wkend. haha. oh yea, mr wong's daughter is in netball. soooo surprising. lol. kkae. enough for todae. tataz.

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20040206
23:03

skipped mass PE today. yeah! haha. had the sec 3 camp briefing. got my packing list. so retarded, hafta bring PEC, PE and CIP shirt. cannort wear home clothes. urgh. hafta bring 1 pair of sch shorts also! what the..?? all these are juz to make sure we [d helpers] stand out among the sec3s. really can't wait for the camp ta start.. and i cant bear for it ta end too. just lyk the OBS camp. *sigh* newae, i did my recess duty todae n i was totally bored to death. altho' i had adora for company, i was still darn bored! it's lyk one moment a whole grp rushed in ta borrow equipments n d nxt moment, there wasn't anybody. then when the bell rang. the whole grp came rushing back ta return their equipment. duh. i also had band todae. conductor released us early => 4.50pm!! reason was bcuz he was suffering frm pms. i suppose. he just threw the scores on the floor, packed his euphonium and asked us to go home. what terrible attitude! cant stand him! he said if we dint master the "Japanese Graffiti VI" by tmr, he's gonna forget abt it n work on other pieces for our performance. i mean, our performance @ istana pk is lyk first wk of march? now give us new piece ta learn.. wad's da use? urgh. still hafta tarharn drill tmr under the freakening hot sun! i hope it rains man. at least i haf smth ta look forward to tmr. haha. kae, shall end here. written long enuff already. oh yes, i just passed my eng headstart, w/o d situational writing. i hope i pass my SW.. *haiz* chia failed almost half the class! gdness. he's such a heartless teacher! urgh.

i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.

20040205
21:58

had bio xtra class todae till 3.30.. first time she so punctual in dismissing us. haha. dint join the class for the 'lao yu sheng' thingy. thot it was lame. mr lee's "gift" for knoeing who the s'pore rep in the UN was. dunnoe what kliche mahbubani or wadeva. lol. aft that, went for tuition n slacked throughout. hardly knoe wad ms chee is saying man. i mean, i lurve her class, but it's a diff thing altogether. haha. juz downloaded a few songs n continued downloading the bright gurl's success' NG clips. damn funny. altho' i dun understand korean, their expressions are funny enuff. lol. tmr gort band. sian. but tmr my schbag damn light. yippee!! todae samuel came baq ta play the drums for singspiration.. so nice! =) forgort ta bring my songbk, had ta borrow from f43=>eugene woon. lol. overall, it was a pretty alrite dae. looking forward ta mass PE tmr. time ta exercise, getting fat! haha. oh ya, must rem ta go for recess duty tmr.. sigh. sadness. i wun be able to enjoy my longed-for friday recess. urgh. how tragic!

i'd cheat destiny just to be near you.

20040204
22:51

todae is a total torture! rite in the morning they had this lame spot-check on 'the art of tucking in ur blouse properly'.. gdness! thanks to that old b**** jwong, we all had to tuck our shirts in lyk nerds! gm is gonna be full of nerdz under her 'reign' man! i can't believe this! this is soooo unreasonable! cant tuck out more than half ur finger! what the...?!?! total turd man!! newae, todae's sch was really boring too.. had nth ta do. did shot put during PE n ran 3rounds. recess was also bland for me. singspiration tmr.. urgh. another gd chance for jwong ta 'spot' pple! can't wait ta get out of gm this yr man! urgh. i hope tmr will be a much much better day. sigh. this totally sux! went tuition today n still going again tmr. turd.

why cant u juz look at me fer once?

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20040203
23:33

created this blog cuz i thot i had nth better ta do. rite. had belaying sch todae. rather exhausted aft coaching da sec 3s. still had ta go for band aft that! urgh. but i bought my shoes todae @ citilink.. FINALLY!! haha. gort baq my chem headstart paper 2.. 21/40. wonderful, eh? gonna die horribly this yr. looking forward to the sec 3 camp on 18 feb! gotta slp soon or else i'll fall aslp in class tmr. again. will try ta update this turd blog of mine as often as possible. we shall see. tata!

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